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Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
It Was A Warm Spring Day,
In Our Downtown Home,
White Paint Was Lethargically Pealing,
Off The Siding Which Lay Beneath Curling Vines,
I Still Remember Your Smile Daddy,
Your Coal Colored Hair Lingering In The Breeze,
As You Asked Me, "Do You Wanna See?"
I Nodded Not Quite Sure What I Was Going To See,
You Gently Lifted Me Up,
Put Me On Your Shoulders Like You Always Did,
And Let Me Peer Inside A Forest Of Vines,
And What I Saw Both Frighted And Enchanted Me,
Something Completely New,
A Little House Wren Who Cradled Her Eggs,
And Looked At Me,
Her Heart Beating Quickly,
"She's Protecting Her Babies," You Whispered,
"Just Like I'll Always Protect You"
"Hi," I Said And Held Out My Hand,
The Little Wren Flew Away And I Sobbed,
"Why Was It Scared Of Me Daddy?"
"It Was Only Letting You See It's Eggs"
Dad, I Dont Know If You Remember This, But I Do:)
Dec 2012 · 1.2k
May Lilacs (Tanka)
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Birds And Bees Dance,
Butterflies Flying Too And Fro,
Dancing On Tip-Toe,
Hummingbirds Joining In Romance,
As The Lilacs Beautifully Bloom
Decided To Try A Tanka.. Pretty Random If You Ask Me.. Though In May On The Lilac Bushes Many Of The Creatures Which Feed Off Nectar Join In An Elegant Dance:)
Dec 2012 · 5.2k
The Mayan Prophesy
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
I Was Hoping Today It Would Be Fine,
That The Mayan Prophesy Was Divine,
That We Would Be Saved By A Glowing Light,
I Was Stirring  In My Blankets All Night,
For Curiosity Bubbled Inside,
To Bathe The Spirit In Which I Confide,
Yet The Road To Redemption Is Still Coarse,
Screaming For Wanted Change; My Voice Is Hoarse,
We Still Hold The Bottle To Our Stained Lips,
Holding On To Hope But Losing My Grip,
Today I Wish Humanity Is Healed,
But The Atmosphere Is Starting To Peal,
Why Should I Hate When All I Feel Is Love,
Yet All The Owls Are Killing My Doves
Again Trying Iambic Pintameter! I'm Deathly Afraid Of Owls So That Explains The Last Line
Dec 2012 · 787
Drown The World
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
If You Drown The World I Would Never Care,
I Am Lame And Tired From This Despair,
T'was Eerie And Cold As A Blackened Sea,
You Can Break My Heart; It Is Too Easy,
An Adding Factor Is The Lack Of Rain,
It Introduces A New Type Of Pain,
The Foundation Hard; As A Jaded Stone,
The Wind Of Hatred Chilling To The Bone,
Flowers Blooming In The Garden Of My Hope,
I Feel Foolish--Entirely A Dope,
Label All Love As Horrid Lies And Truth,
Yet I Have To Learn; I Am Still In Youth,
Drown The World Tomorrow I Wouldn't Care,
It Would Free Me From Everything I Bear
My First Try With Iambic Pintameter!:) Hope You Enjoyed
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Eerie Dance Upon The Moon,
The Boy Who Held The Silver Spoon,
Inside His Mouth When He Was Born,
His Eyes Were Round And Full Of Scorn,
He Only Grined To Cover A Scowl,
I Was Prey, A Mouse To An Owl,
I Looked At Him And Had No Desire,
His Soul Is Cold, And Mine Is Fire,
That Spoon Was Not Silver, It Was Just Tin,
That's What I've Learned Throughout Our Sins,
They're Rotten Fruit Which Hangs From Trees,
I Took A Bite And Through Them To The Bees,
His Eyes Were Burning Through My Skin,
His Pupils Were Needles Burrowing In,
Innocent But Wanted For Someone's Crime,
I'm Still In My Sentence Doing My Time,
I Am Smothered By His Permanent Scent,
Because Of All The Time We've Ever Spent,
The Boy Who Held The Silver Spoon,
Shall Receive His Karma Very Soon,
Making People Think It Was Silver And Then
They Realized It Was Just Tin
I Saw Someone I Really Didn't Want To See.. This Poem Is Kinda Mixed Up But Oh Well.. I Tried To Do The Rhyme Scheme To The Beat Of A Heart--I Made Some Mistakes On Purpose So It Was Irregular
Dec 2012 · 796
I Have Offically Lost Faith
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Crisis In Connecticut Has Officaly Ended,
My Faith In Humanity,
In Our Ability To Love--Our Ability To Grow,
How Could A Man,
Watch His Own Mother,
Soak His Own Carpet With The Blood,
She Created Him With?
How Could He Look Into The Eyes Of 5 Year Old,
And Pull The Trigger?
And Only To Pale More, Rosy Cheeks?  
How Could He Watch Their Bloodied Friends,
Cry--Currupting Their Brains With Horrid Memories,
How Could He Live With Those Parents,
Going Home To A Christmas Tree,
Knowing Their Child Will Never Open Their Gifts?
How Can The People In My School,
**** Their Chance In Survival,
Breaking Their Veins With Knives,
And Smothering Their Hearts Out With Smoke,
When Those Children And Parents Are Begging,
For Those Lost Lives Back?
*I'm Broken Inside,
And There Is No Longer A Cure,
After A While,
My Heart Will Be Nothing But Broken,
So I Say Now,
I Have Officially,
100% Lost Hope In This Dirtbag Species
Dedicated To All The Wonderful Pure Souls Lost Today In The Sandy Hook Elementry School Shooting.... Blessed Be All Those Who Were Effected, I Cried So Hard.. And Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I Know There Are Good People Out There So You Don't Need To Waste Your Breath Telling Me... I'm Just Dying Inside Right Now.. Hope Does Die
Dec 2012 · 3.4k
Cheers
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Let's Hold Up Our Glasses And Make A Toast

Here's To The Liars,
The Cheaters,
The Hatrers,
And The Women Beaters  

Here's To The Feet Draggers,
Body Baggers,
The Backstabbers,
And The Joint Draggers

Here's To The DUI Kills,
People Tryin To Keep It "Trill",
People Who Don't Reach To Pay The Bill,
And To The People Who Need A Refill

Here's To The Governments Killing Their Own,
Here's To Telemarketers Who Blow Up My Phone,
To The People In My Life Who Keep Breaking Me,
To That One Boy With A Heart Cold As Stone

Here's To The Chemistry Tests,
Being Enternally Upset,
Enternally Recked,
Here's To The People Who Scream In My Face

