Sometimes,  The only thing that you really want to be..... is left alone; to reconnect with yourself.

When you're with the right one....all that you were missing-- you find in them..... all that they ever wanted, they find in you! Plural is two that, becomes one....One heart beating in the chest of two; One rhythm they flow in, but neither ever knew. When you're with the right one....they can hear the words that, you can't find away to say... they can feel your hurt that's, to deep to convey. They find you when, you're missing yourself---- and love you through your brokenness.....building you up and speaking life---  that gives you health. When you're with the right one...all that you were missing you find in them....all that they ever wanted they find in you. Free-Falling, No nets.... when it's real... when it'd true. Plural is two that, becomes one...always and forever....in shade or in sun.....One heart beating in the chest of two---you become all they ever wanted.... all they ever knew. When You're With The Right One!

I'm guilty of loving you beyond myself..... more than I've ever loved anyone or anything else. I loved you more than I ever loved myself. I'm guilty of making you my world, my life, my everything, my future my wife. I'm guilty of loving you..... giving my all to you; I'm guilty of being true to you...... I'm guilty of placing myself beneath you..... I'm guilty of being a fool to you. I'm also guilty of walking away, I realized that staying with you was a price that, I could no-longer pay. Though, I loved you..... I remembered me--- and realized I didn't deserve to be treated this way. Yes, I'm guilty of just walking away...... really there were  no words to say...... my silence was the peace that, I received in just... the walk away.

I Cry for friendship, For friendship that was lost. I cry because, I realize.... I didn't count up the cost. I cry every-time, I sit....remembering your face. I cry for every tear, I caused and time can not erase. I cry when I think about the joy, The joy you use to bring, I cry out-loud..... Hoping you would hear and come back to me. I cry because.... I loved you.....and all to you I gave; I cry because my love for you........ was stronger-than-the-grave. I cry for-what..... I thought I had in you. Truth-Is, You didn't know friendship......and I find that- sad, too..... I Cry!

Come..... Kiss me deeply, make me weak. I long for your touch.... Feel you moving inside me; No! Deeper, Than-That, I feel you moving in my soul. I can taste your fragrance.... I burn with the essence of you. Come and put me to sleep..... Make-Love, to every part of me..... Free-Me! Let me, rain-down in your face..... Drink of my nectar, it's smooth and sweet. Yes! Play-Me, Like an old love-song......Love- Me, Until the hunger's gone. Let's melt together..... be as one. Awaken, Only by the ****** of the rising sun. Come-Put-Me-To- Sleep!!!!!!

Take me to a place..... I've never been before. Take me to the moon and make me want-ya-more. Feel me like the bass drumming in your heart..... Take me--I be willing..... for whatever.... right-at-start. Like an old song with sweet memories.... I'll be the strings that, bring you deep-into-me. Turn the lights off...Come--I wanna taste you ***.... Turn the bed up-side-down--69....free-flier round. Come, Lets have *** on the ceiling......OOOO---I'm down: You-Be-Willing. I wanna make love to you like----you're not my Lady.... I don't wanna be gentle tonight..... I wanna be an animal tonight..... I wanna-do-you like--- I don't love you. I wanna be like the boies you wonder about. I'm all in...... Feel-Me-in-Your-Skin. You're a beast- Baby.... Thank-You---  for letting me in.... Make love to me like... I'm not your man.... Do me like-- I'm your lover---- It's that side of you--- I wanna discover. Freak-Me.... Make- Me.... Cream like -- I'm your lover. Come.... Make-Love to me like--- I'm not your man.... I understand.... Do-Me like--- I'm your lover.....and together lets discover--- what it feels like.... When Doves-Cry.

