It's been a year now
A lot of time has passed
I have grown and changed
Hoping it will last
The world is so different
My world is so different
He is so different
They are so different
I am figuring out what I want in life
Putting my heart aside
Deciding my destiny
Something which I shall abide
But my mind goes off
Thinking about different boys
"Is he someone special to me"
"I kind of like him"
It is because I like someone I don't want to
He doesn't want me at all
He is not the best person
But he is leaving my life and I don't want to
I'm saddened
no clue what's happening but what am i supposed to do about it