I'm here and I'm all alone again but I'm not lonely, I guess that I'm  over you. It was a long time coming but I'm whole again and I'm enjoying the day. It's a day of love, It's a day to give all that, you have inside of you; it's a day to hold back, it's a day to keep all the love that, you have to yourself. I'm here and I'm alone but I'm not lonely; I'm on my own and for the first time--- feeling that, I'm complete: I guess that, I don't need you anymore. I'm enjoying the day, It's a day of hope; It's a day of new-beginnings, It's a day of reconciliation, It's a day of my appreciation. I appreciate you for bring me back to myself, I guess that, I needed you for a moment-in-time; to help me find what was there all the time. It was there inside of me but I needed you  to see--- all the things that, I couldn't be. Now, I can truly appreciate me and all that I am; and as for you.... I-Guess that, I don't give a ****. It's one of those days, One of those I'm feeling myself days, I'm happy being me days, I love myself days; I'm amazing days. It's one of those don't bother me days, Don't come at me like-that days, If, You knew what was best for you days. It's a day of love, It's a day of peace, It's a day of sweet release, It's a day of joy, It's a day of pain, It's a day to open-up, It's a day to refrain from opening-up, It's a day for lovers, It's a day to hate all that, you love, It's one of those days. I'm here but I'm not missing you, I guess that, finally we're through; and it's just one of those days. One of those I don't need you days, I can do bad all by myself days, I can make it without you days, I'm tired of trying days, I'm spent days, I am ready to-move-on days, It's my good-by days, I've given all that, I'm willing to give days. I'm here in this big empty room but I'm not lonely, I remember your touch but I'm not longing, I remember the last-time we made love but I'm not craving,I guess that, the memories we made aren't worth saving. It's just one of those days, I'm down for me kind-of-days, I want to be free kind-of-days, I'll make it for me kind-of-days, It was nice knowing-you kind-of-days. Looking- Back, Thinking- Out-Loud, It's just one of those days. One of those days out on my own.... enjoying me and not feeling alone. One Of Those Days.

She said, " It was the best of times". He said, " It was all in your mind". She said, " How could you do this to me? He said, "I needed to be free."  She said, " I gave to you myself!" He said, "No! You gave what was left!" " Think, I didn't know about him?" I even caught you with her, You tried to laugh and play-it-off but I saw.... her tongue deep in your mouth---- and as for him ....what can I say; I walked in on you going-all-the-way." It was the best of times for you, cause all you wanted was to *****. It was the hardest time for me.... 'cause I loved you wholeheartedly." Boy! I love you!" Is what she said." I'm a man, that boy is dead....He died long-ago, the day I realized you were a **!" It's now the best of times for me, because from-you; I'm truly free!

All I ever-wanted was.... to be loved-by someone who could really see-me.... The real me--- Beyond the mask that, I wear to save-me..... keep-me-safe. All I ever wanted was.... to be seen by someone---- who really cared and could see-me-for-me .....beyond- my-flesh, beyond my-veil of emotions, beyond my hurts-and-pains, beyond my faults-and-shame.... someone who could see the whole-of-me---- good-bad-and-ugly.....and love me anyway! All I ever wanted was.... Someone to be down for me..... Come-What-May.... Trust-Me-Exclusively and Allow-Me-To-Do-The-Same. All I ever wanted was.... A lover who was closer then my best-friend .....Who'd be a friend closer than a brother. That's all I've ever wanted...... Someone to love me...... for-me-----and allow me to love them in the same. All I ever wanted.....was something real, something true, something lasting, something-old-yet-new...... That's All I've Ever Wanted. All I Ever Wanted.

Let me dwell in the depth of them.... and walk in the essence of you. In your arms... I have found a safe place..... I'm safe in your arms!

You.... Stepped-To-Me.... Like you knew me! Oh-Boi.... You-Say.... You wanna get next to me. Tell-Me, Is-Your-Freak-Flag-Free? Are-U..... bout---- eating my-oooooo.... Like groceries? Cause.... If, I give-it--- You-Gotta.... ****-It! Way-Deep..... I wanna feel-it.... Like-Like.... It's Post-To-Be! If, You're..... Not--- A Freak..... Don't Mess With Me! AWWW! Just, Let me be..... If, You're not a freak..... Don't Mess With Me. I'm the girl ....Mama warned you bout..... mess with me and get--- turned-out! I'll take you places you've never been....and if---- you please-me..... I'll take you there again. Down- For-Whatever..... We can kiss to be clover! Leather- Lace, Candle-Wax, Spankings, Ice, Golden- Showers, Mini-Beads, Kisses-Down-Low or whatever--- You-know, I'm down for-sho! If, You're not a freak close the door.... I Be Freak Evermore...... and if-you're not...... Don't Mess With Me!

Love's ****..... Lets whisper...... Lets buzz.... Lets-Do--- what comes  natural..... Lets, Do it just because---- Love's- ****!  My- Body.... Your-Body..... Together as one---- Lay-Aside, Our troubles---- come have some fun. Love's- ****! We- Do-We.... On-The-One.... Love's-****!

Sometimes..... What you have been searching for is right in front of you, and have been for a long time; it's just you have gotten use to it--or- them being there and you take it or them for granted. Then someone else notice them or-it and realize-- just how beautiful , strong,and amazing they or-it is; and they give to them or-it all the attention, that you did not..... and it seems just when you start to notice all the things that; they or-it use to do for you, all the good times, and the joy that, they gave you..... You-Know! All, The little things that, you never noticed before or appreciated as it were; you realize that, they don't do them anymore. You realize that, your{ You will always be here ......have moved-on} and all you can do is watch them; do for someone else..... What they use to do for you----and it hurts! We spend so much time going through stones....and our diamond is right in-front-of-us......so many times. Something I've Noticed.