I've been numb
Literally lost in some realm for the last few years..
I've stopped doing the things i would enjoy..i even stopped writing..
I thought a person would eventually stop crying ..that is would just dry out..
But as i sit here it's all coming back only the hurt this time around the pierce that's been put through my heart is so much more unbearable .
As everything comes back to me it all makes so much more sense..
I just wonder why
Why didnt i run
Why didn't i listen to my instincts
Something was terribly wrong as it was hidden behind my back ...
And the incocence
It was stolen
The cries were being made i just  wasn't around to hear them... To help Them.
.... Now it's all coming back to me
Haunting my every night and all my moments of my day... The pain is far too great but the memories are the worst..