i can't go too long without hoarding you for a while
kiss you for an eternity
till our lips go numb and maybe a little more after that
then hold you in my arms until my arms can't hold you back
we became one under the sun
i can't see my life without you
so please stay for awhile stay for forever
i told you stay for awhile, don't go for to long
i'll be waiting the at the doorstep
hunching my back cause my life without you is a storm
when i tell you go, you leave
just don't wait to long
hug me strong, tell me words that make me feel like i belong
you'll come here again, i hope that it's just a not thought
i'll see your silhouette in the middle of night again
but it's just my brain tricking me
i need to refrain because this is one sided love now and your the i'm the one to blame
your safe and sound, but i'm so down
i have to live in a world of my own drown.
have to make a false reality
where it's just you and me.

sometimes i wonder what your up to
and i know it's not me your talking to
i know your smiling to someone else messages
won't find someone like you again
i wonder if you hate me, you probably forgot about me
don't understand why still i think about you
guess i miss typing my fingers out happily
a stranger across the earth, i miss you
why'd good things come to an end/

feel like a waste of space
would this world be better without me
this world would always go on without me
if i die is there a void
will i regret in the end or perish with bliss
always to be forgotten anyway i'll always be forgotten
an empty bag lays on the sidewalk
made of plastic
in the wind it goes, i'll go in the wind
just forget cause i'm starting to not see the point
in the lines
that used to be so important to me
they get blurry.
feel like my life is meaningless, what's the point in all this suffer?
cause death isn't half bad it gives meaning to a
meaningless life
meaningless empty plastic bag

sit in the grass
only thing to keep me company is thoughts
the sun hugs me
instead of you
i'm lonely and i feel fine without you
the more i say say it the more it'll be true right?

your beautiful hair blows, wishing i remembered you
without pain. you were my everyday
my motivation, gone.
so fast, i'm to scared to call back.
i ask myself do you hate me? was i strange?

i'll never know but that's just a thought
i stare, you disappeared again
the pain of our blissful memories is worth it
even though it's over, i was happy at the moment.
thank you for the temporary happiness.