I lie beside you
But feel oceans apart

- disconnected

I heard you left this earth recently
They told me it was out of your control

I mourn the loss of a fiery soul
As the world continues
Mine has stopped
to cry for you
and the impact you left on me

Your mysteriousness intrigues me
I’m drawn to your darkness
as it intertwines with mine  
  
a gentle slow dance
has led to
an agreement signed

Our lips sealed
with secrets
only we know

But I am still searching for answers
to questions
I never thought
would come to mind…

I’ll tease you with my shadow
Arouse you in the dark
You’ll always be craving more
from me

Come closer…

Let me drown your pain
With my body.

There’s a devilish side to you
And it dances with mine

I welcome it.

We’ve been down this path
And the outcome will always be the same
Whatever we could have had…
We lost…
Just by being ourselves.

What could become fruitful
of this seed we’ve planted?

I hide behind my strength like a shield
Tears pour down my face out of pain
As I continue to move on.

I don’t have a clear understanding
of why
But the only thing
I can decipher is that

I can handle it.

I’ve been soaking in the after glow
Of watching magic unfold

Through the hearts of others