The heart is a weird thing..it is the one which keeps us alive and it is also the one which hurts and kills every now and then...it's incredible as to the variety of emotions it can possess...from love to hatred to jealousy to compassion to pride to humility to courage to fear to joy to grief and what not.I wish it were possible to stay alive and at the same time dissect one's own heart and see what it contains..what it goes through..what it feels..how it sees things.I wish i could experience what it felt like being a heart..being broken..being loved..being shattered..being ressurected and so on.

Nowadays whenever i go out
I keep a small candle in my pocket
For who knows in which street the evening of my life might come about

The more you know yourself...the more you look into yourself and understand yourself...the less judgemental you tend to become towards others.

Jab tak teri yaadein meray saath hain
Main tanha hokar bhi tanha nahin...
(Urdu and Hindi)

English Translation

As long you're memories are with me
I'm not lonely even when i'm lonely...

She was standing at my doorstep in all her grandeur
She was oozing oomph from all corners
My heart started racing
The hormones were going crazy
It was so difficult to resist her
This was seduction as its best
And yet i knew that i couldn't be with her...
...Coz' she was nothing but trouble...
..A fire which had consumed many souls before
And i would just be another trophy to her collection
And yet a part of me wanted to be consumed by her fury and passion
And so i gave in....
She destroyed me
I destructed her
I guess we were even

If we ever stop talking...write me a letter once in a while or send me a song.

I'm a dreamer......I dream the unreal
Reality for me is quite surreal
I am not pragmatic
Just at times a bit sarcastic
Hatred is annoying
Love is pacifying
Would be suffice.....
.....to say dat I value sacrifice
At times feel fed up of livin' in this domain of enchantment
Would like to run away and live in solitary confinement
At times am paranoid by hustle and bustle of the city
The condition of the village folks fills my heart with pity
The everyday routine of life is just so mundane
The 11 to 6 stuff feels kinda' insane......
Wanna escape from life just like an escapist
Fear is something we can't run from.....sooner or later we gotta face it
I ain't gonna appear in the books of history
Might as well vanish off the planet like a mystery
Have I lost my clarity of thoughts?
Life seems blank....can't seem to connect the dots
I'm not a bad guy.....just at times suffer fom frustration
Need a shoulder to rest my head....just need some motivation
I just wanna be heard.....don't need my name up in lights
Am a calm guy........never really get into fights
I feel as if i'm stuck in a tricky maze
Gotta clear my mind....seems to in a state of haze
At times i'm confused and dazed
The beauty of girls just leaves me amazed
I rap about love......rap about hate....
You can't manipulate me.....can't use me as a bait....
Superstition is nothin' more than a fallacy
Loyalty nowadays is quite a rarity
The path to glory is always filled with resistance
In the end it's the experience dat matters and not the journey's distance
I used to have an idea of where I stand
But now the idea's slipped right out of my hands
I don't who I am and where i'm going
The current of life is guiding my boat....i'm simply rowing
I'm done with bein' a ***** and sheddin' tears.....
It's time to be brave and conquer my fears
Gotta re-ignite my spirit....gotta keep the fire burnin'
No more lookin' back....no more turnin'
I need some time.....need some space......
Can't live no more within this crazy human race...
Wanna embark upon a path of rediscovery
Wanna improve my life and dispel off my misery
At times the thought of isolation scares me....
It strips me off my sense of morals and bares me
But when I give it a deep thought I realize...."Isolation's been my inspiration."
I gotta leave...gotta go....
There's nothin' here for me no more....
I gotta be free.......I gotta be...
.....Somewhere that I can just be me.

He who lives only for himself...doesn't live at all..for that cannot be a life worth living.

5 ways to optimize your talent

1)Love your talent
2)Constantly keep working on your talent
3)Respect your talent and never take it for granted
4)Never be boastful about your talent...humility is a must
5)Set yourself small goals with regards to your talent and challenge yourself once in a while

Spending time with your wife and children is far more important than spending money on them.

I'm done trying to please people and make them happy...'coz some people simply don't deserve it.Some people are so ungreatful..no matter how much you do for them,they feel it's never enough.They will always keep looking for an opportunity to criticize you.They will always keep finding faults in whatever you do.
They already have this pre-conceived feeling of hatred and jealousy towards you and nothing you do is gonna change that.So it's best to avoid such people and remove them from your mind.

