Dont be confused by the Black spots,
the frown ...
It doesnt represent a cold heart,
im a clown ....  only inside  

The downside smile i wear
The punctured spots i am
The flat bouncy nose
The cracked hidden yellows
The egg-like head
From affair she saw ,
Very quickly she fled

Unforseen circumstances that caused my demise
In that instance I dropped out  
A ******* eye made my decision pre-mature
"Quit or Suffer" , i choose the former
"pills and syrup" , I'm living the latter