i have found that when i feel overwhelmed i tend to distance myself from the situation.

well, hold on,
i take that back.

when i feel an emotion that overwhelms me i distract myself from it,
try as hard as i can to ignore it.

until i can't,

that's when i have to go,
i have to find a place to disappear.
a place i can sit, think, and feel for a moment until i shove that feeling back down my throat again.
i never know when or if it will come back up,
but when it does it means i have to leave.

Hi,I'm sincerelyW.W! I come on here every now and then and post. I have not posted that much and not many people see my work. I'm not very good but I enjoy getting to post for the few people that read my work. I've mostly posted ‘poems’ there… pretty bad… but that's besides the point. I've kind of stopped writing in this way, this format, whatever you want to call it. Instead I kind of just write down my thoughts and whatever I feel. I want the people who read my work to be able to relate to it. Think ‘hey i totally get where they're coming from!’ So in order to do that, i'm going to start taking the streams of conscience i write and heavily water them down. Some may seem like poems so are just thoughts or stories.

You can come here anytime! You can read my work, message me, if you ever want to talk! everyone is welcome and I appreciate anyone who supports me and will do my best to look to follow you back

If you are reading this you have no idea how grateful I am that you have found me/come here. I hope you stick around! Thank you for all the kind comments you have given and any constructive criticism! I appreciate you all so much and thank you!

<3

Monday, 3rd February, 2025                                                       Entry 4
Pain

Pain it's sticks with you your whole life
It floods your mind,

It's sickening.

You feel it in your gut,
you try to scream out,
But as usual,
Not a sound.

“Is there something wrong with me,
Can I speak my mind?”

“Am I really just a misunderstood child?”

My limbs are tried
My eyes droop.

Pain,
The pain that haunts me,
You will be with me forever.

Sincerely,
                  W.W

Wednesday, 22nd January, 2025                                                     Entry 3

Praise

The thing we all seek,

The thing that keeps us going,

The thing that takes over your self esteem.

Well, it may not be the thing that you want.
Deep down you know this.
But you will live in regret if you don't please them.
You make them happy,
Do what they want.
Because you need someone to fill your life with love.
Even if it's not real.

Praise
A fuzzy little feeling

Fills you with warmth

You spend it on someone who means oh so much

And hope for one day to feel the unconditional love
You give up your life happy with a smile,

To make sure it lasts until tomorrow

Praise


Its there when you need it

There for the taking

And we all want to feel

Like we are wanted

Praise

it makes your life worth just a little bit more.

Sincerely,
                  W.W

Something pt II

Something,
Something I could be,
Something that's only for me.

Something,
Like someone,
To trust,
Who will not be weeping,
when I come home bleeding.  

Something,
To dream of,
To hope.  

Something,
In the distance.
Which way,
I do not know.  

Something,
I know I could be.  

But is this,
“Something,”
Something I want,
Was it my choice,
Or yours.
Did dream of this day,
Or only plan and obey.

Maybe this something I've been chasing, is something just not, for me.  

Sincerely,                  
               W.W

Something pt I

I've been told i'm something more,
Something great,

I know there is a something for me,
Something to be,
Something to see.

Something that will bring me back,
To realize what I could be.

Sincerely,                  
               W.W