I'm lost in your thoughts and dreams
Let me remain lost
Please don't wake me up
'Coz i know i won't be able to bear reality
It's a beautiful place out here in my world of thoughts
An enchanted forest..
..a flowing river
..an abundance of flora and fauna
..and you it's empress
..Looking after everything
And resolving all disputes
At night when it gets a little chilly
And my soul seeks refuge
You emit this strong sense of warmth from your body
Creating waves of pleasure in my soul
When it rains you join the peacocks in their dance of joy and sensousness
Your every move a sight to behold
Your twists and turns simply blow my mind
In the summers you go for midnight swims in the river
The cold river caressing every inch of you(this makes me burn with envy!)
The moonlight shining upon your naked skin
Oh!...it so makes me want to sin
But i know i can't have you
I can only dream you
For you are like that forbidden fruit
Like that dream too good to be true
Like that secret best kept hidden
So please don't wake me up
Let me remain lost in my world of sweet slumber
For the night is all i have
Soon the sun will come out
And reality will bite me again
Till we meet again at night
Adios Senorita......

As a beginner of life
I took baby steps
I just wanted to comprehend the world and whatever it had to offer
Then as i grew older i wanted to explore
Later i wanted it all--easy money,easy ***,fame,fortune....
And now as i stand on the edge of life
With death staring me in the face
I can't help but think of you
You were full of spirit
Me...i could never be like you
Never had no soul
My heart was nothing but an empty hole
You were the best thing that ever happened to me
And i hurt you and ruined it
The scars of regret have covered my face
I got no defence...no hiding place
Probably faith is my only refuge
I stare outta my window and see the world go by..
...Engaged in its own business
No one gives a F* about me
Not my family
Neither my friends
Not even my enemies
The wheel of my life is in its final motion now
It will stop anytime now
And so as i prepare to bid my final goodbye
I ponder over my life
What are my achievements?
I don't know
What are my credentials?
Don't have a clue
What good have i done?
Not a lot really
What is my perception of life?
It's tough but not heartless
If only i could turn back time and make it all right...
..Trust me..i would...

Iphones,ipads,ipods
3d,4k,Imax
E-books,online music and movies
Herbal tea,Green tea...and what not health drink
Six-packs,designer clothes,diamond-studded watches
E-mail,video chat,social networks
Selfies,groupfies,swimfies(God help us!!!)
Racism,discrimination,advanced weapons system
Fast cars,fast motorcycles,fast life
The modern day advancements and sophistications at times baffle me
Have they actually made life simpler?
Or have in fact complicated it?
The era i grew up in
We didn't really have that much choices
We had to be content with whatever was around
And we were
In fact we were pretty happy
And now look at us..we are spoilt for choices
We don't know what to leave and what to take
I miss the era of the '80s and the '90s
We used to look forward to going to the fair
We loved playing out in the sun
We loved reading
I miss writing letters
I miss looking at black and white photographs
I miss taking autographs
I miss cassetes and tape-recorders
I miss taking a walk at night without the fear of getting mugged or shot
The kids today at times they scare me
The things they do....
...At times it's hard to tell whether they are super-intelligent or super-dumb!
Computer games,getting laid and smoking ***...that's what a lot of them seem to think about!
They seem to be so engrossed in their phones..that at times it's hard to tell whether they realize that there is a world outside of their phones
And the norm now just baffles me
You wanna dump someone..just text that person
No calling or even meeting that person
They don't even got time to talk their parents!
Sometimes i wish that i was born in the early 1900's and i died in the same era
Agreed that back then there wasn't so much amenities or facilities like we have today
But life was much more simpler and peaceful
And most of all people in general were much more tolerant

Tumhay chahkar bhi bhula nahi sakta
Kaisay bhulao tumhay???
Tum meray rooh may basti **
Tum meray khoon may daurti **
Meray tassavur may tumhari tasveer hai
Tum meray zehan par hukumat karti **
Tum meray har baat ko...har isharo ko...har dard ko... har khushi ko.. bakhubi samajhti **..
Aisa ek pal nahi guzarta jab tumharay baray may sochta na hoon
Kaun ** tum???
Kya rishta hai hamara???
Kya tum haqeeqat **???
Ya phir ek sunehra khwab???
(Urdu & Hindi)

English translation

I cannot forget you even if I want to
How do I forget you?
You reside in my soul
You run through my blood
Your picture is imprinted in my imagination
Your thoughts rule my mind
You understand every word I say..
...every gesture I make
...every bit of pain I feel
...every bit of happiness that I experience
Not a moment goes by when I do not think about you
Who are you???
What is our relationship???
Are you a reality???
Or a pleasant dream???

