The black river that flows from your head to your shoulders is shining magically under the moonlight
But the river seems to have lost it's way under the influence of the strong wind
For the river is covering your face
So let me use my hands and guide the river on the right path
This will give me a better view of your serene eyes and luscious lips

'What do you know about war?'she said.'Your country has never seen the horrors of war.You've had an easy life.'
'Yes you are right...I don't know much about war'...i replied.'I only know that each of us go through a battle each and every day of our lives.Some chose to talk about it...others prefer to keep it in themselves.I know that my neighbour struggles to meet his ends and yet he tries his best to give his children the best education.I know that my landlady is a seventy year old woman....she has no one to take care of her and yet she never complains.I know that the person who delivers the daily newspaper at my doorstep shouldn't be doing that coz he is a 10 year old boy...he deserves to get an education but he can't since his parents can't afford it.I know that God only knows the pain that so many of us hide or at least try to behind the veil of a smile.So many of us suffer silently and never let anyone in on our problems....while there are some who crib and whine at the slightest of discomfort.Clearly the world as they say is still divided between the 'haves' and 'have nots'.A war scars you but the everyday battle you fight breaks you down each and everyday and unless and until you triumph it and achieve glorious success you will always feel the pressure.'

It is the jewel of the morning sky
It is a source of energy
A source of life
Everyone needs it
No one save for Almighty knows as to for how many years it has been burning
When it rises and when it sets
It gives us two of the most breathtaking sights in the world
Just this incredible myriad of colours fills up the sky
When the sun rises it announces the beginning of the day
Gradually everyone from birds to animals to humans
Start to get on the move
The day begins
And then at evening when it finally goes down in the distant horizon
Creating a visual spectacle
The artificial lights take over
The flavour all around changes
But it's not quite the same without the sun
During the winters when the body shivers and feels so very numb
It provides the much needed warmth and gives relief from the harsh cold winds
During the monsoons it is sometimes not visible
The dark and gloomy clouds conceal it
But after the clouds have broken down and a downpour is complete
The sun peeks out from behind
Just in time to meet 'vibgyor'
Ah!what a sight!!!
But during the summers it can be harsh
At times the sweltering heat can get unbearable
But then again it gives you the opportunity to tan your skin
And then of course there are ice-creams and shakes to look forward to
I have always loved the sun
I enjoy basking in it's glory
Feeling it warm every inch of me
Burning away my fears and insecurities
And re-energizing my soul
Oh dear sun!..what would i do without you?
You truly motivate me
In your presence i feel like superman
No task seems too difficult
No dream seems impossible

In the winter of my life
I don't miss my youthful body
As much as i miss my youthful spirit
I was full of life those days
Oh...what days they were!
Hanging out with friends
Going on roadtrips
Discovering,exploring
Constantly on the move
Boredom and loneliness were alien to me
My confidence was sky high
Sometimes i felt like there was nothing that i couldn't do
I had the courage to try new things
And now as i look at myself
Fragile bones
Grey hair
Sans teeth
Wrinkled face
Tired soul
Tired mind
I wonder-'what's happened to me?'
I have been told that it's all a part of the natural ageing process
But i still find it so hard to accept
I've tried to live the best i could
Sure i have regrets
But some moments of pride as well
I've seen the many facets of life
The many colours that it offers
I've seen the highs
I've experienced the lows
I've seen friends turn foes
I've seen war
I've felt love
I've seen days on the street
And nights on park benches
But i was strong then
I had the courage and the will to fight
Nothing deterred me or bogged me down
I've lost that strength now
Life has taken it's toll on me
I feel i can't go any further
What i miss most now is the joy of company
It's just me and the four walls
Sitting alone in my room
I wait for my time
I don't keep much news of the outside world now
I've virtually lost every connection
You see loneliness is new to me
And i'm not quite sure as to how to deal with it
So i guess i'll just be patient
If you notice you'll see that when you reach the winter of your life
The circle of your life is complete
In effect you are back to where you started
You become a child once again
It's like a man is reborn before he dies
While it's exciting to reach that stage
At times it's so scary
But then such is the journey of life
And i guess that's what makes it such an incredible experience

