23 more days til my last 16 cave
i have been feeling a bit rage
with my past birthdays a frame
that i never pictured to hang my hall of fame
i pictured myself already in a circle 2 blame
my thoughts my actions & decisions came 2 play
i just hope i don't lose this race.
i will miss being this age...
wondering around for someone 2 love my last days
lol
like im a grandma waiting for her lover to stay
i will grow old if its only my love that prays
its just, i am excited to meet who will love me for my sane
i can handle what love has to tame
i could not offer more than what my love has to lay
i just WONDER 4 his love in my hay
picking my thin sticks as if
i was the only one 2 satisfy his brain
with that saying,"what a happy day"
"2 be a lover of yours", i would say...
who would want to love 16 year old me before i change?