If you're not prepared to suffer in love
If you fear being destroyed by love
If you fear being burnt by its flames
Then...love isn't for you
For you cannot understand the true meaning of love without a wee bit of suffering

My name is Philip Brooks.I am a reporter and i work for a small news agency in London.I had once to gone to Syria to cover a story.As soon as i landed there i got the sense that i had stepped into dangerous waters.
I felt like i was going to be constantly scrutinised here.I teamed up there with a local journalist named Ahmed.He arranged an accomodation for me which was pretty close to where he lived.I was totally famished that day.So i skipped dinner and just threw myself on the bed.

The next morning Ahmed picked me up at around 8:00.We were supposed to interview this tribal warlord regarding a high-profile ******.We travelled for about an hour and then entered this dingy lane.When we entered his territory i was petrified.There were innumerable gunmen stationed all across.Ahmed told them that we were 'Sahafis'
which means reporters.They let us in.We then entered the warlord's chamber.His face was ugly and horrific to look at.It was covered with scars.Ahmed started conversing with him in their native language.I too had some questions which Ahmed translated and asked him for me.He got agitated but gave the answers.This was all going well when we heard some firing outside.We ran out and out of nowhere a bullet hit Ahmed on the head and he died instantly.I was now staring death in the face.I started running helter skelter.I somehow managed to get to the main road.I saw a woman there and told her what happenned.Luckily she understood English.She had a motorcycle.We sat on it and rode off.

We reached my place.I came to know that she too is a journalist and had been covering this story for a while now.Her name was Nadia.She too had lost a colleague who was covering this story.She had those deep mysterious eyes and apple red lips.She was a bit dimunitive in stature but seemed pretty strong.She had a strong perfume on her the smell of which was hard to forget.She also told me that some big names were involved in the ****** and that i should go away if i wanted to live.But i asked her to help in this investigation.After much deliberation she agreed.

The next day we went to a Minister's office and started our investigation.The next day we met up with a retired police chief.We got some more information from there.Gradually the more time we began to spend together,the more closer we got and before we knew it i was madly in love with her.My work in Syria was almost over now.One night after our work we went to her place.She took me to her bedroom and we made passionate love.

The next morning when i woke up i could'nt find her.I searched the entire house.I then saw a hand-written note on the bed.The note read-"Dear Philip i know that over the past month or so we've gotten very close to each other.You have feelings for me and i can't say that i don't.Truth is you are not safe with me and i wouldn't be able to forgive myself if anything ever happened to you.So please go away from here...back to your country where you will be safe.Please don't look for me.Don't worry your love will keep me safe.".....♥Nadia(the heart can't always have it's way.)

I was left speechless.I tried to find her many times after that but all in vain.Finally the day arrived when i had to leave.I had an evening flight.I reached barely in time.As i was about to enter the airport i saw Nadia.She had come to say goodbye.Tears streamed down face..i had never felt such a strong connection with anyone ever before.She consoled me and said that she would come to London.I gathered myself back and kissed her.Then as she started to walk away from me and the distance between us grew...**i knew i'd never see her again but i also knew that i'd never forget her

Always have dreams and never lose sight of your dreams no matter what...'coz that is what will help you progress in life..it will motivate you to move ahead..there will be many obstacles on the path to reaching your dreams...you just have to be strong, believe in yourself and fight them...along the way you'll come across some who will criticise and demotivate...keep away from them...there will be a select few who will understand your dreams and support you...keep them close..remember your dreams are a part of you and so fight for them till you realise them.

