Emotions asunder,
your deceit with its cloaked decay reached into my fragile soul and tore my happiness apart.
The residue of the last gleeful moment i hungrily taste as it slowly dissipate.  
a unfamiliar feeling of hopelessness leading me to all the broken shards of my heart, caged within a tortured mind.
your touch my skins thought still  hungrily craves.
vivid imagery of your perfect smile, conjured in all haunting reflections.

Will i ever escape this tragic fate. With every step i muster to take,
consumed by anger, my consiousness  decides resignedly to wed hate.

Thoughts of false feelings led by untruths start to resonate,
The love we shared was as if adorned by Angels
The stars envious to how bright our love once shined.
how could this perfect being, truths shed like a mendacious snake.

This is not a hurtfull mistake,
our future disentigrated before my eyes
with those words you uttered laced with heartache.

If you love them, let them go,
how dreary a notion, if you love someone wholeheartedly
together you would rather want to grow
is this not so?

I hate that your nectared scent still captures me
framed for eternity in a hollow existence of what may have been.
with the tears of torment flows to the rims of the pages..
like the river nile enraged it flows and carry's all the pieces of a broken soul unmendable
Slowly and indifferent my afflicted screams gets led saddened towards a waking nightmare.
hand in hand with despair, eternally lost.