Your eyes have faded long ago;
You do see
But you don’t know where to go

Streets flowing with water
The umbrella in your hand
It worked yesterday
Now why won’t it open?

When the sun is gone
even the prettiest flower shows it's true leafs
you know it has nothing to wear
before it leaves

It's place the night has taken
and the new life has been awoken
but it cannot be mistaken
with the old one that’s been broken

And now the tears of fear run down your face
And you can almost hear the grace

Of the pain that’s deep inside
That judged every move you took
Wonder how you could have been so blind
Not to look where others looked

Now you can look but you can’t have
You do wish but you don’t dare

And the question that tears you apart
Keeps you obsessed
Awake in the night
You do wonder how it all starts
But even more:
How long can it last?

She's never known how to love boys, she's only played with toys.

He wasn't one to fall in love, unlike a white dove.

She looked at him different, it was still perfect, but different.

And when he made her smile, it was completely formed to her face for days as she couldn't erase.

Their love was mutual, but their harden soals were too afraid to admit

She was in love
He was in love

But the fear of saying it, was the depth that kept them apart

He was scared,
She was teared

He broke her heart, by one less of a knock

His stand up was the beginning of why she doesn't trust, because it was all just lust

A tear fell upon her cheek as she sat waiting, for him to walk beneath the hollow driveway of a suburban road.

As he didn't show, she now would know,
That because of him she wouldn't win

He made her lose fate as he didn't walk past the gate

She's forever afraid because the mistake he made.

Have you ever felt your bones inside of your body?
A weird kind of reality.
A harsh kind of reality.
But concrete and stable and beautiful.

Have you ever felt the monsters inside of your body?
A dangerous kind of reality.
They will claw their way through your skin,
When you think you are safe.
Your bones cannot protect all of you.

she cries
             im dead
she really doesnt understand
             *  im dead
my body is fine
               *im dead
yet there is something that still doesnt make sense
             im dead
why is she crying
            im dead
she was the cause of this
            * im dead
she was the one that killed me
             *im dead
she took my soul in her hands
               im dead
and tore it to pieces
               im dead
i gave it to her and she killed me with it
               im dead
it was a mistake
                im dead
i never should have trusted the *****
               im dead
but yet again why is she crying?
                im dead
is it maybe coz she never destroyed me
                im dead
maybe it was my own despair and mistrust
                im dead
and as i lie here i am tuly dead for my mind does not exist and my soul is dead because i destroyed it

*im dead

Know this dear one.  You are nothing but a liar to yourself.  I do not condemn you no. I merely want you to know that when you say"i am ugly" you are lying! When you say "I am stupid" you are lying.  Whenever you lie to yourself I will protect you and show you the truth this I promise!
I love you?