Here's To All The Pain,
Heres To The Knifes Which Have Cut A Vein,
To All The Guys Who Just Wanna Piece Of ***
Heres To All The People I Dread In My Math Class

As You Can See.. I'm Not Even Holding A Glass
Sorry For The Language, Just Tryin To Think Of Rhymes:)I Tried To Make The Format Look Like A Bottle On A Coaster So You Could See I Wasn't Holding It:)
Dec 2012 · 2.0k
Curl Of Smoke
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Flames Slowly Die In This World So Cold,
Yet I've Learned To Thrive In It,
Just As The Flourishing Inuit

I'm
          Ready
                 To
                             Change
               My
Niche
I'm
               Ready
                    To
          Bloom
To
           Full
                               Potential
                               I'm
                       Ready
          To
Finally
Be
Me

A Curl Of Smoke--My White Breath--
Whisps Through The Air
One Thousand Words I Never Said
Race Through My Mind
As I Stand In The Light Before Dusk
Soon To Be Concealed By The Billions Of Stars
I Tried To Make The Words A Curl Smoke
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
I Have So Many Words I Wish To Say,
To Describe The Way I Feel,
Yet I Think I'd Be Describing It The Wrong Way,
I'd Have To Disect Them--Tear Off Their Peel,
My Days Are Lifeless, As A Danceless Ballet,
I Am Hopeful Yet Lost, Needing A Spin Of A Prayer Wheel,
So That's Why I Walk This Worn Past, Wanting To Stray,
Stray To The Less Traveled Path, Just To See How It Feels,
A Path Where I Wouldn't Have To Be Ruled And Obey,
Where Life Would Be Kind, And Keep It's End Of The Deal,
Where Nature Would Be My Friend--Where I'd Lose Count Of Days,
Where I Could Soak In Every Shade On The Color Wheel,
Where I Would Sit In A Bed Of Flowers And Watch Them Sway,
But Sadly I Cannot Live In That World Which Seems So Ideal,
I'll Just Have To Wait, Till This World No Longer Needs Me,
Till The End Of My Days
I'm Tired Of The Same Routine... Weeks Sluggishly Crawl By, Yet Time Goes By Horribly Fast, I Can't Put My Thoughts Into Words, Which Means I Cannot Do Them Justice
Dec 2012 · 776
I'm Bitter And I Don't Care
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
My Hands Covered With Dust,
From Molding My Cracked Clay Heart Back Together,
My Chilled Test Tube Full,
From Concocting A Hearty Brew Of Strength,
The Clothes I Wear, Are A Mask And Saftey Pins,
To Hold Myself Together,
When All I Want To Do Is Break,
I Do Not Need An Opinion On My Woes,
Because All Which Fills My Head Is Critisim,
I Do Not Need Words To Heal My Wounds--No!
Enough Words! Words Can Be Beautiful,
But Too Many People Have Been Using This Magic Only To Hurt,
I'm Tired Of Trying To Please Others,
Trying To Appease Anyone In This Hell,
I Have Had Enough Of Telling Myself
Don't Cry, Not Here,
I've Been Doing So Good,
Yet I'm Treated Like I Haven't Been,
Constantly Being Whipped By Venom Covered Spines,
Taking Their Toll--Swimming Through Corrupted Veins,
My Liver Failing From The Poison,
And As I Die In The Weaning Sunlight,
I Am Bitter And I Don't *Care
Just Getting Out My Anger, Ohh The Therapy Of Poetry
Dec 2012 · 977
The Music Of Misery
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Song Of Loneliness Whistles In The Breeze,
Soft And Gentle, Make It End Please,
The Broken Recored Of Misery Repeats Your Name,
Sadly This Record Is Stuck On The Needle,
A High Status Of Fame,
My DNA Entwined With That Of The Divine,
Yet I Am Cold And Alone,
Haunted By Ruthless Demons Nipping At My Nape,
I Sit By A Frigid Glassed Window,
Paned By My Tears Of Pain,
I'm Sick Of Awkward Conversation,
And Honestly I'm Terrified,
Because The Sound Of Your Rhythmic Breathing,
Becoming Closer,
Is Chilling To The Bone,
And I Can Already See Your Face In The Stands,
Because I'm So Broken,
And I Am Distraught,
Because I Can Already Hear The Sound Of,
The Music Of Misery
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
I
    Am
            Tired
                    Of
                          Humanities
                           ­                     Arrogance
                                                                ­    I
                                                         Have
                                               Lost
                                                         Faith
Dec 2012 · 1.1k
Raven
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Weaving Through Trees,
The Change Blocked,
Rushing Through The Conifers,
Trying To Outrun The Clock,
My Blood Pounding,
For The Cage Was Unlocked,
A Raven Up Above Leads The Way,
Running From The Black Bullet Which Was Shot,
Smoke Hangs In The Air Like 1000 Hateful Words,
Yet I Keep Running--I Never Want To Be Caught,
The Metallic Scent Of Fear Rises From My Skin,
I'm Covered In All The Scars--Every Battle I Fought,
My Black Hair Flying Through The Wind As The Raven,
Our Communication Connected Only By Thought,
The Scent Of Blood Burns My Nostrails,
Before I Fall,
I Thought I Could Outrun Them All

My Body Lay Limp In The Winter Sun,
Yet The Raven Picks Me Up,
And She Turns And Runs
Another Dream! Haha Man My Dreams Are Full Of Shapeshifters:P
Dec 2012 · 551
The Plague
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Deep Inside I Can Feel It Rumbling,
The Wall I've Built Slowly Crumbling,
My Heart Free Falling,
Through The Air In My Chest--Tumbling,
My Brain Drunk With Thirst, It's Thoughts Are Stumbling,
The Woods From Outside, Pulling--Calling,
I Can Feel The Dornmant Plague Inside Me,
Angrily Awakening,
Eager To Feed On The Outside World,
And I'm Sad To Say,
It's Contagious
Going Into Writer's Block:P
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Cheeks Flushed From The Cold,
Hot Cocoa Brewing,
Winter Secrets Better Untold,
The Snow Simply Wonderful--Ultimatly Wooing,
A Smile Sown Onto My Winter White Face,
The Only Thing Missing Is A Love's Embrace,
Perfect Snow Angels Litter My Front Yard,
And My Core Heating--Finally Warm,
My Heart No Longer Felling Torn,
Every Little Snowflake Whistling A Tune,
As They Slowly Fall To Make A Dune,
Winter--Oh Winter--What Would I Do Without You?
Dec 2012 · 550
I Think (10w)
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
I
  Think
              I
                 Still
                         Love
                                   You
                                            Because
                                                           I'm
                                                                ­  Still
                                                        ­                   *
Afraid
Dec 2012 · 1.3k
Anniversary
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The White Lights On The Christmas Tree,
Replace The Summer Sun,
I Remember Our Summer Together,
It Was Probably My Best One