If you know where you want to be in life
And you sincerely work towards it
You give your heart and soul into it
Then sooner or later you will be there
But if you don't even know where you want to be be
It's kinda' hard to anywhere...isn't it??
If you know what your goal is..you can reach it much more easily

She had left this earthly world
I was missing her like crazy
Sobbing uncontrollably
They tried to console me
They told me if i closed my eyes...i could visualize her in my soul
But i wasn't convinced
So i went a step ahead
I closed my eyes permanently so that i could pay her a visit in heaven while on my way to hell

Dear GOD,
I just have this one last wish before i'm gone
Please help me give my mother the happiness she deserves...
...the happiness she deserved but never got
Help me give my mom some of the best times of her life
Help me serve my mom to the best of my abilities
She has always been my pillar of strength and support
She is my best friend..
..my confidante
..my guide
..my philosopher
..my true critic
..my ultimate hero
The sacrifices that she's made for me..i can never forget that
And yet there have been times when i haven't been quite as greatful as i should have
At times i've mispoken to her..
..misbehaved with her
And i will always regret that
I wish i could've turned back time and changed that
I've seen my mom fight for me
I've seen her suffer for me
I've seen her pray her heart out for me
I'm deeply indebted to my mom
And no matter how much i do i can never repay her
Mom...i've never told told you this but today i want to tell you that i'm deeply ashamed and sorry for all the wrongs i've ever done to you
You're blessings have brought me this far in life
So GOD...
As i humbly bow down before you with a sense of remorse and repentance in my heart
I beg before you
Please keep my mother safe and healthy
Please cure her ailment
Please fill her life with unlimited joy
Please transfer all her sufferings unto me
She has suffered enough
I can't see her unhappy even for a moment
Please GOD...
...listen to this humble plea of mine.

Where once lay a palatial house
Today there lies the ruins of a desolated structure
A carnival of rust and dirt
Torn and tattered
A structure which was once filled with life
Is now worse than a corpse
Cobwebs and ghosts are it's inhabitants
A place where once children used to play
And every festival was celebrated with immense joy
Where on new year's eve the entire house used to be dressed up in lights
Where once the sun used to shine bright
Today at that place even the moon doesn't come out at night
The stars have long left that place
And faded away into oblivion
It's always dark there...never will you see any trace of light
A weird smell and an eerie silence that is what defines the house now
The ocassional passerby still sometimes looks at the house and wonders--how???
How could a structure so grand be reduced to this?
Just goes to show that no matter how grand,beautiful and powerful you might be
With the advent of time everything depreciates
Time catches up with everyone and everything
And once you enter the winter of your life
Slowly but surely
The blackhole of death pulls you towards it

Every problem has a solution..sometimes you just have to work extra hard to find it...while at times you have to be brave enough to use it.

A setback is never the end of the world...rather it is an opportunity to make a spectacular comeback.

My heart is a prisoner of your charm
My soul has been for long been your captive
Even death will not free it
Your image is deeply imprinted in my imagination
Even amnesia can't smudge it
From the moment I first laid my eyes on you
I knew you were no ordinary girl
The light of your eyes
The radiance of your face
The softness of your skin
The fiery passion that you exhibit
Your beautiful smile
It all creates a certain sense of mischief in my heart
It’s as if my mind temporarily stops working
And I just want to listen to my heart
You shine so very brightly in my eyes….
That it puts all other women in the shade
You are the one for me
My only true friend
My only true critic
My only partner
You are my sun
You are my moon
You are my world
You are my universe
You are what makes my life worth living
With you around it’s so easy to bear any hardship

Actions speak louder than words but words cut deeper than actions...just like an arrow which leaves the bow or a bullet that leaves the gun cannot be summoned back...it is the same with words..so just be a little careful as to what you say..words are such that they can uplift a person and as well as shatter a person.

Forgive me for seeming a little heldback
But please don't love me so much
At least not now
For i'm afraid i might drown
You see i'm still a beginner when it comes to swimming in the sea of love
I'm still trying to figure out it's depths
So please be a little patient with me
Let me gain a bit of confidence and belief first
And i promise you....in due course of time i will try and reciprocate to the very best of my abilities

It really does seem impossible
An illusion
A mirage
A dream too good to be true
A goal virtually unattainable
A dish nigh impossible to perfect
A painting which can never ever be perfect
A skill you can never master
A trade you can never conquer
A thought so very difficult to execute
A girl so hard to impress
I have travelled near and far
Met many people
Talked to priests
Spent days with the homeless
Talked to addicts
Changed many jobs
Tried many things
But i just couldn't find the ingredients required to live a worthy and satisfying life
What's the secret???
What's the magical ingredient???
Is it fame?
Or fortune?
Having that someone special in ur life?
Helping the needy?
Trying to make that connection with Almighty?
I guess its hard to point out that one thing....
Sometimes even the smallest of good acts can make you feel like a king
So now i've stopped thinking and trying too hard
I'll just try and be the best person i can be
I'll take the good as the perks of life
And i'll take the bad with a strong heart

"If you're not prepared to work hard and fight it out....you don't deserve any luck."

