Indifferent
and
yet painful.
Something to burst
inside
your body
to cure
or to
be rejected.
Abuse it to get sick,
abuse it to try and get somewhere,
you'll make it fun
if you mix it
with some
magic liquid,
to put you to sleep,
and forget all the times
you messed up
just in that one drink.

She was original,
wasn't she?
She made your heart
go boom
as soon you laid
eyes on her,
her gorgeous hair,
her gorgeous ****
eyes staring into your soul
wishing you'd love her
more than you ever could.
Love is dangerous,
so is she,
watch out,
she'll come running
back
stabbing you
in the throat
for words
you held back
as you fell in
love with her.

Such a pity
that this is only
imaginary.

we tripped
on the urge
to feel
alive.

his smile
made me blush
what about him
made me love?

The building is high,
high enough
for my eyes
to go
white.
I rip my gums with
my teeth,
I am afraid
of this height
that I so now
see.
Is it a dream?
I cannot tell!
I jump,
I fall,
I scream,
the cars are chasing me.
No?
I am chasing
the cars?
I am
falling to them.
I cannot see
where they are going.
North or South?
West or East?

I cannot make
sense,
the car
soon
crashes into me.

I guess
I ran out
of
ink
to fill
my
creativity
that is already
broken
into
pieces.