it crashed deep down,
no ropes could follow,
kept falling endlessly,
as we become hollow.

Tonight I Had Enough
decided to take a rest
for waiting and wanting
to make things happen

It is exhausting
to keep this thing going
every time it keeps failing
would refrain from stepping
in the world I keep falling
and daydreaming

that took long enough
to accept an end
of feeding myself optimism
to pacify the hurt of phase
and now I am gone of dazed

So tonight I had a reason to be gone
and sleep for a long while...

Can you tell me
Who you could be
friend or enemy
after everything
we've been through

Can you tell me
where would we be
fantasy or reality
after everyday
of doing so...

tell me girl
let's be 'we'
in this world
of inequity

She was always
Yes she was
Always she
Was she always she

see yourself ahead of the road,
didn't know which where to go,
look around for direction and signs,
back from the start a way you go.

Saw your smile from a distance,
Gently my heart start to race,
And watched that eyes twinkles,
like stars were born every night.

Be her one that
everyone wants
restore her trust and
never break a word
in her world barricaded by walls
created by broken promises
everyone said to her

hala
akala mo ba
ako'y babalik pa
kinalimutan mo ba
na ikaw ang sumira sa ating dalawa
teka teka
akala ko ba masaya ka na
pero bakit nandito ka pa
hanap-panakip butas habang ika'y nagiisa
hindi na
masaya na akong ikaw ay wala na
ayan na
sinabi ko na
baka kulang pa..
haha tangina

He’s running,
He’s catching up,
He’s going fast,

He slows down,
You were to far away.
He continues to run,
He tries to run faster,
He’s never giving up,

He sees you now,
You were there standing,
You were looking across,
You saw him,

He’s getting close enough,
His heart stumbles in happiness,
He ran, and ran,
Then He stop in front of You.

He bend over and look down,
You said Hi
As He look up and say Hello,
You both smiled,
As your eyes meet.

And you remember
He is only a stranger
That could take you to away forever

i love you
was a risk
you know
it felt
good
and
bad.
that’s
why i
let you
destroy me
and that’s
exactly
what you did.

bus riding home
people looking at their phone
smiling and grinning
and some look tiring

then I start to wondering
was it just the  beginning
or just another of ending
of looking forward
to another journey

as the bus stop
all stood and stare
to the exit
where there is
a disastrous beginning
and beautiful ending.

space
blank
no reason to trace
was left out of pace
and it was not a race
so stay out of place

hid from the gaze
run in the maze
avoid being haze
scream in craze

now lurk in the dark
face fear on your mark
fight inside the murk
for living is not a perk

do you still remember
everything we've been through
even though our paths were chosen
years ago separately

does it make sense
wanting you still
even loving you
isn't easy

**** this mental
disturbance of melancholic
era of missing you
everytime sunrise hits

blame me for what I did
blame me for who I was
blame me for the words I said
blame me for the actions I failed
blame me

&

got what you wanted
now it ended
and you regret
why it started
between you & me

it’s 2am again
I can’t sleep
not scared
can’t feel
why?

everyone run and hid
he stayed
no one knew
why..

trust yourself and whisper to the world, your greatest wish
that you deserve most
will be delivered as you strive hard
and never back down
from pain and rejections
you have fought through
strength within you
almighty god is always with you

Oh February,
you made me happy
I've met somebody
but she wasn't for me
yet she brings the best of me
I've never knew
you were leaving that quickly
but thank you for stopping by
little butterfly
until we meet again
best of luck
on the beginning of summer
until the end of another year

unconditionally for you
in all ways
always.

No one listen
to the words I've spoken
so I write..

It is never going to happen
A solar eclispe in the rain
Next to a beautiful pink sunset
Nobody would ever explain
A phenomen like that would exist
However impossible could be possible