Remembering the last time that, You touch-me.... Made me, see stars; when you went deep---- my body.... one with yours. You took my breath away.... you were found in my skin. I opened-up my gate for you....you kissed-- beneath the sun.... my ocean gave-way to you but from  my waves--- you didn't run. Instead, you drink from my fountain... a nectar so sweet; my body became yours--- to your touch...I  became weak.I  mounted you....like the moon does the night..... the stars are our offspring--- giving light to night. I remember the last time that, you touch me.... It was in the pouring rain.... My body... you held captive... Oh-How! I screamed out your name.... as we yielded to ecstasy.... Oh-How, it did rain! I'm remembering the last time that, You touched me that-way..... hard to believe it was only yesterday. Here.... I sit.... burning for your touch, looking-out at the rain.... It's way-pass-to-much.... satisfying myself and feeling your touch. Remembering The Last Time.

What is love.... can someone tell me? What should I look for.... What should I expect to find? Is-It,  A feeling or a state-of-mind? What is love...... when the one you thought had your back-up and walk away.....without a word---nothing did they say? What is love.....Is-It, When you give all of yourself to someone----and they treat you like they--- do everyone else? What is love.....if, it just ups and goes? What is love..... I want to talk with someone who really knows---- What is love! I'm in the lost-and-found-----hopelessly seeking for more than a rebound..... Needing--- Wanting------ Something real----Just once....I would like to know how it truly feels to be----Loved! Please, Humbled to my knees.... I'm willing to do the work. I know, Nothing that last forever comes with ease.... Please---- Somebody tell me-- What is Love!!

As he relaxed within her arms, He whispered," It doesn't matter where we are... In the valley or on the mountain top; When I'm in your arms like this--- I know that I am home. I know that, I have found my good-thing and I am safe; for you keep me safe from the storms of life..... and even from myself. He closes his eyes and say.... 'I'm free-falling for your love.... over-and-over again; I'm not afraid--- I'm not afraid of falling. She holds him tightly in her arms, kisses his neck sweetly and speaks softly-- into his ear: " There's, No-Need to be afraid, I got-you.... I'll be your safety net for a thousand life times. I will compass you about and keep...all harm at bay--- I will be your help meet until my dying day." It doesn't matter where we are, In the valley or on the mountain top: With you, I am home.

Touch me in a way that makes my soul yield...causing me to give all of myself. Kiss me in a way that, makes my heart sing... the kind of song that, brings chills to the whole body and takes ones breath away. Hold me with passion and make love to my soul... be the beat in my chest... I'll give you rest, from all that might harm.  My skin I shed to keep you warm... Touch me beyond the physical, make love to my spiritual... take me deep into non-******; and make me wet with your intellect...I surrender to your tender. I'm wet... Mind, Body, and Soul.... I scream-- take me... take control. All, I want... All- That- I- need is your touch.

I've been bad...... Come! Let-Me- Give-You, the best night you ever had. Whatever-You-Want..... Know-That, I'm down with it! Moon-to-Sun... Moon-to-Moon; I have no hang-ups..... I'm all out for you! Sun-to-Sun, Sun-Moon-Sun,  Moon-Sun-Sun, Moon-Sun-Moon.... I'm free waiting on you! Punish-Me..... I've been bad... Lets go out.... for the best night---- you ever had!

Some said that, '' I wouldn't survive caring the world on my shoulders." They said that, " I couldn't love one woman, treat her like a Queen, provide for her in every way. Make-Love to her spirit, be locked in her mind, cause her soul to ****** and walk inside her being. Then affirm my children.... Be Father, Priest, Intercessor, Protector, Teacher, Leader, and King. " My reply..... I was born for this.

I'm still hungering..... You get me so excited. I'm just going to release and hope that, you find-me..... I need you- to find! I'm down for whatever...... I'm still hungering...... I'm down for- whatever!!!!!!

I can feel you, Moving deep inside of me; My heart and yours beating in harmony.... We're one in a place--- Where there's no time. I'm lost in your soul, You're suspended in mine. You take me in with your tender.... to your touch I surrender. Melt me like butter, Mold me like wax, Eat me like honey; Make me ******. I can hear you, From a far away place; I can see you.... Eyes without a face; I can taste you..... so salty-and-sweet, You're the only sea food that.... I love to eat. I dance to your rhythm, Beat me like a drum..... Screams-of-passion fills my river---- Until the rain comes. I can feel you!

