Inside I am a screaming angry mess.
Always turning the other cheek.
Walking away from arguments.
Never reacting to what people say.
Counting to ten until the anger passes.
Writing poems to keep my mind busy.
Why do I never let my anger go?.
Why do i never say what's on my mind.
Why I do i spare other peoples feelings,
When they never spare mines?.
Am i too nice or I am a door matt?.

Is there anything beyond the stars?.
If faith is lost can it be found?.
Do all roads take you somewhere?.
Isn't a white lie still a lie?.
Can a broken heart feel again?.
Is there life after love?.

My true love was a blessing.
But now its a curse.
Sharp edges of a broken heart
Makes my soul bleed.
My life is an empty book
With blank pages, and nothing
To read.

Help me
To understand why
so many lies are told.
Promises made but
Never kept.
Tears caused by you
Pain in a fragile heart
You put there.
Another meaningless
Sorry said.
I never could find
Any good in you,
Because your as dark
As your soul.

Writing words in the sand
You will never see.
Watching as the waves carry
Each line away.
I wrote you a love letter
In the sand.
But the sea washed it away
Like it was a mistake.

Theres something's you can't forget.
Sounds of falling tears in the night
Never leave you.
Saying it will be okay when you
Know It won't be okay.

The best hug doesn't take the pain away.
You hold on to any hope that you can find.
So many years pass by so much time
Faded away.

But after all this time and the broken
Promise.
The pain still hurts the still.
I will remember and recover but
I'll never forgive or forget.