Though the setting may change

The background remains the same

I dont care what time you come home tonight

Or if you call me

My heart knows that you

Lie

Lie

Lie

You are a liar

I have no words
When you lie
Here I sit
Stupid
You hate me
I get it
I have no words
So I'll sit here while you scream and yell
Drop it, just forget it, it's not even a big deal
I have no more words
I give up on you
I give up on you

Depression peeking as the sun recedes more frequently; I am trying to stand on my own, trying to make my own home.

Buy me a ******* ticket, I want to leave.

But I want to take him with me.

But I love you.

Then I remember it's all not me; my whole life is a mirage with me in between in the desert.

I hate my brain, I hate my pain, I hate the way I want to stay ******* sane.

Heavy is how you sit on my mind

Tearing through every notion

That I ever gave you up

I love you

I love you still

You might be in my bed
But
I know
I'm not the one
In your head

Why did I think I could be with
Anyone
Why did I think I deserved
Anyone
Why did I think I deserved happiness