Sydney Rose

Sydney Rose Apr 2019

if it was not for heartbreak
& late nights of crying tears
i would be the weak girl
to stay in bad situations

Sydney Rose Apr 2019

one day i will be able to love myself
more than the man i claim to adore most
and that is when i will realize
i have created an everlasting love
with only me myself & i

Sydney Rose Apr 2019

turn away

stop tending for dead flowers
they no only can thrive off
the healthy water of yours
your use is better off elsewhere

Sydney Rose Apr 2019

should i should i not

should i take him by the hand
to the last place we can be
or should i let go of his hands
& kiss him goodbye for good

Sydney Rose Apr 2019

spoiler alert

if we already know how the story ends
then why do we continue to read the pages

why put yourself in the same situation
if we already know how it turns out

Sydney Rose Apr 2019

reflection

you are trying to light fire in water
not realizing the problem was you
& not the situations you were in
for you were every element of
the beginning middle & ending

Sydney Rose Apr 2019

blindsided

he shall return to your sweet soul
after every existence has denied
the love he has been searching for
exactly as the one you gave to him
since the day he has left your life