I was a child being shy
I was a child who felt inferior among others
I was a child with low self-confidence
Still it was a pleasant childhood
Till a flood came through my father
Anon my life changed
I lost my little bit confidence
And scared to face the world
Where started my lifelong fear
Angst of every single thing
Wished to do lot of things in my life
And prove myself to the world
Kept all my wishes safe inside my heart
Enjoyed my life with cousins, it was a gift!
Still there being lots of cracks
I remained unsuccessful
Married to an unknown soul
Because of my fierce full thoughts
Still I missed something
Kids came to my world..Still I was the same!
Alas one day a butterfly came into my life
And took me to a new world
Taught me what all I wished
Gave me lots of love, care, support
Encouragement with confidence
The happiness which I was expecting
Came In search of me
All my secrets of deep feelings overflowed
It was a non-stop flow!
It explored what I am
Feeling free, safe, happy
Which I have ever felt bygone
I expressed all my emotions which kept hidden
Deep inside my heart years ago
Disquieted of one thing
One day it withal will fly off leaving me alone
Thereupon I have to return to the same old world
And the moment happened!
I am again alone in my same old world
Profuse of One Wish Added
The BUTTERFLY to come back!!!
Edited my old version