Darkness does it what it can
It tries to fill you with fear and doubt
Basically it tries to mess with your head
But light will do what it must
It will give you hope even in the most hopeless of situations
The basic difference between darkness and light is that darkness does it's work just for fun and self-satisfaction
While light does it's work with a sense of responsibility and duty

I tried a lot
But i couldn't become a poet like you
So i became the poem instead
And my word....
...you write so beautifully about me
Describing each and every facet of mine...
My beauty
My sensuality
My vulnerability
My pain
My fury
My desire
My dreams
My hopes
My fears
My insecurities
My strengths
My weaknesses
You capture all of this so beautifully in your writings
Your poetries about me are like paintings painted with the most exquisite of colours
Your words arouse my soul
They tease and touch my heart
Your writings are honest
Your writings tell me more about myself than i ever knew
Keep writing about me
I love reading it
It gives me an insight into the unknown
The unexplored side of me
The more i read your writings
The more i fall in love with you
I enjoy being your muse
Never stop writing
'Coz i fell in love with your words first and then you

It's hard being alone
Sleeping alone
Your pillow being your only companion...
...Your tear drenched pillow
It's hard waking up alone
Waking up each and every day to the cold and painful realization that you're all alone
It's hard watching sunsets alone
It's hard being alone on a beautiful moonlit night
It's hard walking on the beach alone
It's hard sitting on hilltops alone
It's hard being alone and having no one talk to
It's hard being alone and not having a shoulder to lean on
It's hard watching  romantic movies all alone
It's hard walking this road all alone
Isolation is bearable upto a limit
Beyond that it's sheer torture
At some point you wish you had someone in your life
That someone who will never make you feel lonely again

A person with unlimited resources isn't as dangerous as a person who has nothing to lose...and when the two go head to head against each other...odds are that the latter will triumph over the former...and the reason is simple...when a man has nothing to lose...he no longer has fear in his mind or heart.

The biggest challenge in life is to stay at your strongest when your life is at it's lowest..and during this time there will be moments when you will feel like quitting..but you need to tell yourself this...'I will not bow down to any problems..i am fighter and i will do what a fighter does...he never gives up.'

Reason and logic are not to be associated with love.Love rules without any rules.There isn't always a specific or proper answer as to why you love a person...neither can it always be comprehended as to why a person stops loving a person,he or she loved so dearly.We can try to guess or speculate as much as we want...love can never really be understood...it can only be felt...and truth be told-i'd rather feel love than know the meaning of it.

It's a limited time we have while we are here...so use it to love.The most important thing-if you love yourself then you are capable of not just falling in love but also sustaining it for a fairly long time.

Love doesn't expect it only loves
You hope that the intended person will someday reciprocate
And when they do you're over the moon
And when they don't your heart sheds a silent tear
But you don't stop loving that person..
...sure you move on
But that person will always hold a special place in your heart
'Coz that person evoked in you those incredible nerve-racking feelings you had never felt before
So when they don't reciprocate don't curse them
Rather thank them
For they've taken you to a new path
The beginning of something special
Something serene
It will only make you a better and stronger person

I've always had a secret crush on death
Always wondered what it would be like to meet her
I know that I will meet her someday
But since I'm married to life....
....my loyalty lies with her..
...so I'm gonna hold on to her till death do us part.
Life and I...We've had our moments...
We've fought...then made up.. And then fought again..
But on the whole I've cherished every single moment I've spent with her
She has taught me so much
She has shown me so many different facets of the world
She's been a great source of inspiration
I cannot be thankful enough to her for all her love and guidance
There were moments when I thought I'd lose her..
But she fought and stuck with me all thru the sufferings and the pain
I love u dear life.. I truly do
And I promise you whatever time we have left with each other...I'll give you the very best of me

