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sweetrevoirs Sep 2016
white lips and lilies, i don't think we're working whole. it's not just a soft said goodbye but a lullaby. one, two, three, i don't know what really happened, four five six? your car suddenly drove away from my driveway but it's still december. is your friend okay? don't worry, he'll cry and die and be okay. my mind is a juvenile, you see, it's a natural highway silly born June six done, you see. bipolar is not a joke, it's the clown! more of the more, more pain, please? lots of people said that kisses are define things but we kissed with our knuckles white and eyes wide open. why, ___ ? i almost write your name but i'm asleep don't wake me up don't wake me up don't wake me everytime a chime can be heard, i almost said "let's be real, our ocean is turning dry." flowers are nice. you see, i was not screaming. i'm saying no i am done, clouds, thanks. this is enough. i've been running from this one boy, you see, he throw me a really lot affections in every form, but i'm crying and my tears are two four three diamonds no him another boy 21 no 22 no 70. lots of things are free you see but not your time, please love me back please love me i'm begging disgusting silly driveway my friend said you're crazy i am not i'm define and serene no i am not 21 22 16, i'm 16, and i'm done, clouds, thanks, i was screaming. clouds, i love you but i'm 4feet under the ground, and i'm define. i'm done.
this is a free writing. means i write whatever it is that comes to my mind without really thinking about forming something or even any other thing. best way to pour.
sweetrevoirs Aug 2016
she will be naive for you
so when your soul has dragged itself through the mud she'll
hug you close and says it's been a long time since she has been that ***** and happy
sweetrevoirs Aug 2016
love changes
love doesn't rub my cheeks gently like love used to
love doesn't hold my hand as tight as love used to
love doesn't smile a lot these days
love's eyes are full of uncertainty
love
doesn't share his thoughts anymore
love doesn't share his favorite songs
love doesn't joke freely like before

love is still love but
love doesn't miss me when i'm away
love used to text me with “I guess you're asleep, may tomorrow you be safe, let me know when you're awake, and goodnight!” when i fell asleep and forgot to text back
love doesn't notice me as much as love did a month ago

i'm not saying love is dead but
love doesn't say love like love did
love doesn't love like love did
love gets busier
love gets fader
love thought i was joking when i said “I give up”

love won't answer my texts
love won't pick up my calls

love now walks faster than me
love now speaks in a lower tone
love is now silent
love feels awkward seeing me
love now doesn't sound as excited
and as curious
love is now not as comfortable with my presence
is it normal for love?

or maybe love is dead?
love fell asleep one day and woke up not love
wrong love
maybe love has become somebody else's love
maybe love is still love but not for my love
maybe love is still love but love is tired
maybe love is still love but love is getting tired of my love

or maybe love is just dead.


love is now more brilliant
love stands tall in love's world
love is loved by so many loves
love forgets about love's love
love thrives
love grows
alone
sweetrevoirs Aug 2016
you're wrong
she is not understanding
she is of gigantic question marks and
she sleeps on a bone-numbing hard mattress of whys
she is in the sweat-breaking comfort of her lover's hold but she never told anyone how she made a commitment with a what ifs two years ago

you're very wrong
she is neither calm or kind
you can't really call a crying hurricane a calm and kind thing
her facade is smiling with a turbulent anger
but never to anyone, only her own
and she never leaves anyone's home without a gentle au revoir
but her room is just an empty, vacant loony bin
you can't really call a ghost a living thing

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