it was written on pages
in texts, on notes
but still it lingers in your sheets
and though i feel it everytime
like warmth
embracing my body fully
it's still unspoken
even when we lay back to back
and i cant help but wonder
if your heart whispers it too
but your mind tells you no

SIG DU SOVER,
MOR,
KIG MIG I ØJNENE,
BLIV LIDT ENDNU

i pinch myself
whenever it all feels
too good
to be true
and this time too
i woke up
from a night
dreaming of you

It will not hurt when I die
It will pop
Like a bubble
An explosion
Of bliss and sorrow
Like a wave or a soft touch
Of deepfelt emotion

Du daler og mærker
Hvordan tyngdekraften rammer
Et hårdt **** i samme bløde fald;
Hvor man dog ønskede at kærligheden
Var lige sådan,

Ikke sandt?

you are so special
so special
that you made me
fall in love with the world again,
because this world reminds me of
you and I,
this world belongs to the two of us,
and in this world
I can always go back to the place
where our heartbeats first met
and have been in sync
ever since

You are a song,
a taste, a feeling
I see you everywhere
You surround my heart
At all times
And every single kiss
Leaves my lips numb
Still you are feeling
That I sense so strongly
You are a hurricane
My nostalgia
Sweet berries
Sour lemon
Pouring over me
Holding onto me
Please don't ever let go

I love the pain
So I kiss the heartless
I see your eyes closed
Forever in vain

It tingles as it sounds
Creeps up on me from behind
Wish I could taste the bitterness
But it always feels so sweet

I will let it eat me
Every single bit of love
No matter how tough it gets
When you're gone, I long

I kiss the heartless
Because I love the pain
Though I dream of better days
It's forever in vain

I died

for you

you lived

for yourself

I wonder  
what you
are dying
to say
but are
too scared
to tell
because maybe
just maybe
I feel
the same

Kan du forstå, når mit hjerte skriger
Og hiver efter vejret
Hvorfor min næve er blød
Men slår hårdere end nogensinde
*** dit blik, det indhenter mit
Og jeg ser dig ramme jorden
Der er intet, jeg hellere vil
Ingen, jeg hellere vil
For nu har jeg lært at svæve
-
Vi kan nå hinanden
Du er der, hvor jeg endelig kan nå dig

Hvor langt ser du
I afstand og i tid
Du kan svare
Men spørg ej selv
Du ved jo jeg er blind
I mørke og ikke mindst
For dit så skæve og
Uretfærdigt elskværdige sind

I let go of you
to gain myself back

I let the devil
take my hand,
embrace my body,
kiss my mouth,
it was dangerous
but those lips
were too sweet
and now I feel
the threads of hell
pulling in again
because I don't know
right from wrong
so let me sin again,
see you again,
feel again,
love,
for you are evil
in its purest form
that gives me
reason to regret
that I ever did good

I won't stoop too low
I'd rather be far behind
Than leading with the stuck up
Rather speak a little quieter
Maybe the ones who pay attention
will hear my silent screams
Perhaps they would want to
really truly know me

People change

Often times,
It feels like a let down
Most times,
They are chasing themselves

You can’t always be part of their journey

Become your own

I wrote a love poem
And it is yours to read
Just bare in mind
It is all about me

I would fade away if it wasn't for you
Some days I can barely even recognize my face

Most of the time I think of myself as transparent
Which is far from satisfying if you once were
Midnight blue or
Burgundy red
Though when I look at you I see bright colors all over
And I think thats what keeps me alive through it all

Invisible
I know I am
Thought I was
Invincible
But the feelings keep coming
Tears of mine stay running
And I feel you see them,
Appreciate,
Love them
More than me
I know you reach for them
And save me for later
Over and over again
And I seek someone who craves
Me
Over
And over
Invincible
That are these feelings
Of living in the shadows
And being undeniably
Invisible
For you

Selflessness makes you bearable
That's why my shoulders touch ground
Whenever you are near

KAN DU HUSKE
DA DET VAR MENINGSLØST AT VÆRE TIL
OG DET VAR OKAY!
NU STÅR VI HER OG TRIPPER
FORDI VEJEN ER DÆKKET AF SAVSMULD
OG KLOKKEN IKKE LÆNGERE RINGER TIL FRIKVARTER

We will never fit

For you are so incredibly square to me

For I protrude through every corner and every wall

In fact, I stick out in ways you will never understand

I cannot see nor recognize your box

And I never want to

Whatever happens
I will say it repeatedly
Because you changed for me
You love me so generously

It is easy to lose yourself on the way
Focusing on changing while staying the same
And who even am I when identity becomes a war game
We can’t all be the best, that is why I reclaim

how do we resist giving someone what they do not deserve?

My own existence exhausts me
Like my mind, I no longer feel free
I walk on low land but my legs are aching
Should I be able to carry all, even a heart this heavy?
Only at times I feel lighter; looking at your eyes
My love for you is unmeasurable
I hope you realize

Tell me, what does this life have to offer me
Or what can I, myself, achieve from this existence
When all I feel is powerlessness
And everything I see is footmarks left by those
Who are far ahead of me
When I think that bliss belongs with love,
authenticity and freedom
Yet those emotions seems so incompatible
With this ironically lifeless life

Er det kærlighed
Eller bare et sørgerligt forsøg på at gøre jer bedre til mode
Fordi I begge er fortabte
Og syge i hovedet