An early morning rise, mainly clear blue skies with the odd patches of white here and there,nice sunshine and a morning dose of Benedict Cumberbatch as 'Doctor Strange' ...I must say it was a pretty good start to the day...I also must admit i'm not usually a morning person but there are certain joys attached to waking up early...the best one being just taking in all the peace and calm around you and channelizing all that positive energy into the very depths of your soul...highly rejuvenating stuff.The beauty of Nature in the wee hours of the morning is simply magical...the freshness of the air, the song sung by the birds and the sound of dewdrops falling from the leaves....it just seduces every bit of you...and to top it all off Benedict Cumberbatch arousing all of my senses!!!

I love childhood for it's innocence and purity
I admire youth for it's exuberance and fearlessness
But i treasure old age the most..purely for it's wisdom and experience

Hey, my girl look at me now
Guess u wont
'Coz ur probably so sick of me now
But do u even have a clue?
What im tryin' to tell u
I think u don’t
So just keep ur ears glued to the radio
Listen to the sound of sweet music
Coz i'm about to sing something real sick
I think we need to see where we stand
I was ready to hold ur hand
Forever…..
But u cheated on me
See what hurts me d most is that
U won’t admit u was wrong
I loved u…..i wrote for u so many love songs….
But baby….it’s all history..
We ain’t got no story…..
We never had
I look back in retrospect and sometimes ponder
Where did we go wrong baby???
What did I not do
To always please u
To keep u happy
And cheerful all the time
Baby….our love was sublime
We used to be d apple of each other’s eyes
Now there’s nothin’ left…..save for sorrows and goodbyes
I guess it’s gonna take me a while
Before I can remember how to smile
Nothin' left to say….nothin' left to do….
I’ve always loved u…and can't love nobody the way I loved u….
I can’t forgive u….but I can’t forget u either…
I guess I’d had enough and perhaps needed a breather…..
They say there ain't no pain that time can't heal...
Well,u know what girl....even though it's over...there's nothin' I feel
I guess we were never meant to be together...
And it's just something we have no control over...
I guess that's what u call "destiny"...
Good Luck with ur life and all your future endeavours
May our relationship "Rest In Peace."

They say there are 2 certainties of life-one,that it will end someday and two,that before it ends you will have paid taxes in some form or the other.A third thing could be added to that list:-

In life there is no shortage of people who will give you advice and more often than not it's unwanted.They think they know it all and therefore can advice you on anything.You'll notice that more often than not through their advice they'll actually try to demotivate you.It's irritating and you just wished that they'd shut up.Trying to explain your point of view to them is pointless.Here's the best way to deal with them-listen to whatever they have to say,smile,agree and then do whatever the hell you want to do.

So where's your date??
Uh...i've come here with the hottest person in the room right now.
Really...so where is he??
You're looking at her...it's i,me and myself
****...i'm sorry girl!!!
No need to feel sorry for me.
Hey...look...that guy's all alone.
Why don't you go and talk to him??
What's the point??...if he were genuinely interested in me, he would've noticed me by now..and anyways who says you need a guy to make you feel good on prom night.I'm gonna drink and dance like there's no F** tomorrow....You know sometimes you just gotta be on your own...if a certain thing is meant to happen it will happen...may be sooner or later...no need to sweat about it.

The basic difference between a kid and a grown up-

A kid always feels more than he thinks while with an adult it's the complete opposite...most of the times he is either looking way behind or way ahead...constantly analyzing and planning..very seldom does he live in the present.

If you can't prevent something...it is imperative that you prepare for it.

