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 Nov 2013 sinderella
My Mistake
Why
 Nov 2013 sinderella
My Mistake
Why
Why
Why did I let this all happen to me
I thought I had control
I thought you were gone for good
But you came back again
You came back and tricked me
But this time it was more intense
This time it left scars
Scars that will never fade
And I'm not even mad at you
all I can ask is
Why
I love you like...

The moment that I realize I have two hours left and find out I didn't oversleep
The Anticipation of telling beautiful surprises that are so challenging to keep
The few seconds before we finally jump from a cliff that is just a little too steep
The tears that bleed from my eyes out of joy, and aren't accompanied by a weep
An uncontrollable smile after watching a puppy take it's very first spirited leap
The freedom I feel from escaping the herd removing ourselves from the sheep
The optimistic first steps of a child's feet standing up to life"s broom"s first sweep
The necessary silence rarely shared from a reflecting gaze piercing ever so deep

I think of you...when...

The pain finally doesn"t hurt
I wear my one favorite shirt
The Perfect word is finally blurt
Absolutely nothing left to exert
Finished work covered in dirt
The wind blows up your skirt
Organically we begin to flirt
Arrived Just in time for dessert


I need you like...

A runner needs his feet
A writer needs a pen
A song needs a beat
A rooster needs a hen
The cold needs the heat
The military needs men
A carnivore needs meat
A monk needs his zen

I miss you like...

A plant wilting from a drought
A dog laying by his owner"s grave
Silence misses a necessary shout
Hibernating bears without their cave
A champion boxer"s very last bout
An injured surfer watching a wave
An old man"s window looking out
Addiction misses his best friend crave
A little heart inside of me
I keep it tucked away
Beg and plead
On ****** knees
Just hoping that you'll stay.
A fighting mind up in my head
I know that it's up there
Try and try
I memorize
The wish that you would care.
And tiny legs that carry me
Deeper into your hold
Red stop signs
And tear streaked eyes
I know I should have known.
Thin, small arms I have right here
That don't accomplish much
I lift the weights
You throw them down
And I still wince at your touch.
Meager curves I wish were not
Places, yeah, I got it there
A weightless thing
"The Skin and Bones"
But I'm still caught in your stare.
The darkest eyes I try to hide
And theirs- the lightest blue
Just not the same
I cannot change
The eyes I see in you.
Visual things, they matter much
Inside it matters more
I guess it's fine
Its gone with time,
Isn't personality a bore?
Because  abuse exists, guys. I watched some videos about abuse stories today and it was intense.
 Nov 2013 sinderella
Nina
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 Nov 2013 sinderella
Nina
You appeared out of the darkness
in my mind, like a star, a light,
an angel perhaps?

As much as I'd like to say
you were the one to save me,
the truth is you didn't.
You were a beautiful distraction,
a magical daydream
that suddenly ends every night.

I crash, falling right into an
endless gap as if
the earth was devouring me.
It all turns blank whenever you leave.

The pain is once again
numbed when you return.
You're a drug, the worst drug there is.

Will you be the one
that ends up killing me?
I was going through my old song / poem book and I found this. I wrote this when I was twelve so um
 Nov 2013 sinderella
marina
do not worry - you
will not be the
first to die; when
you lie down
you will not be
alone.
            
             instead you
will watch the stars
with cleopatra
or quite possibly a
king.
 Nov 2013 sinderella
witchy woman
I hold no exceptional expectations                                                                       
For you                                                                                                                      
Or I,                                                                                                                            
Or us for that matter.                                                                           ­                    

                                                                         I long only,
                                                                ­  To be simply blessed by your
                                                        Whiskey-­tainted breath,
                                                                ­  On my cigarette scented neck


My lovely,                                                          ­                                                    
Won't you let me intoxicate myself                                                           ­         
In your                                                             ­                                                       
                 Impaired & passioned  soul                                                                                                  
                               

                                                       For
                                                          I'd do any line of your essence
                                            Shot of your animation
                                                                And take any hit of your lullabies,
                                                                         Just to be able to fathom your sapience

                                            
 For I have never stumbled so unintentionally                                                                                                
                                                                   Over a character                                                                                                        
                                                                              That has been as enchanting and idiosyncratic                                                              
                                                                                                                                                           As you
What is human?

humans are a complicated being they have hopes and dreams and these things called emotions some fallow this thing called fate and others worship these things called deitys, humans are quiet creative are they not.
    Why are human so...fragile.
Now don’t be so tricked with there looks humans are not a fragile as they seem they are a strong fighting people and not only with force but also with word, but even so humans are one of the most fragile thing to live.
    Then why dose this human shed water from its eyes.
As I may have mentioned humans have these things called emotions that is sadness its when one feels lost, scared or no were to run.
    But human are fighters why cry when one can just fight.
Because fighting is no answer to ones problems no matter how strong one can be everything can bend and break it is there choice if they can take control of there emotion.
    You mentioned something human believed in called fate, what is fate.
Fate. Fate is the path humans are to take and the reason of being to keep going or to give reason on why is something like this, fate is the controller of human life they wish to believe so blame is to never come of them.
    Human seems selfish.
Humans are selfish they steal they lie and manipulate and even **** one an other for self purpose humans are quiet vile creatures but not all are.
    Why do human not die out if so evil.
Because they have hope.
    Hope what is hope?
Hope....hope is meaning hope is what get the humans to live some may not believe in it but its always there hope is a new waiting to be found hope is what forms humanity.
    could I be human?
Can you?-------
 Nov 2013 sinderella
Sharina Saad
It was her graduation day
It was my busiest day
It was her important day
It was my DEADLINES day
But I promised her...
I did...

My maternal instinct urged to react..
I threw my files away
I drove like crazy...
Almost hit a pregnant cow..
It stopped in the middle of the road...
Staring at me... You are late MOMMY!!!
ahh cynical cow...

I rushed to the school hall
I came darling... I came...
There she stood sobbing...
I came Ali... I hugged my daughter
She was mad.. She had tears on her cheeks
She had tears brimming in her innocent eyes

I did not apologize… selfish I was
I wanted her to understand instead...
Mommy is late but Mommy is here…
I put my hand on her chest
Mommy is always here...
Doesn’t matter how late…
She smiled a little
She smiled a bit more
She hugged me tight
And laughed and giggled…
My sweet daughter…
I LOVE YOU MORE..
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