It took me a while,
but now I'm certain
I fell in love
with the wrong person

can a bird
fly
with broken wings?

can I
love
with a broken heart?

I will
try
to fly
to you

"EBN recently added 159 friends.
Do you know any of them?"
Are you just one of them?
Do you mean anything to her?
Or are you just another Facebook friend?

I saw you
I talked to you
I ate with you
I hugged you
but still
I can't believe you are real

don't think you understand,

I don't want to believe I am this horrible human being.
I've done things, I've hurt people in ways you wouldn't believe I could. I broke people, some of them may never be repaired. The worst part? I enjoyed it; Seeing their hate, their despise, watching their mental walls crumble filled me with wonder and joy.

I don't want to believe I am broken, but the past haunts me, and I can't even remember it, but I know it's there - the horrible truth. When I try I can almost remember - but it hurts too much.
People have hurt me, broke my heart, broke my trust, crushed my faith in humanity and left me scared for life. If only I could remember why.
I don't want to love you, you deserve better, someone beautiful and whole like you, but I do. I love you.

I do

I fell in love with you
amazing paper girl

I want to know you better
amazing paper girl

you only want to be an
amazing paper girl

I must stop loving you
amazing paper girl

Because if I don't
amazing paper girl

I will tear you
amazing paper girl

In my search of
The real amazing girl

She may not be
the one for me
but she doesnn't need to be
to make me happy