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S Smoothie Oct 2014
whirlpools.

thoughts,

ideas about love and other things

you.

me.

everything in between us.

the things I love the things I hate

the things i need.

Im not sure if you are one of them

but im afraid to find out.

lost in the humdrum punctuated by angry swirls

I find something elegant about your redemption

from your graceless fall each time.

so this is love hey

and i struggle to define it in some useful form

its not pretty at all and yet so strangely beautiful.

it seems the more we hang on the more it transcends

I am hoping desperately that it isnt simply a fear

ove the loss of time spent scaping us together each time

or some stupid hope that if we hang in long enough

the fruits of our labours will come.

or is it that you and i are inextricably linked by some chaotic yet ancient force

that stirs these whirlpools into action

that the sound of my name from your lips raises hairs on my neck

and the touch of your hands warms me to my soul

and in your eyes I see home, the very same  one Ive seen you long for

in mine. and the stupid way you think drives me crazy,

but the way you love me is something of time immortal

and I can feel it burning into me

calling me home when Ive forgotten you on my adventures

and a pull so strong so real that it lights my heart almost as bright as my soul

when I see you and you see me in that way we do sometimes

we know its just so exquisitely right the way we connect.

whirlpools.

thoughts. ideas about love and other things.

you.

me.

us.
S Smoothie Sep 2014
beautiful lyrics caress the heart of the broken one

trust is a scarce resource wraith like it floats above the fear

love is the drug that conjures these madnesses

the notes play upon heart dances in beats caught off guard

the thud is never beautiful.

lyrics take over

they speak my soul

they endure

as I endure

the long lost

caress of your innocent game

finding myself the victim

no longer able to play

the lyrics move over me

and I send them as

consolation of the broken one.
S Smoothie Aug 2014
You know i deserve it,
I needed you to show me something more
Something to show me its all worth it.
But, you still defer to your usual devices
It was such a small thing,
Far too big for you though.
It tells me a universe of what i dont want to know.
Too weak to face the truth.
My happiness is not worth thier inconvenience.
You know every sickening detail;
And still.
S Smoothie Aug 2014
Your indifference
at my disappointment of you
tells me of the imbalance.
Cool eyes and daggers in my heart
claws in my back
split loyalties tear me apart
and still I believe it does the same to you.
S Smoothie Aug 2014
Nothing seems to please me after your metaphorical deserting of me.
it couldn't hurt to say a small truth.
you don't trust them enough to forgive you like I do.
it seems your love is conditional
And mine becoming more so
I have  never valued your silence
you have never had the courage to face my honesty
youd think Id have walked away by now?
it seems I'm addicted to hurt
and that there's really no other option.
is there?
S Smoothie Aug 2014
the air silent with the memory



the images remain



there was once life and hell here



something of description filled the space



children chattering and making noise



always breaking something



neighbours yelling across the way



angy taxi drivers honking their horns



mothers hurrying to the market with their children



not a sound above the wind travels through here now.



no lonely pup begging for food



no children with tear stained faces awaiting charity.



no putrid smells of the unwashed ablusions



no rats crawling through the spaces



nothing.



even the rubble gives no clues to what was here



not one tangible identifyable piece of life or living



if only it would all come back, every stinking bit of it,



but it cant. not even God can fix it.



we lost our way.
Folder: Humanity
S Smoothie Aug 2014
Folder: Heart aesthetics

diamonds in her eyes

no hope left in her pocket

heart's a mess

heart's a mess

diamonds in her eyes

no hope left in her pocket

sun doesnt shine warm anymore

moon wont glow

heart's a mess

heart's a mess

pulling stars from the sky

dragging down rainbows

tearing wings off butterflies

heart's a mess

heart's a mess

diamonds in her eyes

no hope left in her pocket

shes so beautfiul

shes so beautiful

when her heart is all a mess

a love dies unconfessed

diamonds in her eyes

no hope left in her pocket

so beautiful,

so beautiful,

she's so beautiful

when her heart's a mess
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