I Looked beyond his hollow face, to a smile-- I tried to trace, but I couldn't get beyond the pain; so I stopped and stared again.  Looked  beyond the eyes and deep into the soul, to see the story never he told. Beyond the darkness, Beyond the rain, Beyond hatred, Beyond shame. he loved so once, when he had life... He called her lover and she called him wife. He loved so deeply within his mind, He thought she cared about his kind. Why, Did she run into the  arms of another... Another him under-cover? A sweet kiss he gave that night, Right before he took her life. Eyes saw them engaged as one, He reached over and got his gun; shot them once to the head... Kissed their passion--- Left them dead. now, I look into that face and see... the smile I tried to trace; One so happy... One so gay; of a killer that got away.

They spoke through the silence..... The words that, made silence stand-still-- they were: If, Body is all that, you bring to the table..... It's not enough---- It's Not Enough!

If, I could touch you it would be-- with my soul. If, I could love you.... I would love you whole. If, I were with you it would be for life; I long to hold you... if-only for one night. If, I were the sun you would be the moon; If, we had forever that....would be to soon--to soon to kiss and say good-bye; to soon to make love for only one life time. If, I could wear you, You would be my skin.... I'd touch you all-over and love you outside-in. If, I were a song... I would be { For Your Eyes Only}and my back-up would be..... Don't leave me lonely. If, You were a song you would be{Love Me Down Easy} and your back-up would be..... Please don't tease me. If!

All I want is for someone to look beyond all my faults, and see my need to be loved.  My need to be touched in such a way that, defies logic because I need someone that, can penetrate my very being; that can walk within my spirit and make love to my soul..... without touching my flesh only---- speaking truth to my whole-self. All I want is for someone..... to be real and true to me......and love me unconditionally..... That's all I want! All I.....

Say what now!!
So you want someone...
To cater to your every need
You want someone to pay your bills
Be your friend,
Have your back
You want someone thats going to love you
That will listen to you with their heart
Who is going to support you
And build you up.
You want a gentlemen
Opened door, and pulled out seats
You want them to pull your hair
And be a concrete freak...when it's time to lock and load.'
Someone to be good to your children, be daddy and friend
Someone who makes you laugh
And to be all in.
And everything you want...you're not willing to be.
Say what now??

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I love you in place where there's no space or time. I love you beyond word are even this life of mine. I love you in-and-out-of season.... My love for you goes beyond reason. I love you beyond myself... for me there is no-one else. You're the beat within my chest, the air that I breathe.... You are my life-line God created you for me. I live in you.... You give life to me; no-longer I....1 are we. I Love U!

Let the music play, Let its melody walk through my emotions and give meaning to my madness.

Have you ever made love and it was soooooooooo good, so freeing, so amazingly hotttttttttt that...... after-ward you both held each-other tightly and looked deeply into each-other's  eyes- and wept..... sweet-tears-of-joy? I mean , complete satisfaction? Have you ever?

I need a true- friend..... Just to hang-with-me. No- Judgment-- just harmony.... U- Be-You and I'll-Be-Me. Yeah! Even-If, We're hanging from this tree! Hang-With-Me!

You-Know, I'm going to have to let you go; I mean, Completely! I'm getting off this line and, I can't afford to pick it up again. It's not about you, it's about me.... Finding myself again. You-Know, that I love you but I realized that, loving you was costing me way too much. I put you before myself and for you, I seem to be after everyone else. I was so-over-for-you but I was just something you would do ----- in your own-time. I would, Hang-on-To every word that, you would say; now your every  word is a ....simple-song that, I refuse to let play. I'm going to have to let you go, and it really has nothing to do with you; it's about being true to myself, loving me more then anyone else. Loving-Me, and walking in my true......Choosing myself over you; and it's simple...... I Could'n Afford You.