I've Cared For You--Smiled While I Was Down,
Just So I Could Be Happy With You,
And You--You Just Snarl And Snap,
Make Me Happy You Demand,
And When I Try--You Say I Let You Down,
And As I Write This Tears Climb Up My Throat,
And Blur My Vision,
And I Know--This Isn't Right


I Was So Excited For The Snow To Come,
Fantasizing About Buliding Snowmen,
And Silently Sipping Hot Cocoa While Snuggling,
But Now, As The Snow Piles,
2-3--And Now 10 Inches,
I Somberly Lay With Paled Skin,
The Last Remnant Of My First Happy Summer Gone,
And With Lips Straight And Firm,
Hair Black As The Coal Eyes Of The Snowman Frosty,
I Wonder--Why Am I Losing Hope For Us?
Because You Ignored Me On Our Anniversary
Sorry For The Somber Love Poem--This Poem Is Not That Good--Just Had To Get It Off My Chest
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Sky Has Seen Horrid Sights
And Cried Many Tears
It Has Housed Angels And Demons
And Every Single One Of My Fears
Wolves Run Freely Throughout My Dreams
And Though My Heart Is Breaking At The Seams
I've Learned To Love Them

Waves Crashing On A Ruthless Shore
All I Hear Is The Slamming Of Doors
All The Banging Shakes Me To The Core
A Shattered Soul Lays Broken On The Floor

My Stature Lean And Gradually Stiffening
My Green Eyes Miraculously Glistening
As Demons In The Dark Are Grimacing
And I Can Feel My Blood Thickening

My Hair As Black As The Wolf In My Dreams
Which Comes Running Everytime I Scream
It Heals The Heart I Wear--Broken At The Seams
It's Eyes Yellow With A Beautiful Gleam

The Sky Has Seen Horrid Sights
And Cried Many Tears
It Has Housed Angels And Demons
And Every Single One Of My Fears
Wolves Run Freely Throughout My Dreams
And Though My Heart Is Breaking At The Seams
I've Learned To Love Them
Dec 2012 · 1.0k
Am I No Longer Worthy?
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Am I Not Worthy Enough,
To Be Held In The Merciful Arms Of The Divine?
Did I Do Something Wrong?
Or Did You Leave At The First Snowfall?
Am I No Longer Worthy To Know The Unknown?
To Hear The Secrets Of Eternity?
Why Is It That The Most Pure Souls,
Endure So Much Pain?
I've Seen Many Blackened Hearts Be Rewarded,
And It Hurts Me To Watch How Unfair It Is
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Your Fur Is Black As The Raven's Wing,
And Soft As The Eagle's Sacred Feather,
Your Eyes Golden As The Dying Corn In October,
Your Teeth Are Never Barred,
And You Always Have The Same Posture,
Stark And Lean--Tail And Head Down,
As You Stare Into My Leafy Green Orbs,
It's As If You're Trying To Speak To Me,
Because Almost Every Night,
You Lurk In The Hollows Of My Dreams,
Sometimes In Dark Corners,
And Others In The Woods--Motioning For Me To,
Follow,
Sometimes I Am Human When With You,
Other's I Am Dwelling In A Different Form,
You Are From A Lifetime Ago,
We Must Have Been Close,
Though Now You Shyly Follow,
A Knowledgeable Ghost,
You Protect Me In Every Nightmare,
And Are With Me At Every Great Sight,
I Am Happy To Sleep,
Because You're There Every Night,
Your Masculine Presents Does Not Frighten Me,
And I Am Sad Every Time I Wake,
Though I Know You're There,
Running Through My Veins,
In A Part Of My Mind Which I Cannot Unlock
This Poem Isn't That Good But Every Night There Is A Black Wolf In My Dreams--And Sometimes A Whole Pack With All The Same Members, And The Black Wolf Always Seems To Try To Tell Me Something... The Natives Say It's Because I Have The Soul Of A Wolf--Interesting Huh?:)
Dec 2012 · 1.2k
Wings
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Feathers Flapping In Frigid Wind,
Wonderfully White--Smooth As Tin,
Lustrous As The Sun On A Sailfish's Fin,
Frantic Thoughts Calmed By A Pure Grin,
The Cold Pushed Away From My Soft Skin,
By All Of Life's Distant Kin

The Dampness Of My Cheeks Dried,
The Grin Still Shining--Ultimatly Bona Fide,
The Tangled Strings Of My Puppet Carefully Untied,
The Waves Of Destiny A Gentle Tide,
Lapping--Healing My Soul's Battered Sides,
The Stars In There Started To Collide,
Creating Flames--Warming All The Chilling Horrors I've Had To Abide

The Spark In My Eyes Fueled By Flapping Wings,
And My Heart Lulled To Peace By A Symphony Of Strings,
So Joyous I Had To Sing,
And Even Though My Scars Still Sting,
They Are Healing From The Kiss Of Angelic Wings,
My World No Longer Ruled--By The Illuminti King
Dec 2012 · 524
To Whom It May Concern
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
I May Snarl At You--With Straight Angry Teeth,
I May Smile--Though I'm Not Okay Underneath,
I May Believe--Though I Think The Future's Bleak,
And I May Act Strong--Even Though I Am Weak,
I Will Lie--Only To Keep You From The Truth,
And I Am Glad I'm Caged--I'd Get Hurt If Loose,
I Am Glad I Can't Fly--Because I Know I'd Fall,
I'll Act Fake--Because I Want To Impress Them All,
I'll Write Music--Because I Am In Pain,
I'll Drink Bleach--Because My Insides Are Stained,
I'll Be A Different Person--For Everyway You Think,
But I Wouldn't Impress You By Taking A Drink,
I May Act Fake--But In Ways You Are Too,
It's Just A Way--To Cover Symptoms Of The Blues
Tired Of Being Called Fake
Dec 2012 · 734
Still Picking Up The Pieces
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Strong Jaws Jar My Heart,
One's Of Demons--Slowly Tearing Me Apart,
The Sound Of The Rip,
And The Sight Of Blood Drip,
Does Not Bother Me--No,
I Start To Cross That Lonely Road,
And The Memories Start To Flow,
My Attention Is Not On My Own,
                        Fate,
I'm Upset You Still Live There,
Not In This City--But In My Head,
You Just Wanted To Put To Bed,
Your Diseres--Twisted That Must Be,
Do You Even Think Of Me?
I No Longer Care--I'm Part Of A New Pair,
And I Will Avoid Your Sister's Stone Stare,
Though Within--I'm Still Picking Up The Pieces
Dec 2012 · 567
I Cried To Your Song
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Scarlet Sky Lay In Front Of Me,
Deep With Passion,
Red And Orange Congregating,
Purple Dotting The Points Of Retreated Stars,
Clouds Reflecting The Crimson Of The Sun,
Bringing Me Images Of Your Mangled Arm,
Your Song Plays In The Background--Ironic Really,
One You Sing So Freely--Smiling And Laughing,
I Really Wonder Who You Are Now,
I Find You With The Sketchiest Of Friends,
Friends Who Aren't Even Friends,
Scars Lay On Your Leathery Skin,
A Vacant Look In Your Eye--And I'm Afraid,
Because I've Seen This Before,
In Myself.... And I Know What Comes Next,
And Honestly, I'll Let You Go Without A Fight,
Because I Know It Will Hurt To Chase After You,
So I Sit Her And Cry To Battle Scars,
Your Song,
I'm Feeling I'm Losing You For Good

