The wind blew your name across my chest
Breathing a warmth that spread like fine whiskey with tears
Your song whispered In  my head
And I still miss you
Like a kiss waiting for sweet  lips
Pieces of your presence hold me again
And I bask in your memory
That was a long time  before
Before you found your conscience and your  soul
And it never mattered I was a ******* like you
Now I've found mine
I guess I should say thanks
But I miss you more than ever
I can feel you miss me too
Soul kisses on the wind
The dark mess  was always so beautiful
My lips would burn for you
Nowhere as burning white
As this heart burning your name in my soul
My beautiful stain

Sliding  on red raw *** to ******* nothingville
No pain just that ****** up feeling of hopelessness permeating the air and my soul
No excuses,
though Im full of them
******* ten at the ready if anyone asks
Truth is, I don't ******* know
And I just don't ******* care.
*******,
Or I'll drag you the **** with me

Folder:  CUNTISM
Firelight softens your cruel eyes,
taken by your mystery
I waited for your arm around my shoulder
But it never came
Neither did the passionate kisses
Your hand on my cheek was menacing
I knew the beach sand was soft
I waited eye to eye
I didn't resist your push
I knew what I wanted
I hoped
The soft thud of sand nestling before it scratches
Rough fingers
Drew moistened desire
  From  deep inside my aching crevice
Without looking away he pulled me free
Naked skin rising to greet warm air
Cruel intentions darkly made their  way  through me
Pushing past pain and delight
unto a land of torturous confusion
Heightened senses warn of impending danger
I rush to find my own nirvana scraping sand against velveteen
A flicker,
I broke him
he gasped,
fingers dug deep into skin held me there.
  
As he left,
Deep inside my bones
I felt colder than ever
a sweetness begging like a ***** on heat
knawing at me
Swollen and dripping,
oceans roared indignation in sympathy
A burnt ember,
He knew what I was doing when  he walked into the night
Never looking back once.