Your words have stained my mind.
But I’ll leave it *****…

I don’t want to clean this mess up yet.
I’m aroused with you(r)
enticing and disastrous nature.

It feels so good to be bad sometimes,
doesn’t it?

Drunk in the moment…
Play with me in silence.
As I surrender myself to you.

I’ll tease you with my shadow
Arouse you in the dark
You’ll always be craving more
from me

Come closer…

Let me drown your pain
With my body.

There’s a devilish side to you
And it dances with mine

I welcome it.

I’ve been soaking in the after glow
Of watching magic unfold

Through the hearts of others

My sins are written in cursive
inside a book delicately placed

Under a blanket of soil and flowers
Where I leave you with no trace

Of all the things I’ve done
and the grief that comes with it

The pen has run out of ink
And my mind is sick of this.

Your mysteriousness intrigues me
I’m drawn to your darkness
as it intertwines with mine  
  
a gentle slow dance
has led to
an agreement signed

Our lips sealed
with secrets
only we know

But I am still searching for answers
to questions
I never thought
would come to mind…

I’ve been sipping on your words like wine
Extracting every delicious flavor
and component

The enjoyment
in what seems like a simple act.

But warms my body and mind
in ways I’ve never felt before.

I feel you in the shadows...
Peeking ever so gently,
hoping not to disturb me.

As I move on,
From Us.

I wish chastity could keep me from you
There’s something about being a sinner
When you’re around.

I hide behind my strength like a shield
Tears pour down my face out of pain
As I continue to move on.

I don’t have a clear understanding
of why
But the only thing
I can decipher is that

I can handle it.

I lie awake tonight
While you sleep peacefully next to me
And I can’t help but think
How perfect you are

You chisel away at my walls
And I breathe easier knowing
That you see me for who I am.

I stay up late in the night...
In hopes the darkness
will devour me

And transform all that I am

Into all that I will be.

I feel as if I’m an imposter
Like I’m some sort of actor
but one undeserving
of an award

My role right now is routine and mundane
I am consistent in that at least.

However, every once in a while…
I’m drawn to the outside
the unknown.

I call on my demons
to play with me

Lead me with a dance
into a euphoria
that I cannot express with words further.

I heard you left this earth recently
They told me it was out of your control

I mourn the loss of a fiery soul
As the world continues
Mine has stopped
to cry for you
and the impact you left on me

I lie beside you
But feel oceans apart

- disconnected