Another morning that I wake up depressed,
it's painful to see that you're not home yet
As my heart beats hard inside my chest,
it breaks from your constant disrespect
Leaving my mind to play the blame game,
what did I do, what is this one's
name?
You've broken every vow you've ever made
and every time you did, I always
forgave
When & if you ever decide to
arrive
still drunk from the night & probably
high
You'll tell me all my nagging caused
this,
point your finger & call me a
*****
I'll bottle all that pain up deep
inside
but my tears are harder for me to
hide
My heart can't take another
hit
I know I deserve better than
this
As you sleep soundly till five or
six,
I'll pack up myself & then the
kids
You have nothing that I want to receive,
tomorrow it will be you waiting for me