i really want to sleep

forever, if it's possible

i need a long, long rest

starting now but i am unable

i'd swallow the pills

if killing me with it is plausible

love
was one thing
that I never seem to get

hoping that one day
when it's here
it's not something i'll regret

i've had enough of this
stupid
meaningless
life

for once I have no regret
choosing death
over being
alive

save me
from me
from what i might do
from what i will do
stop me
help me
for what i might say
for what wrong i will do

every morning i wake up
is another day filled with regret

the demons in my head won't go away
endless discouragement is all i get

no wonder i want to disappear
with nothing more to fret

as i will be gone from this earth
nothing else but death

i'm a listening ear to anyone
and a nobody to everyone

you may say i'm somebody to you
but we both know it isnt true

showing false compassion
for a nobody like me from you