aaaand yet I still wish I were pretty. Idk, I hate to think I'm caving to society's pathetic values of beauty, but I just WISH I could be physically beautiful. It is always the physically gorgeous people who say "Everyone is beautiful inside!", but they don't know how it feels to be naturally UGLY. Then again, I still don't understand the logic behind it. I mean, beauty is something you can freaking BUY! You get some makeup and a beautician, some practice and you're set. One day, I personally want to find someone with a pretty soul, if they happen to have a pretty face too then that's great, but souls are the most important as far as I'm concerned. Those are things you can't buy, you need to make them yourself out of your choices and the values you choose to prioritize. Maybe that's just me, but you know. yeah. anyway.