*For Coyote
I Really Hope You Never Read This But If You Are It's Because Either I've Broken Down And Showed You--Or Someone Showed You.... This Poem May Be Confusing If You Are Out Of Context So I Apologies Haha
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Cold Wind Swirls Around My Ear,
The Silver Swish Of It Unplugs Me From Reality,
The Scent Of Pine Nurses New Born Thoughts,
Foggy Breath Swims In Memories,
But It Is Over Shadowed By My Love For You,
The Twinkle In My Eyes Is Majesty And Wonder,
Clouds Wrap Me In Their Cotton Hands,
Smothering Out The Fire Of Dissapointment,
Though, The Metallic Scent Of Fear,
Bubbles From My Soft And Fair Skin
Pain--Physical--Raw,
Entangled In My Exahusted Muscles,
And The Sound Of That Phone Call Still Rings,
Loud And Overbarring In My Ears,
Partnering With The Winter Breeze,
And As You Stand Beside Me,
I Barley Even Recognize You--Because,
I Am Spaced Out Into A Different Life,
One Which Grasped Me Last Year,
Yet--I'm So Glad You Stand Beside Me,
Because You Are One Of Few Things,
Which Keep Me Sane
Dec 2012 · 733
Escape From Reality
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
Stale Memories Seep Into My Mind,
The Sight Of Faces So Brutal So Unkind,
Confessing The Unholy Truth Which Is Entwined,
In The World Of Blackened Sin In A Sacred Shrine

Epiphanies Swimming Inside The Confusion,
Life A Lie--Caught In An Illusion,
A Mind Weak From Climbing Hills Of Thought,
All Of The Mountians I've Never Forgot

The Pleasure Of Escape Is Reality Of Dreaming,
Though When I'm Awake My Soul Is Screaming,
Chills Race Along My Pale And Chapped Skin,
From Enemies Staring--A Deleterious Grin

Fatigue Grasping Me In Angry Fists,
My Heart Breaking--Endless Splits,
People Standing On Streets With Bottles Of Gin,
Just Trying To Forget All Of Their Sins

Stars Guide From Up Above,
Dark In The Sky--Billions Of White Doves,
Lights Shining Beautiful And Bold,
I'm Finally Fine, Believe What You're Told
Dec 2012 · 511
Untitled
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Flowers Completely Withered,
A Shadow Sneakily Slithered,
Through The Eerie Night

A Heart Tattered,
And Pages Of A Memoir Brutally Battered,
What A Mysterious Sight

Black Shadows Masqurade,
A Girl Young--So Brave,
Killing Demons With A Soul So Bright

Needle In Her Brain,
The Skin On Her Arm Stained,
Yet She Still Fights

The Clouds Aloft,
Warm Breath Covered In Frost,
Falling Stars Ignite

Eyelids Heavy And Drooping,
Thoughts Entangled--Endlessly Looping,
Ones That Are Neither Wrong Nor Right

Consciousness Forced,
A Body Exhausted As If She Just Climbed A Horst,
Darkness Enclosing The Light

A Glassy Stare Holding Greenish Eyes,
Metal Teeth Tearing Helping To Disguise,
The Disease Which Was Given Out Of Spite