Be the kind of person who never credits only himself for his success but acknowledges the contribution of those who have guided him
And who himself takes full responsibility for his failure and doesn't blame no one else

The things we do to grab someone's attention
Hoping against hope that for once that person will notice
For once things will be different
For once a love story will culminate into something substantial
How i wish he'd look at me
How i wish he'd notice my dress
How i wish he'd pay me a compliment
I had my hair done..
...nails done...
All just for him
His favourite colour is blue
So yesterday i picked up this gorgeous blue dress
He doesn't like too much make-up
So i've kept it at a minimal
He loves to read poetries
So i've bought him a collection of awesome poems
He also likes chocolates
So i've bought him those too
But he doesn't even look at me
My be some day he will...
May be someday he will realize that there is this girl who's crazily and hopelessly in love with him
If only i could ever tell him...
....How much he means to me

A man who disrespects a woman...disrespects the very origin of life and is not worthy of being called a man.

Don't just think and plan about the things you want to do in life..actually do them.You never know how long you'll live..so don't waste your time thinking..start acting on fulfilling your dreams and desires...don't keep delaying them.

I heard you're back in town
How you've been?
It's been a long time since we've seen each other..
..not since we broke up
It's been tough without you
My life has been empty and perfunctory ever since
It's been suffocating
On those cold and lonely nights...
...i've cried my heart out
My pillow has been a witness to that
The emptiness of my bed just eats me up
I reflected deeply
And realized that i didn't always treat you right
I said things i shouldn't have
I did things i shouldn't have
I was in a bad space
I was messed up
And pulled you into my mess
But i want tell you that i never meant to hurt you
I never meant for things to fall apart
I never meant for it to end this way
I am truly and deeply sorry for all the pain i've caused you
Just tell me what i need to do make it all right
'Coz i swear i'll do anything for you
I still love you
And deeply miss you
The way i feel for you...
..i never have and never will feel that for anyone
I can't live without you
So please give me a chance to fix this
Just one chance...
...'coz i swear i'll do anything for you

While i'm not particularly superstitious
Just needed to get the previous number(total number of poems-666...off my mind)
Hence this crap
Don't mind me

All this while I thought that by running away I was managing to escape from my problems
It is only now that I've finally realized that I can never run away from my problems no matter how much I try....
....For I myself am the biggest problem...
It was me from the very beginning
Since I opened my eyes and witnessed all the craziness around me
Since the time I learnt to walk and talk and run and jump
It was me all along
How could I not see it???
I always kept blaming x, y and z for my issues
Never did it occur to me...
...not even once that I was the devil in disguise....
Oh!!! What a fool I've been!!!

"Being famous for being famous doesn't give anything.It doesn't mean anything.It is nice and satisfying if you earned it for doing well, and not just on court.The real success is having friends, having a family, caring for them and feel loved by the people—the public is very important, but what is more important is to feel loved by those who are around you."
---Rafael Nadal(One of the greatest tennis players of all time)

As a child i used to feel scared of the dark
I couldn't even bear a moment of it
But then as i started growing up
I realized that the best way to get over my fear of it was to embrace it
Make it a part of me
Treat it as a friend instead of a stranger
And i did that
And now i kinda' enjoy the dark
The night just feels more comforting to me
It's like in the dark of the night
My soul feels safer
And less exposed
And i'm able to express myself better

Shadows of the night...
Falling silently
Echo of the past...
Calling you to me
Haunting memory...
Veiled in misty glow
Phantom melody...
Playing soft and low
In this world that we know now
Life is here, then gone
But somewhere in the afterglow
Love lives on and on
Dreams of long ago...
Meet in rendezvous
Shadows of the night...
Calling me to you
Calling me to you

Lose not hope my friend
For even the butterfly was once a caterpillar
Today it flies around with pride
Displaying it's wonderful hues and incredible beauty
But not too long ago it was a creepy crawley
So remember you might be crawling today
But some day you shall soar
So keep trying and don't give up
For all good things in life take time

Most of the times we are not even loyal and honest to ourselves and yet we expect it from others.

