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 Dec 2013 Tabitha
Elle Kay
i used to hurt
so much inside
i had to pull it out

i thought it hid
inside my blood
so i let it all
pour out

it didn't seem
to work so well
so i tried drugging
it down
with pills

the pain still crawls
and bites
and claws
no matter
what i try

i really hope
it goes away
before i give
up and die
 Dec 2013 Tabitha
TiffanyS
I am crushing hard
This caught me- so off guard
I have never felt this way

I haven't found the words to
Tell you
How I really feel
About you

I'm scared
That you won't like me
In the same- way

I haven't found the words to
Tell you
How I really feel
About you

I hope you feel- the same way
Every time we say goodbye
I want to say-
Please stay
 Dec 2013 Tabitha
Anais Mostly
I take you down
Recommended daily dose

The controversy stands
Friends and family say nothing now
I avoid their eyes because all I see is they know


I've been unhappy now for years but didn't give up hope that if you're loyal even after massive **** ups together as a couple you can grow

They just don't tell you that you could grow into anything and not what you hope

I've been on the road awhile
Hardly see you these days

Even when I was around I barely saw you after I moved out

Silly me, not much has changed

I didn't mean to, but I met a guy

He is everything you use to be to me but better and incredibly kind

He said he wants to marry me and I want that too

But how am I going to tell you

You're self absorbed
I worry about you

I think you thought I would never really  leave

How am I going to tell you
That I'll always love you

But I'm no longer your Eve
 Dec 2013 Tabitha
Jeremy Bean
Clown
 Dec 2013 Tabitha
Jeremy Bean
Its a phantom in my conscience
that haunts my evenings often
but is gone when the sun arises
where the tortures remain constant

I am not what you see
these were not my dreams
a cartoon buffoon for you
to point and laugh with glee

This isnt why I did this
I didnt know the expense
I put my heart for all to see
to verify my existence

Trying to exorcise my insides
by the tears that I cry
but it doesnt wash away
the pain within my mind

When most of these people
only see me for my alter ego
they want the struggling of my soul searching
to always remain feeble

So sorry Im untrusting
all I wanted was a friend
yet again when I have nothing
theyre all gone with the wind

Hollow another bottle
heres another *****
be our joker of sorrow
expose your madness some more

Youre here for our amusement
you have a gift so use it
split your personality
give us the one that self abuses

Why are you so quiet?
its not the Jeremy that I know
isnt it time to riot?
where is your red nose?
 Dec 2013 Tabitha
andy fardell
Sara
 Dec 2013 Tabitha
andy fardell
Red lips painted from a frenzied white
For they had been waiting for a long time
Tears to scare from memories past
Yet now is the time
Now is the place

Sara it is you they want
When the clock strike the midnight
In the land of the lonely
For only then will they show their
Paint

In just 40 clicks
Whilst you are sleeping
For they will be there
In the hallway
In the cupboards where you hide your dreams
Under your bed
Catching your breath as you lay awake
Daring not to open your eyes
To the
CLOWNS

For they are taking you
Playing you to a fiddled
Madness
Enjoy your sleep my friend as the Forty strikes
Our beginning
your's the end
 Dec 2013 Tabitha
Victor Hugo
I love the evenings, passionless and fair, I love the evens,
Whether old manor-fronts their ray with golden fulgence leavens,
In numerous leafage bosomed close;
Whether the mist in reefs of fire extend its reaches sheer,
Or a hundred sunbeams splinter in an azure atmosphere
On cloudy archipelagos.

Oh, gaze ye on the firmament! a hundred clouds in motion,
Up-piled in the immense sublime beneath the winds' commotion,
Their unimagined shapes accord:
Under their waves at intervals flame a pale levin through,
As if some giant of the air amid the vapors drew
A sudden elemental sword.

The sun at bay with splendid thrusts still keeps the sullen fold;
And momently at distance sets, as a cupola of gold,
The thatched roof of a cot a-glance;
Or on the blurred horizon joins his battle with the haze;
Or pools the blooming fields about with inter-isolate blaze,
Great moveless meres of radiance.

Then mark you how there hangs athwart the firmament's swept track,
Yonder a mighty crocodile with vast irradiant back,
A triple row of pointed teeth?
Under its burnished belly slips a ray of eventide,
The flickerings of a hundred glowing clouds in tenebrous side
With scales of golden mail ensheathe.

Then mounts a palace, then the air vibrates--the vision flees.
Confounded to its base, the fearful cloudy edifice
Ruins immense in mounded wrack;
Afar the fragments strew the sky, and each envermeiled cone
Hangeth, peak downward, overhead, like mountains overthrown
When the earthquake heaves its hugy back.

These vapors, with their leaden, golden, iron, bronzèd glows,
Where the hurricane, the waterspout, thunder, and hell repose,
Muttering hoarse dreams of destined harms,--
'Tis God who hangs their multitude amid the skiey deep,
As a warrior that suspendeth from the roof-tree of his keep
His dreadful and resounding arms!

All vanishes! The Sun, from topmost heaven precipitated,
Like a globe of iron which is tossed back fiery red
Into the furnace stirred to fume,
Shocking the cloudy surges, plashed from its impetuous ire,
Even to the zenith spattereth in a flecking scud of fire
The vaporous and inflamèd spaume.

O contemplate the heavens! Whenas the vein-drawn day dies pale,
In every season, every place, gaze through their every veil?
With love that has not speech for need!
Beneath their solemn beauty is a mystery infinite:
If winter hue them like a pall, or if the summer night
Fantasy them starre brede.
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