Walls White And Square,
Sometimes Life Is Just Not Fair,
Dream Of A Better Tomorrow As You Sleep Tight
Dec 2012 · 3.7k
The Hospital
Sydney Victoria Dec 2012
The Most Exciting Part About The Night,
Was Watching The Milliliters Of The IV Bag,
Count Down From 1000,
Blood Staining My Right Arm,
A Glassy Stare Fogging My Own Vision,
The Bitter Taste Of ***** And Dissapointment,
Was Lodged In The Back Of My Throat,
Thirst Coating The Roof Of My Mouth,
My Body Weak,
The Rhythmic Clicking Of Machines Relaxing,
Almost--Peaceful,
Black Clawing At The Sides Of My Eyes,
Whispering A Lulling Language--Sleep My Friend,
Doctors Poking At My Abdomen,
Nurses Pushing Fluids Through My Veins,
Dyes, Potassium, Water, And Many Medicines,
X-Rays And CAT Scans Went By In A Blur,
As I Slowly Regained My Body
Well Had An Adventure Last Night At The Hospital.
Nov 2012 · 1.1k
Locked Leather Backed Book
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Memories Perfectly Printed In The Pages,
Of A Locked--Leather Backed Book,
I've Repayed My Erie Wages,
And Yet My Pride Is Took,
Misery Formed In Many Different Stages,
Mirrors Reflect A Conversation Piece--The Hook,
Feared Creatures Locked In Steel Cages,
Sadly They Thought I Was A Crook,
Help Written In The Margins--Doleful--Enraged,
Bitter Words Spat In My Face--Look,
Actions And Emotions Staged,
A Mind Mastering Melancholy And Is Shook,
Names And Places Engraved,
The Platter Of Humane Treatment--Perfectly Cooked,
At The Last Paragraph In This Phasing,
Locked Book,
The Words To Be Continued,
Reflect In The Green Eyes,
Of A Caged Being
Nov 2012 · 2.3k
Frosty Ghosts
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Frosty Ghosts Escape My Throat,
Showing Themselves In The Damp Winter Air,
The Mist Sheilding My Eyes,
As Rusty Hinges Squeal--Brutally Forced Open,
Fingers Pawed In Soft Plush-Green Irises Plead,
Begging To The Three Remaining Stars To Change,
A Thin Layer Of Snow Coats The Dormant Grass,
A Soul Tries To Mimic The Effects,
Of Animated Slumber,
The Frosty Ghosts Swim In The Icy Air,
Dissolving In The Frigid Turquoise  Sky,
Artifical Lights Blinding In The Refreshing Black,
Of The Dawning World,
Creatures Stur--Their Viewing Session Over,
Ghosts Swirls Around My Head,
A Stream Of Unspoken Words,
Entwined In Refuge
The Bus Stop Is A Boring Place Where Poetry Spawns Haha
Nov 2012 · 2.0k
Hourglass
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Every Grain Of Sand,
A Second,
Every Clump Of Soft Earth,
An Hour,
Each Molecule A Cell Taken Away From My Being,
Every Worthless Thought A Burden,
Mulling Over The Possibility Of Destiny,
Is This Mine?
My Fingertips Tentatively Touch The Glass,
My Future,
Slipping Away,
More And More By The Minute,
My Knuckles White,
From Clenching My Life Expectancy In My Palms,
Years Flowing Through A Sea Of Pain,
And Tears Rolling Down The Gullies,
Carved Into My Warn Cheeks,
The Hourglass At The End Of It's Life,
And Mine Is Gone With It's
Nov 2012 · 571
A Short Untitled Poem
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Sand Slips,
Time Twists,
Fists Hit,
Tears Drip,
Quitters Sit,
A Leader Trips,
A Curse Whips,
And Hearts Split,
Please Don't Quit,
Though Time Ticks,
It's All A Trick,
A Wall Of Bricks,
Breaks To Bits,
Bite A Lip,
Feel A Grip,
Reminisce,
Of Broken Bliss,
I'm Amiss,
In An Abyss,
I Am Stuck,
And Out Of Luck,
Stuck With The Ruck,
Oh Well,
But If I Fell,
Who Will Tell,
Ring The Bell,
I'm Not For Hell,
Everything's Just Swell
Nov 2012 · 564
Hope
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Right Below My Sternum,
Is A Hollow Cavity,
One That Was A Full Bucket Of Prosperity,
But Has Now Overflowed And Capsized,
I've Learned There Is A Limit To Happiness,
When You Feel You've Reached The Peak,
Of That Large Mountain You've Been Climbing,
And Realized It's Only Just Another Ridge,
Some Hope Abandons You,
Leaving You There,
Muscles Weak,
Heart Struggling To Beat...
But Hope.. Hope Never Fails,
Or Does It?
I Feel Like A Husk,
Of A Used And Eaten Nut,
The Hull Of A Rusty Ship,
Crashing Through Endless Waves,
In Life's Raging And Ever Changing Current,
What Shall This 9 Lived Vessel Do?
Confusion Lapping Lethargically,
On Serenity's Banks,
The River Of Relief Slowly Being Overtaken By,
The Icy Grasp Of A Hollow Soul,
A Rose Being Overtaken By Snowflakes The Size,
Of Crystalized Fists Of Water,
Forcing Itself To Smile, Stay Strong, Telling Others,
To Do The Same,
Telling Others That Everything's Okay,
To Not Lose Hope,
Even Though,
She Already Has
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
There Was Always A Fall Feast,
Way Before The Pilgrams Even Came,
Squanto Was A Prisoner,
Taken Over To Europe,
And Worked As A Slave To Spanish Monks,
He Was Captured From His Village,
And Returned There 5 Years Later,
Where His Tribe Had Died From The Disease,
The Europeans Had Brought Over,
The Pilgrims--Savage And Starving,
Were Rading Near By Villages,
Scavenging In The Tribe's Food Storages
Since Squanto Knew How To Speak English,
He Befriended The Pilgrims And Taught Them,
To Fish And Hunt Off The Land,
When The Fall Feast Arrived,
They Did Not Eat Turkey (Yes You Read That Right),
Squanto And Some Other Natives Brought,
Venison, Crab, Lobster, Fish,
And Feasted....
So You Can See--That What We Learned In School,
Is Not True,
It's Just One More Common Misconception,
Just Another Secret,
This Country Has Tried To Mask
Yes This Is A True Story, I Am Educated, Not Some Delusional Delinquent, You Can Read It In The Book 1491 Or On Some Sites On The Web... Interesting How This Story Has Been Twisted, Isn't It?
Nov 2012 · 3.0k
Ballroom Of Horror
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Figures Dance Across My Memory,
In An Erie Ballroom,
Lit Only By The Light Of Vanilla Scented Candles,
The Light Of The Moon And Stars,
Glaring Through Transparent Windows,
Congregate In Creamy Daffodil Colored Flames,
Every Women I've Cried Over,
In Extravagant Ball Gowns,
Stitched With The Misery They Brought Upon Me,
With Them,
Every Man Which I Have Bawled Over,
Wears A Tuxedo,