It seems as though----- I've loved you for a thousand lifetimes.....and I'm completely committed to loving you for a thousand more. Be it, for better or worst, Good or Bad, Through the rain or Hot burning sun......as long as we're together, whatever we go through..... We've already won. I've loved you from my sunrise----which by the way.... was the first time that, I looked into your eyes; yes, my life started with you..... and I will be loving you until my sunsets--- completely, wholeheartedly, unconditionally, and with-no-regrets. It seems as though---- I've loved you for a thousand lifetimes.....and I am totally committed to loving you for a thousand more.

Have you ever made love and it was soooooooooo good, so freeing, so amazingly hotttttttttt that...... after-ward you both held each-other tightly and looked deeply into each-other's  eyes- and wept..... sweet-tears-of-joy? I mean , complete satisfaction? Have you ever?

Listen to the melody that plays within your own soul..... and Realize that you are a beautiful song----but not everyone can sing or play you. You are a gift given to the world..... Fearfully and Wonderfully made.... Playing in the key-of-Love----a perfect melody sent from above. There's no other song like you... you are a melody so rare..... Relax, Breath, and Flow in the sweetest melody---- The melody of your soul ---- That is You....

I'm coming out..... into something greater, something I've never known before, I'm coming into a greater version of myself. I'm ready.... I can depend on me... I'm ready to fly, I'm ready to be free. I'm coming into a greater version of myself..... a greater version of me. Walking, into me free.... for me and no-one else; I'm Coming Into A Greater Version of Myself.

I want to meet love and dive into the depths of it.... swim within its majesty--- with someone who's willing to swim with me.... even against the tide. Who covers me with the waves of their being and comforts me... on the shores of their humanity. I want to meet love and taste the essence of its sweetness.... drink of its bitter juices--- with someone who intoxicates the soul of me..... and give roots to our eternity. I want to meet love complete, unconditional, honest,raw, real, and true.... love I'm speaking to the winds--- all I want is all of you.... with someone who wants you too! I Want To Meet Love.

I'm..... Strong enough to be gentle, Bold enough to be meek, Loving enough to be forgiving, Proud enough to be humble, Real enough to be true, Honest enough to admit when I'm wrong, Faithful enough to be transparent, Human enough to acknowledge my divinity, Divine enough to embrace my humanity, Yielded enough to acknowledge The All Mighty God, and Open enough to make room in my life..... for those who make room for me in theirs. Yea.... Outside-The-Box

I melt every-time you touch me, I cry every time you leave; Even-If, It's but for a moment. When you're not near me.... I can't breath; When you're not here how I grieve. You complete me, You make me whole, You give me life..... You, stay my soul. How could, I live without you? When you're the reason I'm whole?I give to you body and soul. What kind of life would you have...... Minus me? When together we're we.  I'm lost without you, I die every time you go away, I loose control and then I pray: Don't ever leave are the words that, I say...... When I kneel down to pray.

He: I said that," I wasn't gonna fall but I'm slipping. She: I said," If, You want me to fall for you.... Give me something to trip-on!" He: Listen..... Do, You hear that? She: It's, Your heart. He: No! You're the beating in my chest.... You are the air that, I breath.... You are the sun and moon to me---- You're my life..... my everything! You, Got-Me-Free-Falling! She: I'll, be your safety net.....Fall and I will open my wings and catch you; With my dying breath..... I will catch you: You are the world to me. He: I said, " I wasn't gonna fall"! She: Boi! You were worth tripping over! He: I'm glad that you tripped...... I'm glad that you tripped.

Come, I wanna get fluent in all things you... I wanna get common--- there's nothing that, I'm not willing to do. I'm a freak.... to myself I'll be true---truth is, I see your flag.... you be a freak too. Come, I wanna get fluent in all things you..... and I'ma make you--- fluent in all things me too!

Take me to the moon..... Like an old time jazz song; then let me rest in the depth of your being.

