i realized that everything
i always wanted

can be granted
in the clumsy hands of mine

when i finally release everything
i was never meant to be granted

she was never obligated
to fall in love with you
until you provided her
with every reason why
she should fall for you

let the one you goes to sleep with you
be the person
who wakes up loyal to you each day

love is not measured
by the amount of ****** encounters endured
but instead
the amount of fidelity put forth among two

i think what i miss the most
about your existence
is the idea that i have created
religiously believing a dream
that you were the perfect one
for my gracious life
when in fact
you were the worse pairing
for my soul to ever encounter

the way he was a part of my life
sung me sweet songs of love
but
the way he left my life one day
told a story of a lifetime

if it was not for heartbreak
& late nights of crying tears
i would be the weak girl
to stay in bad situations