You stab me in the back with a knife,
and I apologize for bleeding on it.

I wish for you
I wish for the memories to continue on
I wish that I didn't have to miss you everyday, every hour, every time my heart beats..
I wish that I never met you
I wish I never got to know the man you were, the strong wonderfully imperfect man you were.
I wish that time would've stopped, and I could hold onto each smile you gave me.
I wish I didn't have to think about you all the time, think about you, and remember everything about you.
I wish I never met you, I wish I never needed you, I wish you were never there to hold me, I wish you were here...I wish I could've saved you...and I wish you could save me.

I read your blissful words
The words that sere into my brain of your once broken heart being fixed by another
I cry; My heart unfolds at the reality of the shattering secret you share with the world. You are beginning to love again
That idea cuts through me like a knife, slipping between my rib cage. I want you to be happy, I want you to be in love.!

I could never wish for the pain to go away
Because the pain is where the beauty is built

You are a new spark, a new inspiration
You fuel my imagination with a new indulgence
The idea of a new fantasy to unravel as it transforms into a blissful reality filled with rough *** and loss of breath entices my thoughts
This isn't love. It's perfect

Your eyes say more about the love you feel then my words could ever express
I start to feel you relax, as you run your fingers through my pain and stress *as mine slide up your dress

She
Enters
Palms kiss door
Feet whisper small steps to the floor
Breath rushes
Shoulders tense
Eyes water
∞
Eyes clench
Posture stiffens
Breath softens
Feet spin
Palms push open door
He
Exits