Punctuality is a very good habit to have
Unfortunately a lot of people don't take it too seriously
Personally if i were to speak for myself..
..When i have to meet someone or be somewhere at a given time
I always try and be there at least 15 to 30 minutes early
I always like to have that extra cushion of time in my hands
I don't mind waiting
But i hate to keep someone else waiting
I always say this..
'It's better to reach early and wait..rather than reach late and suffer the consequences...if you don't value time..time will never value you.'

I’m leaving earth
The space-shuttle is magnificent
Travelling to the far off distant galaxy
I've now entered an unknown territory
This is the truly the most magnificent view i've ever seen
Is this a dream??
All around there is this feeling of immense vastness
Planets and constellations dominate the area
My eyes are almost blinded by the contrasting light and darkness
When i look at the stars, i think as to how feeble i am
As a child I used to look outta my window and gaze at the stars in the night sky
And now here I was….watching them up close
This is where I always wanted to be
A magical land of light and dark
A place where no one knows me
A place where I have no lovers or mourners
A place where time just seems to float
A place where no one judges me
A place where I’m in sync with myself
I ‘ve lost track of time
Don’t know how many days it’s been since I’ve been away
I’ve had some of my best moments here
Wish i can die here
'Coz that would be one beautiful death
Dear space...please engulf me in your vastness
I’m done with earth

A true winner is not one who wins all the time but one who wins after losing many times for he understands the true worth of a win.

Don't let others' opinions define you.Create your own definition.Be proud of who you are.Work as hard as you can.You have the potential to reach incredible heights.You might have been bruised and battered but your spirit is unbroken.Don't depend on anyone.Don't wait for luck to be kind towards you..create your own luck.You are a champion.Do it for yourself..do it for your parents.Take the blows of life with your chin up.Make sure that by the time your life ends,you have created a collection of awesome memories so that you can embrace death with a smile on your face and a sense of contentment in your heart.

The eons of my life are passing by in a jiffy
Feels like a dream this life
It was only yesterday
That I was cradled in my mother's arms
Her sweet lullaby dispelling my fears
Her motivating words always keeping me positive
Then as the years went by..
...From crawling to walking
From mumbling gibberish to talking...
...I  gradually learnt it all
And yet sometimes I feel like I haven't changed at all
I'm still that shy reserved soul
Absorbing pain and loneliness every single day of my existence
The same introvert finding happiness and comfort in my writings
All my life I've always felt like a misfit for some reason
Now many decades later I still feel the same...
...sure I've changed somewhat
I've aged...
I've lost some hair.. some teeth
I've become a bit forgetful
Times have changed..
Technology has become more prevalent
I'm adapting or at least trying to adapt to these changes as best as I can
...But somethings have remained the same...
I was a loner many eons ago
And I'm still one
And yet I'm still living...
...surviving
...trying to find happiness in whatever I do
Learning or at least trying to learn something each and every day of my life..
Perhaps I guess I'm enjoying the silence and beauty that loneliness offers
I guess solitude is the only thing I have that I can truly enjoy
And if I don't ever find any companionship.. At least I know that I'll always have loneliness by my side...
I sometimes wonder.. Have I lived my life to the fullest?
...Have I achieved all my goals in life?
And I sit and think for hours and days and I just can't come up with any answers to these two questions
I guess I'll never know the answers to these.. Perhaps I'm not meant to...