I'm gonna do the things they say i can't do
I'm gonna achieve the things they say i can't achieve
I'm gonna reach the level they say i can't reach
I'm gonna go places they say i can't go
And after doing this i'm gonna stand on top a mountain and scream-'******* haters...never doubt me again'
My life is gonna be the way i want it to be..
Not the way they think it will be

What are words for me?
They aren't merely words
Words are like oxygen for my soul
Food for my survival
Fueled by imagination and fed by the heart
They are the only asset i possess
They are the very reason for my existence
Each and everyday they breathe fresh life into me
They stand by me through thick and thin
They inspire me
They comfort me
They console me
They help me get through the tough times
They help me enjoy the good moments
They help me experience the hidden flavours of life
They help me express myself..
...the variety of emotions that i go through
The pain..the agony..the anguish
The euphoria..the insanity..the sensuality..the hatred..the anger..the love
..i have this strong urge to express it all
Each and everyday of my life i undertake a new journey with words
Travelling to unknown places
Discovering new sides of me
There are days when they kinda' desert me
May be they get upset with me
And i must say on those days i feel so suffocated and depressed
I feel like a lost traveller
But later they return to me
Perhaps they feel sympathetic towards me
For they know that i have no one save for them
And all is well again
Dear words...what would i do without you?
You mean everything to me
You are my universe
You are my lifeline
I hope to make it with you till the end of time
Till death do us part

A person who is constantly trying to change you
Constantly finds faults in you
Constantly criticizes you
Constantly demotivates you
And on top of that claims to be your friend,well-wisher or lover...
...is obviously bullshitting you
Delete this person from your life as soon as possible

I've had some of the greatest learnings of life from primarily 3 sources-
Women... Children... Nature

Women have taught me to be compassionate and resilient(among many other countless things)
Children have taught me to see beauty in ugliness..and not try and find meaning or sense in everything
Nature has taught me to strike that balance between serenity and rage

Books and the internet come a distant second.....

Respect is a two way street
Don't expect it
If you don't give it

Not everyone gets to live their dream..so if you're living it...cherish it, value it and make the most of it.

Don't limit your challenges...challenge your limits.

Grandmas are all about warm hugs,loving talks and great advice
And they invariably can cook the most amazing of meals
Growing up,i used to look forward to the weekends
For weekends were all about visiting grandma's place and having an absolute blast
Grandmas truly are special
Sometimes i feel that a person can learn more from his grandparents than he can from his parents

I haven't really been acquainted with happiness
Pain and suffering is what i've mostly felt
In fact....truth be told
It is grief that has kept me alive
My existence is pretty much defined by it
And yet somewhere inside of me there still resides this little hope
A hope that things will improve
A hope that my life will get better
A hope that i will get to taste happiness before i die
And it is hope that doesn't let me die
You see hope is a pretty powerful source of motivation
But it is an equally dangerous thing
For when hope dies
A part of your soul dies
But the heart is too naive to understand all these things
Like an adamant fighter it continues to hope

I look at you with love and compassion...
...Like yours is the only face i want to see
You on the other hand look at me with disgust and contempt...
...Like you'd rather see any other face than mine
...what contrasting views we have!!!

My room is a kingdom of mess
I've been told many times to clean it up
But truth be told...
...my life isn't any different from my room
Messy,chaotic and way too much stuff going on
So now i don't really bother much with all that cleaning up
I hope that things will improve
I do yearn for moments of happiness
But with every passing day all the good things just seem like a distant dream
And slowly but surely i feel myself drifting away into a state of oblivion
I can feel myself getting ****** into a blackhole of nothingness
Each and every day i'm dying a little
I'm not sure how much more stress the old ticker can take
My mind is the verge of an explosion
I won't lie...
...of late i so crave death
But it just doesn't come
One more breath
One more day of walking on fire
One more day of being misunderstood
One more day of being hated
One more day of loneliness
One more day of my hopes being crushed
Death, are you listening?...
...have some mercy on me
You can take me to hell
I'm ready to suffer there
I have no good deeds to show
So i probably deserve it
But please take me from this world
I dread waking up now