With A Withered Rose In Their Pocket,
To Symbolize My Pain,
And A Tie Laced With My Own Tears,
The Ballroom Of Horror Caters,
The Party On The Top Floor Too,
Everyone Who Has Made Me Smile,
Dances Erratically,
Singing Along And Laughing,
Though The Demons Beneath Their Feet Houses,
Barbaric--Criminals--Found Guilty Of Heartbreak,
And As They Slow Dance To Rhythmic Beating,
Of A Broken Heart--That May Never Mend,
Something That Rips The Gauze Wrap,
From My Wounds,
They Smile,
As They Masquerade In My Ballroom Of Horror
Nov 2012 · 1.6k
Wrinkles
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Crows Feet Steam From The Corner Of Your Eyes,
Each Crease A Permanent Remnant Of A Smile,
Laugh Lines Inch Across Your Cheeks,
A Memory Of Every Relivable Moment,
Folded Fingers,
Grasping Dreams That We're Accomplished,
Or Maybe Even Ones That Have Died,
Wrinkled Fingers Entwined,
Eternally With The Love Everyone Has Given,
Worn And Warm Palms,
Press Against Eachother,
Keeping All Of Your Promises Safe,
In Mortal Hands,
Don't Be Ashamed Of The Creases Which Lace,
Your Soft Skin,
Each One A Trail Of Wisdom,
Which You Trecked Over Years,
Gaining Knowledge With Every Step,
The World's Secrets,
Enclosed Under A Cloud Of Vanilla Fragrance,
Yet We All Have So Much To Learn--Still
Nov 2012 · 582
My Never Ending Party
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Careful Steps,
Concise And Practiced,
A Rehearsed Dance Routine,
Which Makes Me Invisible,
To The Eyes Which Dwell In Furry Bodies,
The Trees My Gang,
The Warm Air Escaping My Lungs,
Creating Mist--Is My Smoke,
And The Musky Air Of Deteriorating Leaves,
Is My High,
Composing Lyrics In My Head With Every Step,
My Pace Keeping A Steady Beat,
The Music To Which I Dance,
And The Mud My Dance Floor,
Leaving Bare Prints Of Human Toes Behind,
The Last Leaves Confetti,
In A Cloudless Sky,
The Sun My Blacklights,
Nature My Never Ending Party,
Adrenaline My Drug,
My Body My Dealer,
Excitement My Currency,
Alert And Aware,
Never A Target,
Stay Far Away From Plush Cushions,
And Crowded Clubs,
Humans Screeching Over Meaningless Words,
Wasted Wannabes Rubbing Against One Another,
That Is The Secret Of My Natural High,
The Best Thing Is--I Never Crash
This Isnt About Anyone In Particular, But I Think It's Really Annoying When People That Are So Young And Malleable Non-Stop Party.. I Mean, Many Adolescents Are Smoking *** When They're In Jr High.. People (Including Some Adults) Need To Get Their Acts Together (Not Saying That People Who Party Are Bad I'm Just Saying That To Much Is A Danger To Them And A Burden To Others)
Nov 2012 · 949
Slow Songs And Black Walls
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Music Notes Litter My Mixed Mind,
Day Dreaming,
In My Personal Shrine,
Green Eyes Beaming,
The Ones In Which I Lay Behind,
Walls Of Red Bleeding,
Into The Oulets Of Time,
A Composer's Doubt Retreating,
Everything Is Fine,
Black Walls Enclose A Rhythmic Scheming,
The Core Of Life Preserved In A Hearty Rhine,
Dull As The Midnight Moon Gleaming,
Yet Colorful As The Tranquility Of The Divine,
In My Sanctuary Slow Songs Live--Teeming,
Swimming In Black Walls Which Are Entwined,
In A World Worth Believing,
Subdued In The Warm Scent Of Pine,
The Composer Ponders--Her Own Creating,
A Peice Blanketed With A Matrimony Vine,
Black Walls Comfort, After Days Living A Curse,
One That Is Layered In Every Line In Each Verse
I Am A Composer, And My Room Has Red And Black Walls... Interesting How Things Can Sound So Mysterious:)
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Rarely Anything Is Louder Than The Highway In St. Cloud, Minnesota. Especially On A Sunday Evening Down On The Mississippi River, The Sun Barely Over The Trees. My Bare Feet Exposed To The Cold Of The Warm November Air (Warm For A Minnesota November Mind You). River Mud Squishing Between My Toes, Pink, Five Little Piggies Catching A Cold. Marble Orbs Staring At My Human Stature Through The Withering Underbrush, Waiting For My Metamorphoses. The Scent Of Blood Burns In My Nostrils, The Sad Thing Is, It IsMy Own Which Laces My Sleeves. The Red Moon Wanders The Sky.
Mm.. Not To Good, A Little Rusty With My 100 Word Stories, Thought I Would Try It Out. This Is Sorta Dark, Even Though I Wasn't Trying To Make It So.. Writers Block Is Also Setting In.. **** Haha
Nov 2012 · 1.9k
Drops Of Jupiter
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
The Cresent Moon Dancing With The Silhouette,
Of Old Silos,
In A Ballroom Of Winter Air,
Completed With Hanging Glow In The Dark Stars,
& Planets Suspended In Spaces Endless Corridor,  
Human Life Scarce For The Hours Of Darkness,
Except For A Few Nocturnal Beings,
Mostly Adolescents Sipping Liquid Courage,
Drowning Their Pride With Hearty Venom,
The Creatures Of The Woods Roam Freely,
Scrambling Across Roads And Frostbitten Yards,
Awaiting The Frosty Tears Of The Heavens,
Coating The Land In A Winter White Blanket,
Drops Of Jupiter Perfectly Fall Into Place,
Upon Rich Green Eyes,
And Swim In An Eternity Of Spring,
And Kiss The Petals Of A Sturdy Rose,
The Golden Gates Of Beauty,
Open And Welcome,
In The Cold November Evening,
Mercury Glides Upon Smooth--Vanilla Skin,
Enternal Peace Just On The Tips Of Frigid Fingers,
Slipping Into The Grooves Of Skinny Extremities,
As Gardian Angels With Rustic Gold Halos,
Reach Into A Troubled Heart,
Take Me To The Light
Drops Of Jupiter Roll Down Rosy Cheeks,
Take Me With You
The Cresent Moon Glitters Off A Radiant Dress,
Come With Me Sydney
Bright Light Fills Two Worshiping Retinas,
I Will, I Will
Rays More Vivid Then The Rays Of The Sun Itself,
Then The Green Irises Open,
Sadly It Was Just A Dream,
But Drops Of Jupiter,
Still Lay On Her Pale Cold Cheeks,
And The Cresent Moon's Light Still Slips Through,
Light Resisting Blinds,
And The Trees Whisper A Secret,
Which Was Shared,
With Me
Information Injected,
From A Vile Of Destiny
This Was A Dream, Life Changing
Nov 2012 · 1.3k
One Wish
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
If You Had One Wish,
To Come True,
Just One Wish,
What Would You Do?

