Bang bang
Little boy jimmy was only four years old
But at four years old he already knew what death taste like

May 16, 2012 at 11:59pm

He was found laying in his bed soaking in his own blood
It was a minute before his birthday, he was turning five on May 17, 2012
He was hit by stray bullet
Or that is what they say...

May 16, 11:56 pm

Three cops barged in Jimmy's house claiming they received a call of a disturbance
Jimmy's dad died the day after he was born and his mom was single
There was no one in the house but jimmy and his mom katrina
On the police report it read that when the cops arrived Jimmy was dead and his mom was found in the corner brutally beaten and *****
She had been shot twice in the chest and once in the head
She was permantly brain damaged and paralyzed from the waist down
Everyday she cried tears of blood and no one really knew why
But it is obviously what really happened that fateful day

May 18, 2013

Katrina was found hanging from her balcony
She committed suicide
Or was it ******
Bang bang
Thus end story of Jimmy and his family

To my future love,

Here we are in this place once again
Me at your feet making a fool of myself
Have you ever thought that these coincidental meetings are actually our destiny
That we were actually meant to be
I see the way you smile at me when we come face to face
It's the same smile you make when you're in your man's arms
You seem so relaxed and calm
As if the world suddenly feels safe

Recently I don't know what has gotten into me
My dreams seem to be so vivid while reality seems so dull
I looked into the mirror only to see a man in a white mask
His tears seeped through the cracks as if he felt an emptiness inside his soul
He seemed incomplete
His eyes were as red as the fire that burn at hell's gate
It was scary but actually kind of sad
It was me behind the mask

Without you I am nothing but a gentle breeze
Floating wanderlessly through a black ocean
My heart seems to be anchored to your very being
Clinching tightly to something that clearly isn't there
Or is it...I can't help but to think that feel the same way about me
That your heart aches for mine
I just really believe that for some reason , but if not...
I need to learn how to let go.

This letter wasn't supposed to be this long,
But it seems I can't get you out my head
You lay under a giant maple tree in a open field reading a book
Suddenly you look up and smile, waving me over as the birds sing
I smiled back of course but I didn't come to you
Instead I just laid there in a bed of flowers
There scent reminded me of you, it was lovely
At that moment I realized all of this was a dream

Or was it...
I opened my eyes and there you were before me
Here we are in this place once again
Me at your feet making a fool of myself
Only this time it will not be the same
This time I will be your man
This time you will be in my arms walking away
Why you say...


Because I just love you that way

I write this letter with blood, sweat, and tears
Broken dreams that rest in a dark ally
With nightmares that have become reality
All that sugar and spice and everything nice seems like fairy tale of a distant past
One where the streets didn't appear to be the gates of hell
Erupting in chaos as religious people pray to their god for mercy
But where is their God when they are burning in a pits of everlasting fear
Where, no where to be found, that's where
But still they remain loyal believing that he hasn't forsaken them
It really is funny how faith makes one so naive
But at the same time I respect that
It is only fair for one to clinch so tightly on the idea that the world hasn't been completely engulfed by darkness
But to be real we will be the cause of our own demise
Not our so called God
If he does exist all he does is sit back and watch as the creatures he created cause the extinction of one another
It is sad but true
It is even sadder that this is our destined faith
Am I really the only one who sees it coming?
I just pray that I am not cause I cant fight a losing battle on my own
Please someone rise from the trenches of ash and save mankind from its own demise

I have been fighting for far too long to just lay down and die
Been shot at, beat down yet still managed to survive
What's funny they treat me like I have committed some type of crime
But in actuality the only crime I have committed is being that black guy
**** I never realized racist this world truly was
It makes me want to stand here and cry to the skies
What right does the white man have to be mad at my kind
They stole us from our homes and broke our mind
Taking our culture, our religion, taking away our whole ******* identity
This is some ******* I swear
Why can't the world just be fair
All lives matter
But if you look at the world today...
You can't tell