my one wish is
to find someone
who sees the world
as beautiful as i do
with their mouth
preaching poetic beauty
as i have once done
to all the boys
i have loved

i sat down in the tub
with the shower head
crying all over my body
reminding me
that i was not over you
i allowed hot steam
to wake my skin
only to realize
i must live another day
without you
in love with me

i fell in love with the soul of your’s
because
you gave me every reason to do so

i should have invested time
into telling you
how much you meant to me
instead of
how much you did not

you are trying to seek the good
in people who have no intentions
of respecting the soul of yours
for they are works of the devil
curse them above for almighty god

you never finished the story

what happens when the prince & princess
carry on with their love they greatly found

is it an everlasting love that they gossip of
or it is a false rumor to give us high hopes

because lately my fairytales
have been brutal nightmares

it is so painful to sleep
through the night
when the stars & moon
whisper stories about you
as my pillow kisses my face
exactly as you once did