when you take everything away from,
when you punch me in the gut,
when you stab me in the back,
when you call me ***** or **** or *****,
when you push me to the ground,
when you slap me,
when you beat me,
when you lie to me,
when you hide form me,
when you ignore me,
when you hurt me time after time,
when you tell me you love me,
when you tell me you hate me,
when you tell me you wish i was dead,
when you do this to me everyday,
when you break me to the point of no recovery,
when you think you own me,
when you think i am weak,
when you underestimate me,
when you think i am stupid,
when you treat me this everyday.

i stood on her front lawn,
at 12:57am,
i had a few pebbles in my hand,
it was freezing cold,
i need to get her back,
i walked round to her window,
somewhere in the dark,
my memories take me there,
i stand there for a minute,
contemplating either yes or no,
yes,
i need to show her i care,
i stand there,
slowly chucking the pebbles up at her window,
each hitting the window with a soft but there tap,
tap,

tap,

tap,

the sound,
a plead,
i want her to come to the window,
she doesn't.