call what this is by what is felt
claim someone else so soon as my future when i only started thinking of such things
crush your soul in my desperate fist as to keep you close to me
lay claim to another soul mind flesh before ever
try to cling when i am fearful of loss because there is no fear with you
impede upon the priority of your happiness and success with my own petty thoughts
call what i feel by the word that dances on my tongue
spit back the poison i am fed everyday at such a beautiful soul as yours
Like someone again.
Adore someone again.
Pray for someone again.
Want someone again.
Connect with someone again.
Desire such a future with someone again.
Be so content with letting someone go.
Believe that I can find happiness in any path that we take, whether it splits us or drives us closer together.
Go back to living in my darkness again, uncaring of my own survival in the end.
Stop wanting to improve myself and grow,
because for the first time i dare to want more for myself
want you
love you
let go
breathe
(for it will surely break this spell)

… quite fortunately, I have always been quite daring.