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  Oct 2014 suicidalsmiles
phantom
when im lying in bed trying to sleep
i imagine you lying opposite me
as the pixels fall into place
my heartbeat becomes more defined
i focus on how on beautiful you are
or should i say were?
you probably think i have no right
to comment on how you look
or know what you're thinking anymore

i whipser into the stillness of the night
but i'm always asleep before you can reply
im sleepy and sad
  Oct 2014 suicidalsmiles
Sarah
stupid girl
what were you thinking?
you're nothing but a lifeless face
you don't mean anything

stupid girl
are you out of your mind?
you're not a swan
you're just an ugly duck with black feathers

stupid girl
stop being so conceited
nobody likes you, no one cares about you
you're not any good

stupid girl
why are you so stupid?
*you don't mean anything; you just exist
  Oct 2014 suicidalsmiles
Sheeda
to be completely honest.. it hurt. really badly.
i really liked you, like you.. and it hurts.
what did i do wrong?
when you told me that we were thinking the same thing
i actually thought i had a chance
and i couldnt help but smile
even after my cheeks hurt.
Im walking through a field of daisies
Thinking of words unsaid
I feel the warmth of the day’s last sun
Thoughts float into my mind……
You loved me once, I think you forgot
But you walked away
No explanation and words unsaid
I wonder what you are doing
Are you thinking of me
Sigh…. I doubt it
You never really needed me
Should have realised in words that were unsaid
Forgot me as a person, no you say hi most days
Smiling I think fool, me not you
Still walking through a field of daises
Thinking of words unsaid ………
  Oct 2014 suicidalsmiles
CalyPoc
i tell myself
you were never worth it
but that is my head
and what my heart tells me
is the truth.
one time, you were.
you were always, always
worth my time, my words.
and still, i'm thinking, remembering
and i realize i still want to
to spend my time, my words
on you and only you
like old times
even thinking that
it's a waste to even bother

all because that one time
it was perfect.
it was beautiful.
it was infinite.
we were perfect.
we were beautiful.
we were infinite.

but past tense
gives away all
of my story
i don't know.
  Oct 2014 suicidalsmiles
Mattea Marie
I think the sight
Of you hiding in the shadows
Watching me lose my breath
Lose my mind
Will haunt me forever

I wonder what you were thinking
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