Material Things

Would You Wish For Paper Faced Lords?
Unholy,
A White Temple Their Home,
Powdered Wigs And Corduroy's Pose,
For A Perfect Picture,
One Protrait,
Millions Stuff Into Their Moth Infested Wallets,
Would You Ask For Fame?
Fortune?
Unapproachable Authority?
Substabstances?
Alcohol?
*******?
For Every Women To Be A Perfect "10"?
Every Man To Love You?
Or Maybe Even A Race To Be Wiped Out?
What Would You Wish For?

Greater Good

Would You Be Selfless?
Would You Give Up Your One Wish,
For That Little Girl's Wish In Afghanistan,
Or That Little Boy's Wish In Ghana?
For The Brazilian Mother Who Wants Her Child Safe?
For The Father In Liberia,
Who Just Wants War To End?
Would You Wish For The Extinction Of Starvation,
Disease,
Hatred,
Tears,
Racism And War?
Or Maybe Unlocking The Secrets Of The Spirits?
Unlocking A New World Religion,
So Everyone Can Love Together,
And Not Fight Over Their Version Of What's Right,
What Would You Do?

Past, Present, Future

Would You Erase History?
A Nations Mistake?
Maybe Your Own?
Would You Take Away All The Blood Shed,
Of The East Coast?
Or All The Greed On The West Coast?
Would You Wish For Your Life To Become Easy?
Your Future Bright?
Or Would You Waste It,
On Someone Else's Life?
What Would You Choose?..
Sorry This Was Kinda Long, Thanks If You Read It All... So What's Your Wish?:) Comment What You Would Wish For! I'm Curious:)
Nov 2012 · 1.3k
Just Keep Running
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Fleeing--Speeding Into The Impending Night,
Fleeing--Running Away From All That I Fight,
The Moon And Faint City Lights Lead A Small Trail,
My Heart Facing The Inevatable--Please Do Not Fail,
My Blood Heating,
Rushing,
Expanding In My Veins,
This Rehab Is Better Then Sitting By The Window Pane,
Tears Drying,
Intellect Dying,
My Heart Beating Steady,
And My Lungs Keep Trying,
Teeth Clench,
Human Hatred An Unbarable Stench,
Running Through The Darkness,
Running Freely In The Trees,
I'm Agile,
Fragile,
Though Strong As Stone,
In My Heart I'll Never Be Truly Alone,
As I'm Running,
It's Stunning,
How I Havent Stopped,
Usually I Would've Already Dropped,
Running--Green Irises Peel Back,
Running--A Human Heart Having An Attack,
Sprinting--Tear Filmed Eyes Glistening,
Sprinting--Those Same Eyes Squinting,
Retreating--Don't Try To Hold Me I'm Too Far Gone,
Retreating--My Wounds Have Begun Bleeding,
So Tonight,
Say Goodbye For The Evening
I Go Sprinting When I'm Depressed... I Seriously Can't Believe How Fast And For How Long I Can Run When I'm Upset
Nov 2012 · 4.2k
One Of 7 Billion
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
I'm One Off 7 Billion Crying,
I'm One Off 7 Billion Slowly Dying,
Half The World Trying,
The Other Half Lying,
Starvation And Disease,
Criminals And Thieves,
An Empire Grows,
Then One Is Diseased,
The World Is Cruel To Say The Least,
A Look At The Past,
Brings A Good Laugh,
But In The End,
Two Wrists Are Slashed,
Erie Flashbacks Crowd Millions Of Minds,
Snipers, Terriorists, And Grenade Mines,
Litter The Worlds Beautiful Face,
All This Human Violence Is Such A Disgrace,
Diwali Everyday In Cities Around The World,
But Not The Festival Of Light,
Just The Light Pollution Smuthering The Stars,
I'm One Of 7 Billion Being Lied To,
One Of 7 Billion Inclined To,
Believe In Humanity,
To Believe There Is No Insanity,
I'm One Of Just 7 Billion Wandering This Lonely,
Yet Crowded World
I'll Starve But Never Die In This World Of Hungry Ghosts -Lupe Fiasco<3
Nov 2012 · 775
War With Love
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
I Passed You The Other Day,
You Looked The Other Way,
Boy From My Nightmares,
Boy Who Bit His Lip As He Dared,
I'm Just A Bone In Your Closet,
Water Which Already Came Out Of The Faucet,
And Went Down The Drain,
Traveled Through The Pipes With Unbarable Pain,
And You Spit Into The Sink,
Which Made Me Think,
About The Unbarable Truth,
As I Sit Alone In This Grey Leather Booth,
An Emergency Exit To My Left And Right,
I Want To Break Through The Glass Into The Light
Boy From My Nightmares,
Boy Who Bit His Lip While You Dared,
I'll Never Forgive You,
If You Don't Why You Made Me So Blue,
I'll Give You Hint,
Thinking Makes Me Nauseous--Making Me A Pale Tint,
You Are At War With A Flaming Soul,
Yet You Kept Trying To Take Your Toll,
To Break Me,
Shake Me,
With Mangled Hands
Boy From My Nightmares,
Boy Who Bit His Lip As He Dared,
Boy Who I Recently Saw On The Street,
Boy Who's Cost Me Days Of Sleep,
You Were At War With Love
Haha Had To Get That Off My Chest, Just Saw Someone Yesterday, Stirs Up Memories
Nov 2012 · 1.5k
Bad Boys And Bad Dreams
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
A Song Bringing Back Memories Of Your Demons,
Nightmares Of Being Trapped In Your House,
The Smell Of Herbs And Organic Soap Are Toxic,
Seeping Into My Nostrails,
Overwhelming My Senses,
Nightmares Of... All Of Them,
Trying To Hold Me Back,
Trying To Bring Me To A Cabin,
And Lock Me In A Too Familiar Room,
Mounted Animals Stare Into My Eyes,
Laughing At Me,
Smirking At The Plot,
Then He Takes Me,
And Drags Me Onto The Frozen Face Of A Lake,
And Pushes Me Into An Ice House,
The Moon Full,
Spewing Light Into The Small Enclosure,
Come Here He Whispered,
A Perfect Record From The Past,
No! I Screamed,
He Grabbed Me And Pushed Me Down,
Holding Me While I Squirmed To Get Away,
Get Off Me I Sobbed,
His Hands Meandered Up My Stomach,  
His Scent,
One I Can Never Forget,
Made Nausea Burn At The Back Of My Throat,
I Tried To Scream,
Yet I Had No Voice,
I Bit Him And He Slapped Me,
Then Scratched My Face,
Strangling Me As He Touched Me,
My Vision Was Fading Away,
The Moon Silently Watched,
As I Slowly Died In His Presence,
Watched Me As He Tainted Me,
Once Again...
I Have Been Having A Lot Of Nightmares Lately, Must Be A Phase Hahaha
Nov 2012 · 1.3k
Enchantment
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Snow Glitters In The Early Morning Light,
The Frosty Tears Of Angels,
Change The Land--And With It--The Creatures,
Stargazers Stare Blankly At The Sky For Answers,
The Cloaks Of Shadows Dip Into The Trees,
Holiday Trees Loom In Windows,
Promising Happiness,
But Screaming Voices Pierce Transparent Glass,
Frightening The Creatures In The Forest,
Snowflakes Lethargically Fall,
They Stare At Themselves Floating To Earth,
In Golden Irised Eyes,
Enchantment Holds A Heart In Soft Palms,
A Soul Kissed By Smooth And Pure Lips,
A Vacant Feeling Being Filled,
A World In A Sub-Conscious Mind,
More Rewarding Then Conscious Activity,
A World Of Dreams,
A World Of Good,
A World Of Truth,
Don't Make Me Leave,
This World Of Enchantment
Nov 2012 · 847
Dreams Of Falling
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Dreams Of Falling,
From Jagged Cliffs,
Into Unforgiving Desert Sand,
Oryx Stare At My Broken Body,
And I Struggle To Breathe,
Vultures Come To Feast,
Off My Boney Flesh,
115 Pounds Sorrow,
Now Experiencing Every Known Kind Of Pain,
The Arid Land Chapping My Now Pale Pink Lips,
And The Torrid Sun Burns My Exposed Skin,
What A Fate,
Dying Alone,
Broken Bones,
Even In Dreams I Suffer,
In Dreams Of Falling,
*Falling....
Not The Best In The World:P Ohhh Well
Nov 2012 · 1.3k
Leave Me Be Demons
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Demons Lurk In The Crevasses,
In This Temple,
My Body,
I Lay In My Bed,
Wondering,
Am I Ready To Get Up And Start A New Day?
The Red Mechanical Orbs Of Satin,
Flicker In The Thick Erie Mist,
"Leave Me Be," I Scream Into The Fog, "Go Away!",
A Small Chuckle,
Loud As Thunder,
Seeps Into My Ears,
That Empty Feeling Just Below My Sternum,
Is Becoming Even More Vacant,
Leave Me Be Demons,
I Can Feel Your Cold Fingers Groping My Skin,
I Feel Your Stoney Eyes Burrowing Into My Soul,
Leave Me Be Demons,
I Know Why You Are Here And I Don't Like It,
I Know You Are Here,
Because This Is The Feeling Of A Broken Heart...
Nov 2012 · 2.7k
A Room In My Soul
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
A Door's Rusty Hinges Screeched As It Is Opened,
Though The Outside Of This Hall Is Ugly,
Paint Chipping,
The Scars Of Screams Entwined In Eggshell Trim,
The Room Which Lays On The Other Side,
Is Full Of Beauty,
Is Full Of Tubes Of Paint,
Some Which Lay On The Floor,
Which Kisses Oak Furnishings,
Some Lay On An Abandon Easel,
Next To A Canvas,
Half Completed,
Created By Shaky Hands

