I carry my heart
Even when split
As my love monopoly is shattered
I cater to the worries of later
Tending to the blood shed
Wandering a realm of nothingness
Seeking the wrenching guilt will not descend
Buoyantly moving in
Seeking to feel the sinkhole within
Before, she loses all hope
Before she goes over the cliff with no end
Infinitely, dark, cold, and ridgid
I travel the sea
Awakening the clouds above
Mesmerized by unfulfillment
Enthralled in a daze,
She steps forward
The lily turns gold
In the valley she has found her home
Her eyes close.
Created 12.30.18
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