as the night becomes longer
my strength starts to weaken
my stomach becomes hungrier
and i soon start to break,
the sky seems like home
it's where i'm destined to be
i'm no longer strong
i can no longer fight,
as i pass by the mirror
ther stands a girl
no, she is not me
i don't know who she is to be,
my wrist is now scarred
so is my heart
my mind is now
full of horrible thoughts
i cannot escape
i cannot fight
this dark cloud
has taken over me,
i try to smile
but i do not mean it
the nights are hard
but the mornings are harder
waking up to be
someone i'm not,
i cannot feel
i cannot think
i'm now nothing
i've been fighting for way too long,
things have gotten worse
and this war is now
harder to fight
i was supposed to be happy
i was supposed to be free
but along the way to my destiny
something took over me
it was unexpected
i was not prepared
never did i think
i could feel like this way
it's a dark cold world
that i'm now living in
i fight for my life
to be back how it used to be
i can no longer remember
who i was before,
happiness was once me
but no longer it represents me,
i've fallen into
a never ending hole
so no matter,
how hard i fight
IT WILL NOT END
UNTIL IT FINALLY ENDS ME