I am not up on the bima
A cantor sings in his baritone voice that I do not have and I am not up on the bima
I am not up on the bima
“What’s the right choice to make as Jews?” the rabbi asks and I am not up on the bima
I am not up on the bima
I cut my hair and I “don’t have time” so I am not up on the bima
I am not up on the bima
It isn’t fair I’m scared of what’s mine and I am not up on the bima
How can I be up on the bima?
Sacrificing myself? Do you want to cut me in half so I can be up on the bima?
How can I be up on the bima?
I stand back by the shelves, away from the staff and I am definitely not up on the bima.
When will I be up on the bima?
Next Shabbat or years from now when I am welcome up on the bima?
When will I be up on the bima?
When my life is taught, all of it, not just some when I am up on the bima
I see others up on the bima
There’s never beings like me up on the bima
I see others up on the bima
Then I start seeing YOU up on the bima
I am not up on the bima
But YOU are. You’ve cut your hair, but you are not scared and YOU are up on the bima
I am up on the bima
Through your spirit because we are all one when there is someone up on the bima
I am up on the bima
Because you are there and we share not only a G-d but a pride in ourselves standing tall up on the bima
I am up on the bima
And if there is one place I belong, it’s: UP ON THE BIMA