When all the love and hope
Was soaked out of me
I was blown away by the wind
Like an autumn dry leaf.

Carry me away
Take me with the wind
Kiss my pain away
Mend my broken wing.

I never had a good friend family member,
I was a neglected child as I remember.
Never had the right hug, the word or the kiss,
Childhood is a time I will never miss.

Juggles and struggles,
My head is a mess
No snuggles or cuddles
It’s over I guess.

I feel loving
is right now  
the last thing
I'm capable of doing

Missing you is the worst part of this story,
When at night while thinking of you
I hug my pillow and call your name,
It won't hug me back and it doesn't have your voice...

I will always carry you with me.
Wherever I go I will feel you on my skin
As long as I have your name
Tattooed on my shoulder

My heart was a mirror
For you to look in.
I wonder what you see there
Now that it’s shattered..

Take me back in time
When I was a child
When my biggest loss
Was a broken doll..

They are all roses
I am just a ****.
That is in fact the way
He always treated me.

If you are tired as hell,
                                      And not feeling well.
You better  take a nap
                                     You'll stop feeling like crap.