i was here before.
alone…  looking...  searching…
               until you came with the same reasons.


i was busy.
toxic…  weary…  ******…
              you gave me reason to spare my time.


i was never sensitive.
naïve...  clueless...  plain…
              until you care to share your world.


i began to find joy.
blissful...  active...  inspired…
                 you made it more blissful. more active. more inspired.


i got to know you.
shallow...  closer...  personal…
                 you hesitantly bare yourself.


i found your value.
care for you...  miss you...  need you…
                 you? i just don’t know.


i started to contemplate.
seek...  reflect…  realize…
             you were self-assured.


i fell in love.
slowly...  deeply…  strongly…
              you have no idea.


i decided to be vocal.
honest…  straight...  determined…
             you have doubted my emotion.


i told you i love you with pure intention…
          you said no, it was just infatuation…


CSantaMaria