On Sunday I took 350 micrograms
of dimethoxybromoamphetamine,
In the afternoon I prayed
to the drives which animate us,
beseeching them:
To be mindful,
To clear intentions,
To care for myself, and
share in the good life.
Their presence caused me to soften.
I accept that I'm not in control.
I want to be better for them.
I am in contemplation.
