why?
why can't i bring myself to happiness
why do i feel so alone
like is there something wrong with me
why is it so ******* hard to just eat,sleep,get out of ******* bed!
why do i feel so broken
why do i feel so numb all the time
people say go outside in joy the sun
but when i go outside anxiety and my fears are like a record player in my head
saying all the things that can go wrong
i can't ******* do it
im tired of the things that go through my mind every ******* moment of my life
like whats worth the fight when you know your going to lose
whats worth living when theres nothing left to live for