The water is dripping
Drip drip drip
Goes the water
Droplets that are now on my skin
As I shiver
From the coldness that I feel
I can’t help but stare
At my reflection
In the fogged up mirror
I think silently to myself who is that woman who looks worn and tired
from certain things that if spoken aloud will make her upset and yearning to go somewhere far to forget
what her mind tries desperately to repress

That women is me
I'm the one wanting to forget
I try and loose myself
in anything that serves as a distraction to mask what is real
Sometimes it works
other times not so much

But here the words that I'll never say out loud that is
I'll always resent you for doing what you did to me
How dare you
you took one look at me
and had to control me almost from start to finish
but guess what my love for you
died when you put me through so much cough what was it
oh yeah *******

Another thing
I'll never trust you
so don't count on it