My name's Aziz
And i love to say "please"
And no.. it ain't no f* disease
I can't help it ....if i don't like butter but i simply love cheese
Everybody thinks i'm crazy....coz i'm addicted to chicken
Well what can i say....i guess i'm love stricken........
With dis wonderful bird......
They say life’s ‘bout trials and tribulations
It’s ‘bout how u react in difficult situations
Well if that’d be d case
Then I’m not sure ‘bout my place
Within dis’ crazy human race
For some..........life's a party
It's all 'bout women and bacardi
We live in an age of technology
****...these kids today r so fast.....it's hard to predict their psychology!!!
At times I feel so f up….feel like I’m ‘bout to go insane
But then somethin’ good happens and positive thoughts just start to rain
Within my already stressed out brain
Love’s good as long as it’s not one-sided
As for me I couldn’t say dat I’ve tested it or tried it
Some say they’ve kinda’ survived it…….
The theory of life is kinda’ hard to explain
It’s not ‘bout what u lose or what u gain
It’s ‘bout getting’ right back up after life knocks u down……..
It’s like ur goin too fast and LIFE says to u….”Son/Daughter…..u need to slow down.”
At times I feel like I’m sufferin’ from some kind of an identity crisis
It’s like I’m runnin’ a race wid rats and mices
It's like i was in this deep slumber
And out of the blue i just woke up and started to wonder.....
Every mornin' when i look at d mirror...there isn't much of a face lookin' at me......rather there's an expression of a predicament.......
Man....i thought i was good.....i thought i fulfilled every requirement.....
They say...."when d going gets tough,the tough get going".....
But at times i feel like the current of d river called life's too strong....it's like i've stopped rowing.....
It’s like I question myself……seem to lose my sense of confidence
Man…I ain’t no hypocrite…..why would I put on any pretence?
This is d real me……….
U get what u see………
Listen up yo.....i gotta a confession to make
Love me or hate me.....i don't care.....my spirit's tough...it's not somethin' u can break.....
Some walk the straight path.....some walk the rocky road....
Some get a silver spoon.....Some get the heavy load
Some wait for a lifetime just for dat someone special
While for some it remains just a situation, so very hypothetical
Movies….i love a lot….though I like them to be intellectual
As for me…..yeah am pretty religious….would say dat I’m spiritual
At times i feel so stressed out from work
It's like i've no control over me and seem to act like a ****
Respect is cool as long as it’s earned
Behaviour is somethin’ dat can’t be learned……
.......in some institution…........it’s just a reflection of u…..
U just can’t deny it….this is true…..
Satan's a feelin'.....it lurks in everyone
Guilty pleasures and mischievous behaviour sometimes can be fun.....
Money can't buy you happiness...can't bring any joy to you
We all make mistakes....we all need someone to look upto
In this age of corruption....who u gonna call ur fearless leader??.....whose gonna put your fears to bed??
'Coz heroes will never let u down as long as they're dead
One man's trash trash is another man's treasure....
One man's pain is another man's pleasure.......
At times I’m filled with all dis negativity…..
And I’m not able to comprehend d way everyone keeps lookin’ at me……
At times I feel lonely.....at times get upset....
Feel I deserve more from life than what i seem to get...
Ain't nobody in d world's perfect......and i ain't no exception
Have committed my share of my mistakes.....at times gone beyond limitation
I ain't no freak…….I ain’t no lunatic….
I do at times get a little crazy and act sarcastic……
But I guess we all r…..ain’t we???
It’s like we get so caught up in our lives dat we ain’t got time for nothin’
It’s a shame……..
But dat’s d name of d game…….
Known as life…….
To all my homies……..”just be simple and keep it simple”....
Spread d love guys………L.O.V.E.(Loss of vicious enemies)
Au revoir............................

