she cries
             im dead
she really doesnt understand
             *  im dead
my body is fine
               *im dead
yet there is something that still doesnt make sense
             im dead
why is she crying
            im dead
she was the cause of this
            * im dead
she was the one that killed me
             *im dead
she took my soul in her hands
               im dead
and tore it to pieces
               im dead
i gave it to her and she killed me with it
               im dead
it was a mistake
                im dead
i never should have trusted the *****
               im dead
but yet again why is she crying?
                im dead
is it maybe coz she never destroyed me
                im dead
maybe it was my own despair and mistrust
                im dead
and as i lie here i am tuly dead for my mind does not exist and my soul is dead because i destroyed it

*im dead