There's a certain feeling I get when you miss me...
It's sinister and almost evil
Devilish is my ego that continues to feed on your what ifs.
I'll dance in the rain the of your tears
The what could have beens...
You'll wonder why I wasn't the one.
I'll smile knowing it wasn't meant to be.

For a slight moment in time...
You had me fooled
But I won't forget what you taught me

I've remembered how powerful I am.
And I choose to move on despite the challenges.

I feel you in the shadows...
Peeking ever so gently,
hoping not to disturb me.

As I move on,
From Us.

Who are you?
And who am I?

The night glistens with possibilities that could have been.

Where did it all begin and end?

Between us.

It was fast at the start
And as we slowed down...
The roots began to dig into the dirt.
Something grew over time

And here we were,
new to this
with a familiar feeling we carried
all along

At once I push myself further.
The days become weeks of chiseling away unwanted pieces.
Creating scars that crack deep within.
But worth it.
Even if pain stays.
I will keep working.

I miss you like the desert misses rain.
A love with a bitter sweet ending.

Can we begin again?
I hope so.