When it comes to ***...more often than not, women are the teachers and men the students.The woman shows the way..the man merely follows.The act itself is such an interesting phenomenon..it's more than just the physical part..it's mental,emotional and spiritual as well..it's an awakening of the senses so to speak..a stimulation of the body,mind and soul..a process of self-discovery..a constant learning process..a union of two bodies..two souls..two persons locked in an embrace filled with an immense heat of passion,love,trust and perhaps lust...engulfed by the flames of curiosity and an uncontrollable urge to explore..an exploration of the body..an exploration of the senses...exposing the soul and looking deep inside of it.However it's the period before the act..the foreplay and teasing that i find most fascinating...the pre-act excitement..the build-up..the anticipation...it's such an incredible experience.I have always believed that women are the best teachers when it comes to a lot of things in life..we men have much to learn from them.

No matter how many times i kiss you
I just can't seem to get enough of you
You're like this addictive drug
The more i taste you...
...the more i want you
And with time
This intoxication just keeps on increasing
I can feel it surging through my veins
Caressing every inch of me
Teasing and tormenting me like crazy
Pleasuring my senses in a way i've never felt before
Making my soul experience bouts of ******
Gosh!..you're such a turn-on!!!

It's an evil which has been existing for a long time in our society.It's just that now it's effect is full scale.This hatred is consuming the world,bit by bit.When will people realize that this is not what we humans do...hating and killing...it is not us.Each and every day we read,witness,hear and perhaps at somepoint have also experienced intolerance.

When a newborn smiles for the first time they don't care what the race,religion,gender or political opinions are of the faces that smile back at them.They smile because human beings are not born with hatred,division or intolerance in their heart...instead we learn intolerance from those around us.We  learn it as we grow up.We learn it from our parents.We learn it from the media which brands people as extremists and terrorists.


A change is needed and we need to bring about the change...a change via our words,thoughts and actions.Let us all pledge that we will not be a silent spectator to instances of intolerance and neither will we ourselves be involved in this evil in any way whatsoever.We will raise our voice and fight against it.If we don't start this now...then i'm afraid it will be too late.The world is slowly but surely falling into an abyss of hatred.We must act soon.In the eyes of GOD we are all equal...and on earth it should be that way.

I'm ****** up
I'm messed up
On most days i'm mostly insane
But you see i have no reason to complain
For i need these traits to combat the chaos that i encounter on an everyday basis
You see i've realized that the world i live in is far more ****** up,messed up and insane than i am or i ever will be
And so it's pretty simple...
...you can't deal with an insane world by remaining sane
You have to adopt certain characteristics of it
Or else pretty soon you'll start to feel like an alien

Broken Heart
Broken Bones
Abandoned by Hope
Dispelled by Life
Surrounded by Hatred
Gravely Misunderstood
Married to Isolation
Friends with the Dark
But spirit still intact
How long can you last??
Ultimately your spirit's gonna break...
No....it's not...
..And you know why??
...Coz it's the only thing i have..
..And i'm not giving up the only thing i have..
...No matter what

Even though you're gone
I still feel as though you're with me
Guiding me through every nook and corner of life
Shining the light of your soul upon me
Inspiring me with your everlasting words...
...words which still resonate in my mind
I can feel your presence all around me...
...the birds that sing remind me of you
....the sun with it's warm healing touch reminds me of you
....the beautiful moon with it's illuminating presence reminds me of you
....the constellations decorating the night sky reminds me of you
....the morning dew with it's magical visual and serene sound reminds me of you
....a mother taking care of her child reminds me of you
Selfless and humble...
....that is what you were
On those cold and lonely nights..it is your thoughts and memories that help me get through the night
Truth is you were never gone
You left a major part of you within me
You reside in me
You run through my veins
So you see...
...we will never be separated