Greater than this life,  is my love for you, Stronger than the grave..... I'll go through hell for you. Through good times or bad, happiness or sad, joy or pain..... our love still remains. I'll be shelter from the rain..... I'll be laughter when there's pain, I'll be healing when you're sick..... I'll be last breath; if you ever needed it. For me.... Now and always..... always and forever; You will be..... My First Love! Perfectly- Imperfect..... sent from above: My First Love.

I've seen body..... It's easy and common to give-up this....and undress have *** on the first date nevertheless. I want to be able to see you naked.... Bare-Before me! I want to be naked before you as well...... Dance in the essence of your truth....Slow-Grind in the depth of your mind; Touch, The beauty of your soul, and listen to the stories never before told: about you.... From you--- and it has nothing to do with the, taking-off of your clothes!

She: I don't want to fight...... No-Not-Tonight! I don't even care about----who's right.If, We have to scream, argue, or fight----Lets dim all the lights.Take your aggression out on me..... Lets, Freak in the bedroom.....Come, Get-Off-On-Me! He: All- I-Ever, Think about is you.... I don't want to fight----just wanna be one with you! I-Know, at the end of the day.....Come-What-May, We both feel the same way. I'm gonna-meet you on common ground....... Whatever you want---- Lets-Get-Down! No-Not..... Tonight! If, We have to argue, scream, or fight.....Lets, Work-It..... In the bedroom......Even-If, It takes all night! Even-If!

Divinely inspired..... Masterfully Designed....Perfectly Imperfect.....Breathtakingly Beautiful.... Walking Miracle...Brilliantly Crafted ....Unquestionably Unique.....One of a kind....A Masterpiece of Purpose.....Earth----God's Greatest Creation.

Love is just a word.... Until you find ---Someone to give it Definition. Hearts are like glass.... be careful--- they can break. I'm not like anyone else.... I don't need to follow anyone's lead.... I'm all I will ever need to be. I'm just simply me..... I'm just Simply Unique.... If, You want me to fall for you then ..... you gotta give me something worth tripping over. I am saying, I'm perfect... I'm far from it--- I'm just saying, I'm worth! God determines who walks into your life.... it's up to you to decide who you let walk away... who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.... I didn't want someone... I can live with... I want--- Someone..... I can't live without! Things I've learned along the way.

Love has a language of its own and when it speaks.... human or animal... You understand. You are able to comprehend.... Love--- speak to me... Now I'm ready..... I will hear you--- and I will surrender... I promise. Speak!

I am here..... I am strong..... I am divinely created..... I am fearfully and wonderfully made by the masters hands.... I have purpose.....and I am...... Beautiful--- I-Am-Beautiful! I Am Beautiful!

He: Until the end of time.... I want to be here for you. You are always on my mind... I truly adore you. I wanna be your lover, I wanna touch you... Hold you in the purple rain. I'm still waiting.... Want you to love me down easy; You're like a Little Red Corvette.... The way you move gets me wet. You have your Trojans by your-side.... I think that, you're a nasty girl. Would you like some wine? Red or White? Private Dancer in the night, Bottoms-Up.... Lets-Let, Love fill our cups! Someone.... Please call 911; cause I'm falling in love. She: I'm every-woman, is what you said... I feel that, you are trying to get me in your bed. Red-Light-Special.... Lets keep it hottttt! You can't go wrong with what I've got. Party-Up! I want some... Head.... my gates are open.... come-- get me wet. Do-Me-Baby..... I'm an international lover; this is going to be scandalous.... but you wanna sing-- A Love Song! You're the only one.... it would take wild horses to get me away from you.Yeah! There's a soulmate for everyone. He: I'm so gone..... I don't want to be free...I want to spend my life, with you wrapped around me. Yet, I'm fragile.... This is my confession; I'm going through changes: because of you. I've been hurt before.... I'm afraid to fall again.... that is my truth! Broken pieces of me.... Somehow with you.... I feel whole; you're making love to my body but I can feel you.... moving deep inside of my soul. She: Don't-Speak! Release.... Your spirit inside my mind; it's like I've loved you for a thousand life times. In the morning... you'll see... I be you and you be me. Feeling orange.... Sometimes blue; Higher-Than-This... Deja vu! I've Been Here Before!

