My words I trip on,
what my eyes feed on,
My throat is swollen
ready to burst
chemical fire.

Eyes widen,
nail biting
all the excitement
wanted
in our lil'
cherished
circle.

Voice cracks,
puberty hits,
hormones break
then
we go insane.

'Crushes' is what
we call
ones lover
when the other
doesn't
feel
self-same.

Purity grown out
of our ears,
the habit
of staring,
how
self-centred.

Abandon it
again,
what we've
learnt
&
what we've
changed,
as
you
leave,
to discover
what's left
of it
all.

Lingering around,
someone
whom
is no longer
no more.
Gotta turn up the time,
don't make it rewind,
there is no use
of this 'perfect' world.
Bring him back the times,
where it was all fine.
When all the memories
were gone,
no abuse,
no crimes.
Turn up the time,
to see her
oh so ****
fine.
Watch her dance again,
see her smile again.
Time is up,
no more of him.
Forget about him
don't rewind
back in
time
just to
remember
again.

Twirl me around,
in midnights winter wear.
We'll be at the park,
listening to the
stars flare.
Let's lye down
on the cold grass
and
see the spark
in each others eyes.
Lets dream that we're
far away
from this world,
somewhere else,
where our dreams grow.
Like stars in the sky,
we'll sparkle and shine
just as bright
as those above.

Come to school,
to make me smile.
See the selfishness in my eyes.
I am so greedy,
I guess I want you all to myself.
******* lips,
I'm sweet.
Your eyes are so pretty,
your hair is too messy.
The music you listen
is only but melancholy.
Let me go to you,
and kiss you.
Let me tell you
that I love you.
You don't know me,
but I'd like to
know you.

I'm different
but with a
twist.

My eyes are
blood shot.
My lips
are cracked.
I can
understand
that the fact
of me
being alone
is
really,
that bad.

I might fall asleep
tonight.
I'll dream
the time I was
in bed
with you beside me,

that

you were
there smiling,
as
I started,
crying,
knowing
I'll never get
to see you
if I stop trying,


to get
tired
and fall asleep
just to see
you beside
me.

Your
gorgeous brown eyes...
Make me cry,
they hold so much
deep inside.
You're a ouster
and I'm your pearl.
You consume me
as my life
turns to hell.
Hold me tight
just to say
goodbye.
Kiss my heart
as it melts
and burns
my
throat.
Look at me
in the eyes
and tell me
that you miss
me.

Wait
          for
  me

      to
call
             you.
I remembered when I was young,
I
           used
                     to
                           go
               out
      for
fun.
Just
to
      live
            up
                     for
                               my
                                                   mistakes.
                                   but
                            I
                     know
          it'll
   be
okay.