You can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
With the passage of time things change
And all the good things seem like a distant dream
Seasons change.....people change
It's never quite the same
....Who's to blame???
I don't feel the love no more....
...Like i felt in in your eyes before
It's like your love's in disguise
Your attitude strikes me with surprise
It's like your a bitter pill coated with sugar
My life ain't what it used to be.....
.....The fuse's defused....the sparks gone outta it.
I try to comprehend as to where i went wrong
But my mind just fails me.....
There's no more fun.....no more frolic..
.....Gone are those days
Juts like me you've grown up and we've gone our own separate ways.
And most of my pleasant memories have escaped me...
Or confused themselves with dreams
Got no one talk to save for my mirror....
....It's the only one that's been with me....all thru my highs and lows
My heart's in a drought like state....needs some rain
My sense of normalcy is long gone....It's like i'm bordering on the insane
Isolation's the medicine i consume everyday
It's the only pill that makes me feel like myself
Time just doesn't stop....keeps moving so fast
I wonder if i can survive the test....how long can i last???
I'm not sure who i'm looking for....
I guess i'll know it when i see you
Until then i'll hide in my bedroom....
....Staying up all night...just to write
A love song for no one
You're scared of the world outside....
....You prefer the indoors
Though lately i can't blame you...
....I have seen the world
And sometimes wish... your room had room for two
At times certain events defy logic....break the trend of normality
Love knows no boundaries.....yet at times feels so fraught with superficiality
I look up at the blue sky and see a cloud of hope....
Everybody wants to reach the pinnacle of success......everybody wanna do something dope
I was never quite the loud guy...
Always a bit shy
I'm stuck in web of negative emotions
Can't seem to get myself outta it....
I 've heard that you're a wild one...
So let's meet and have some fun....
Let's bury our sorrows and drink to a new beginning....to a new sun.

Darkness does it what it can
It tries to fill you with fear and doubt
Basically it tries to mess with your head
But light will do what it must
It will give you hope even in the most hopeless of situations
The basic difference between darkness and light is that darkness does it's work just for fun and self-satisfaction
While light does it's work with a sense of responsibility and duty

Among the many inummerable qualities i admire about women...the one quality which really strikes me the most is that they are such good listeners...they always give you a patient hearing.They always hear what you have to say and understand or at least make an effort to understand what you're trying to express.I feel a certain sense of safety with women...i feel i can talk to them about anything without being judged or mocked or taunted.The real strength lies not in the body but in the mind and when it comes to that i have absolutely no qualms in admitting that women are country miles ahead.A woman can bear the greatest of pains and fight the biggest of battles.Each and everytime i interact with a woman i keep discovering a quality or a trait which i want to imbibe in myself.I want to be as strong and as compassionate as a woman...i want to be as selfless and as forgiving as a  woman...i want to inculcate within me every single quality which makes a woman unique and deserving of all the respect and admiration.Women are by far God's greatest creation...they enrich our lives in various forms...sometimes as a mother,sometimes as a wife,sometimes as a daughter,sometimes as a sister and so on.Honestly it is the presence of women which makes this planet so much more liveable.

The black river that flows from your head to your shoulders is shining magically under the moonlight
But the river seems to have lost it's way under the influence of the strong wind
For the river is covering your face
So let me use my hands and guide the river on the right path
This will give me a better view of your serene eyes and luscious lips

As you trace the outlines of my belly with your fingers        
I'm but lost in your embrace
Your warm breath upon me            
And shower of kisses on my tummy and back is driving me to an uncontrollable ecstasy
As your lips hold mine
I've completely surrendered myself to you
As your strong hands caress my *******
My soul can't help but let out moans of pleasure
As you slip between my thighs
And take me to that place of sheer satisfaction
I try to hold on to the sheets
Your powerful thrusts are driving me crazy
My mind is blown with sensations i've never felt before
My body is shuddering under the impact of your intense love-making
My hair is all messed up
Our hearts are racing
And as i lay on your chest...
...our sweat-smeared bodies touching against one another
And as i look into your eyes..
...for the first time i feel wanted
I have a confession to make...
...'i've never been loved like this'
I never felt such raw passion
You've truly made this a night to remember

Reason and logic are not to be associated with love.Love rules without any rules.There isn't always a specific or proper answer as to why you love a person...neither can it always be comprehended as to why a person stops loving a person,he or she loved so dearly.We can try to guess or speculate as much as we want...love can never really be understood...it can only be felt...and truth be told-i'd rather feel love than know the meaning of it.

It's a limited time we have while we are here...so use it to love.The most important thing-if you love yourself then you are capable of not just falling in love but also sustaining it for a fairly long time.