Let me dwell in the depth of them.... and walk in the essence of you. In your arms... I have found a safe place..... I'm safe in your arms!

Inside my head there are places that, I often hide not because I'm afraid; but when I'm there I can deal with--- what's outside. Inside my head there are cities beautifully designed, with rainbow colored people and there's  harmony with mankind.Inside my head there's more than enough food to eat, there are no-more hungry people; and no-one lives on the street. Inside my head truth is the language that, all men speak; no-one's judged for being different, and being true to ones-self is chic. Inside my head music is the theme for love, dance is the joy of the heart; and kindness is the melody inside the dance---- flowing in the theme for love. Inside my head there's only one race..... It's called human---- and there's laughter in each face.... Inside my head is a beautiful place; but it's only..... Inside My Head.

I thought you were my everything, well i guess I thought that you would be my everything.
But i realized in the midst of our...i guess fling, is that I completed myself.
I was my everything.
I made me smile, when  you caused a frown.
I picked me up, when you put me down.
I encouraged me when you discouraged me so.
I was a real lady, when you called me a ***.
And really i laughed when you asked me to go.
And as I walked in my free...you grabbed me by the arm and this is what you said to me " You'll never find anyone else like me".
I gathered my strength and with class and grace I looked you in that face and my reply was "That's the point."

I knew your world was spinning...I tried to shake you to the core.
Saw everything in third person, how you knew yourself before.
Pain enough to drain the world of water.
Everything you've learned without the love of a father.
Brought you to a conversation with me.
I've loved you from your  birth.
Captured you with feelings of mirth and joy.
Everything in you...is the only thing about me.
Whispers running through our mind
Reminding we of our free..
His hands rough and cold to the touch..
" You'll never find anyone else like me".
To think words so beautiful would come from someone who was far from such.
Rolled back shoulders, our head held high, gentle smirk on our face, with a graceful reply....Goodbye

It doesn't matter if, it's a friendship, friendlationship, or relationship: if, we're both not giving a 100% than it's not going to work for me. With me, It's ---All- In---or-All-Out..... Point- Blank-Period. 60--40, Won't do... Not for me---- would that, work for you?

I call you...... MaSu' Bethany----for in this life you mean everything to me. You are the sun on my cloudy days and the air that, fills the lungs inside me. You are an oasis in my dry places..... pouring life back into me---- you are the song that, I sing and my sweet-sweet melody. You are the one who---walks inside my mind--penetrating my intellect and for that, I give mad respect. You make love to my emotions..... and speak life into my dreams--- build me up-- when I'm down .... While keeping me hotter than a ***-fiend. You are my shield and protector.... My covering from the storm----- you are the fire in my bed at night..... keeping me safe and warm. I call you----- MaSu' Bethany...... For In This Life...... You Mean Everything---- To Me!

I loved you when I didn't know what love was.... I loved you when I didn't love myself. You made me feel like there was only us....no-one else. You made me love you beyond myself...had me thinking-- you loved me the same.... I was thinking about taking your last  name; . Then,  He came and everythng changed, the way you touched me, the way you called out me name--- when we would do our thing.... made me think that, maybe you wanted him more then me. I was into him too but I told myself.... not more then you! I loved you so... you loved him more.... I love him too.... and he loved me more then he loved you; We've been together for ten years now, three minus one equals two... I find myself loving him now more then you!

Loving you as much as I love myself...... takes me to depths in love that, I've never known. Helps me to experience passion that,  goes beyond the weakness of my flesh. Loving you as much as I love myself helps me to flow....In the kind of love that, God has ordained for me-- for us! Loving you as much as I love myself..... Completes me...... Completes Me.

That's it...... soft-and-wet...... I hear--- Screams-of-Passion. We're doing this in the Purple Rain....... When Doves-- we'll do it again. No.... Thieves In The Temple...... it's a Sign Of The Times..... I taste yours and you taste mine. Remembering Prince.... That's It.