Empty Vases Sit On A Window Pane,
Which Await,
For The Return Of Freshly Picked Wild Flowers,
Awaiting The Return,
Of The Soft Glow Of A Candle,
A Lanturn Perches On A Bookshelf,
Full Of Stained Pages And Ripped Covers,
The Stale Scent Of Memories Cling To Each Chapter,
A Small Handcrafted Stool,
Sits In This Ancient Home,
In The Artist's Heart

The Ancient Smell Of Paint,
Is No More,
Though The Stains Of Blues And Greens,
Are Now Grey As Clay Upon The Floor,
Yet Paintings Dwell On The Off-White Walls,
Some Brilliant,
Others A Hot Mess,
Self Portraits,
Redish Hair Cascading Like A Waterfall,
Down A Slim Collarbone,
Some Of Them The Women Smiles,
Others She Frowns,
Landscapes Of Rolling Hills,
And The Moonlight Leaking Through Coniffer Forests,
Are Stacked Ontop Of Eachother,
And A Mirror Which Stared At The Artist's Face,
And Who Saw Her Take Her Last Breath,
Climbs Motionlessly On The Wall

If You Looked Close Enough,
You Could See Perfectly Preserved Fingerprints,
On The Cracked Glass Of The Window,
As If She Were Longing To Be Free,
As If She Were A Prisoner,
In A Colorful Cell,
A Prisoner In Lockless Cage,
A Prisoner With Flushed Cheeks,
Yet A Face Still Pale,
One Who Longed To Express Herself,
To The Monarchy,
Imprisoned For Creativity,
She Lay In This Room,
Breathed This Air,
Painted These Pictures,
Yet Where Is She Now?
If You Walked Into A Room In My Soul, This Is What It Would Look Like, The Spawning Of Creativity, Hidden Under A "Clueless" Shell... I Love To Paint But I'm Not Very Good.. I Should Probably Work More On My Art:)
Nov 2012 · 4.4k
Glass Half Empty
Sydney Victoria Nov 2012
Why Do You Always Have To Hurt Me?
Why Do You Always Have To Think So Negatively?
Why Do You Always Look At The Glass Half Empty?
Instead Of Looking What We Have,
I Guess The Ice Cubes In That Drink,
Make It Hard For You To Think,
Always Complaining That It's Not Good,
Yet You Wanna Go To The Party In The Hood,
Mess Up Your Life,
But Saying You're Making Life Right?
You Have A Past,
But Who Am I To Judge?
I Thought This Would Last,
But Now It's A Life Long Grudge,
Saying You Stopped All This Nonsense With Drugs And ****,
Yet If I Ask About Your Past You Start To Yell At Me,
Criticizing My Beliefs Because They Have No Cross To Be Nailed To,
But Being In This World I'm Starting To Live That Lifestyle Through,
Criticize The Unknown Because You Are Afraid,
Yet You Love Discriminating Because You Think It's Brave,
Not Thinking Twice About Conspiracies,
You Just Don't Think Critically,
Unlike Me You Think We Are A Match Made In Heaven,
When Truth Is All You Want To Do Is Pop Prescription Medicine,
You Don't Think About You're Long Term Negative Affect On Me,
All You See Is My Glass Half Full,
Never Looking At It Empty,
And You Don't Like That So You Strive For Us To Be Equal,
This Romance Is Like A Never Ending Sequel,
Hands Tighten Around My Throat As You Try To Kiss Me,
But After The Fact You Sit There And Just Try To Diss Me,
Trying To Smother Out The Truth,
Letting Chaos Run Loose,
Your Just Another Hand To Help Tie The Noose,
Waiting To Strangle My Inner Being And Make Me Scream Truce,
First And Foremost I Believe Everybody Lies,
And I Will Relate To That Until The Day I Die,
Black And White Frames Try To Swallow My Color,
Making Me A Copy Just Like Every Other,
You're Like A Bill O'Reily Or Maybe A Mitt Romney,
When I Try To Speak The Truth You Always Interrupt Me,
I Don't Mean To Name Names,
But These Are Few Who Bring Us Shame,
For Trying To Think Outside The Box,
Who Put The Key Inside The Lock,
And You Sit There Telling Me How School And My Belief's Are Bogus,
But Who Are Trying To Act So **** Heroic?
When I Soar On A Natural High You Say Im Crazy,
But At Least I'm Not Sitting There With A Glass Half Empty...
Needed To Get That Off My Chest, No Hate About My Views Please...
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