Mí amor
Es guapo
Y artistico
Un chico
Muy inteligente
Mí amor
Tiene ojos verde
Cómo hojas de arboles
Magnifico
Te amo
Mí amor...

- Jay M
September 4th, 2019

desde que me dejaste,
me fui acostumbrando
a tu ausencia

a la falta de tu risa como banda sonora
a la falta de magia en mis días

antes me partías en dos,
de la paz
ahora me partís en dos,
de la ausencia.

hey
it's you and me again
but different
a second chance I fought for
but didn't expect to win

but here we are
your hand holding mine
me holding you
and a warm "welcome back"
from lips that I thought
were lost to time

I missed this feeling
I missed you

You care when caring is irrelevant
when I've been fine, you bring back the past
that I leave behind
it's been weeks since I've seen you
the real you
Now all I have are the dry texts you've been sending
avoiding our dilemma
in hopes of dodge a dispute

Now here I am
kissing the mouth of a whiskey bottle
trying to drown unanswered questions
swallow uncertainty
and fill the hole in my soul you left behind
a part of me that was once full of love
is now an abyss of grief and anguish
a vacant space waiting
for you to return

The candle flickered the way his eyes had done that night.
A slight interruption in a stillness, composed of perpetual motions.

I found him there, where certainty ends and surrender begins;
a space we created together but on our own.

Sovereignty in our togetherness saw fear dissipate with pride
when he held out his hand that night.