I tried a lot
But i couldn't become a poet like you
So i became the poem instead
And my word....
...you write so beautifully about me
Describing each and every facet of mine...
My beauty
My sensuality
My vulnerability
My pain
My fury
My desire
My dreams
My hopes
My fears
My insecurities
My strengths
My weaknesses
You capture all of this so beautifully in your writings
Your poetries about me are like paintings painted with the most exquisite of colours
Your words arouse my soul
They tease and touch my heart
Your writings are honest
Your writings tell me more about myself than i ever knew
Keep writing about me
I love reading it
It gives me an insight into the unknown
The unexplored side of me
The more i read your writings
The more i fall in love with you
I enjoy being your muse
Never stop writing
'Coz i fell in love with your words first and then you

Love doesn't expect it only loves
You hope that the intended person will someday reciprocate
And when they do you're over the moon
And when they don't your heart sheds a silent tear
But you don't stop loving that person..
...sure you move on
But that person will always hold a special place in your heart
'Coz that person evoked in you those incredible nerve-racking feelings you had never felt before
So when they don't reciprocate don't curse them
Rather thank them
For they've taken you to a new path
The beginning of something special
Something serene
It will only make you a better and stronger person

The biggest challenge in life is to stay at your strongest when your life is at it's lowest..and during this time there will be moments when you will feel like quitting..but you need to tell yourself this...'I will not bow down to any problems..i am fighter and i will do what a fighter does...he never gives up.'

My dreams are getting washed away in fears
My life is drowning away in tears
Dear smile....where are you???
Why are you so elusive?
It's been ages since i've seen you
My soul is dying to meet you
My lips are dying to greet you
In fact they are aching for your touch
My eyes are dying to see you in the mirror
So please just meet me one of these days
I want to capture that elusive moment on my camera
I hope you're not too camera-conscious
Honestly...life without you seems tasteless
So wherever you are...
...please just come out and meet me
Don't feel shy now

I've always had a secret crush on death
Always wondered what it would be like to meet her
I know that I will meet her someday
But since I'm married to life....
....my loyalty lies with her..
...so I'm gonna hold on to her till death do us part.
Life and I...We've had our moments...
We've fought...then made up.. And then fought again..
But on the whole I've cherished every single moment I've spent with her
She has taught me so much
She has shown me so many different facets of the world
She's been a great source of inspiration
I cannot be thankful enough to her for all her love and guidance
There were moments when I thought I'd lose her..
But she fought and stuck with me all thru the sufferings and the pain
I love u dear life.. I truly do
And I promise you whatever time we have left with each other...I'll give you the very best of me

I love childhood for it's innocence and purity
I admire youth for it's exuberance and fearlessness
But i treasure old age the most..purely for it's wisdom and experience

For when you have sensuality smeared all over your skin
It's difficult not to sin
From do i even begin?
Your luscious lips
Or those inviting hips?
How lovely looks your hair!
Tonight my soul before you i'm going to bare
I'm going to kiss you everywhere
Let's dim the lights and make it a little dark
And re-ignite our spark
Let's make it a night to remember
Janurary's almost knocking on the door..let's end with a bit of magic,December

A person with unlimited resources isn't as dangerous as a person who has nothing to lose...and when the two go head to head against each other...odds are that the latter will triumph over the former...and the reason is simple...when a man has nothing to lose...he no longer has fear in his mind or heart.

In the winter of my life
I don't miss my youthful body
As much as i miss my youthful spirit
I was full of life those days
Oh...what days they were!
Hanging out with friends
Going on roadtrips
Discovering,exploring
Constantly on the move
Boredom and loneliness were alien to me
My confidence was sky high
Sometimes i felt like there was nothing that i couldn't do
I had the courage to try new things
And now as i look at myself
Fragile bones
Grey hair
Sans teeth
Wrinkled face
Tired soul
Tired mind
I wonder-'what's happened to me?'
I have been told that it's all a part of the natural ageing process
But i still find it so hard to accept
I've tried to live the best i could
Sure i have regrets
But some moments of pride as well
I've seen the many facets of life
The many colours that it offers
I've seen the highs
I've experienced the lows
I've seen friends turn foes
I've seen war
I've felt love
I've seen days on the street
And nights on park benches
But i was strong then
I had the courage and the will to fight
Nothing deterred me or bogged me down
I've lost that strength now
Life has taken it's toll on me
I feel i can't go any further
What i miss most now is the joy of company
It's just me and the four walls
Sitting alone in my room
I wait for my time
I don't keep much news of the outside world now
I've virtually lost every connection
You see loneliness is new to me
And i'm not quite sure as to how to deal with it
So i guess i'll just be patient
If you notice you'll see that when you reach the winter of your life
The circle of your life is complete
In effect you are back to where you started
You become a child once again
It's like a man is reborn before he dies
While it's exciting to reach that stage
At times it's so scary
But then such is the journey of life
And i guess that's what makes it such an incredible experience